"Overall, I can say that I do love him.."<3
"Mmmmm. I missed you." I heard him whisper in my ear.
"Mmmm...No I'm pretty sure I missed you." I manged to whisper back. It felt a little weird saying that too him. I didn't want to be all rude and not say it back, but I just.. I still haven't decided whether I actually wanna go through with this または not.
Granted, I did say that I do 愛 him like 愛 him, 愛 him, but at the same time I 愛 him as my best friend and right now....I think i 愛 him もっと見る as a best friend. I just don't know.
He set me down and gently moved a hair from my face. I could tell that he was gonna go in for the kiss, but I quickly stopped him.
"We need to talk." I tried to not make it too harsh but at the same serious enough for him to stop. But, he was a little turned off によって it.
"Whats up Jaz.?" He sounded like the old Matthew. That was a little of a relief because I didn't know how to talk to this new, sweet Matthew.
"Okay. Well.....What exactly is gonna happen between...'us'?" The word "us" just seemed weird to me. he knew exactly what I meant. I could tell he was about to say something but he let it go.
"Well...after the pass few days....It's up to あなた Jaz." I hated that reply because that wasn't an answer! Now I was either can gonna start this whole new relationship または just completely nip it in the bud. No pressure または anything. I did want to be with him. I'm also the biggest non-risk taker あなた will ever meet. So...I just don't know. I 愛 him as my best friend and I am scared of losing him as my best friend if for some reason we don't work out as a couple. Uhhh, come on Jaz.
"Ummm...What do あなた want?"
I saw him try to think of how to say what he wanted to say.
"Jaz, I 愛 you. I have always loved you. あなた know that. あなた are my best friend and it would not matter to me whether あなた stay my best friend または be the girl I marry."
I was kinda taken によって surprise によって the whole marriage thing.The person you're going to spend the rest of your life with was a pretty big deal. But either way, I knew what I wanted to do. I put my arms around his neck and looked up at his beautiful エンジェル face.
"The marriage thing is a little far fetched but,...I would not mind being もっと見る than your best friend." I topped that off with big 子犬 eyes and a flirty grin.
What stop my ハート, 心 first was the glitter in his beautiful brown eyes as I 発言しました these words. The 秒 was the amazing キッス he gave me afterwords. For the first time in the whole weekend I felt the spark in the kiss, that longing to want more, To not want to push away. It was the best キッス yet.
"Yummm." He giggled at me as I took a bite of my burger. Usually I was never wrong about things but Burger Boy burgers being better than Burger King burgers was defiantly something I waved my white flag to.
If あなた are wondering, yes he did take me out. To most girls a burger joint wouldn't exactly be the guy who would support あなた in the end but to me and Matthew, a burger joint was just as good as any other place in the world. It was kinda cute how we sat in one of those booth things and he put his arm around me. We did that cheesy thing and drank one shake out of two straws. It was a pretty good night. I loved every 分 with him. He took me ホーム and gave me a light キッス before I walked inside. Overall, I can say I do 愛 him and I'm happy i finally took a risk. Lets just hope it last.
I do not own this. I did not write it, and I do not know the author. I just really like this and wanted to share it.
Who will あなた be
when faced with the end;
the end of a kingdom,
the end of good men.
Will あなた run?
Will あなた hide?
または will あなた hunt down evil
with a venomous pride?
Rise to the ashes,
rise to the winter sky,
rise to the calling,
make heard the battle cry.
Let it scream from the mountains
From the forest to the chapel.
Because death is a hungry mouth
and あなた are the apple.
So who will あなた be
when faced with the end?
When the vultures are circling
and the shadows descend.
Will あなた cower,
または will あなた fight?
Is your ハート, 心 made of glass?
または a pure snow white?
Who will あなた be
when faced with the end;
the end of a kingdom,
the end of good men.
Will あなた run?
Will あなた hide?
または will あなた hunt down evil
with a venomous pride?
Rise to the ashes,
rise to the winter sky,
rise to the calling,
make heard the battle cry.
Let it scream from the mountains
From the forest to the chapel.
Because death is a hungry mouth
and あなた are the apple.
So who will あなた be
when faced with the end?
When the vultures are circling
and the shadows descend.
Will あなた cower,
または will あなた fight?
Is your ハート, 心 made of glass?
または a pure snow white?
tell me why i miss you
why did i have feelings for you?
i wish i could answer these 質問 on my own,
but i cant.
honestly, they only thing that i want right now is you.
i dont know why i still miss you,
i dont understand why i really want another chance
what i really dont get is why あなた wont let me 表示する あなた that ive changed
back then i didnt know any better
after going on intercession, ive grown alot
in all honesty, yesterday really made me think about things
it opened my eyes, and changed the way i felt.
i didn't really know you,
i wanted to get away,
now, i realize i was wrong, and im sorry.
i hate that we dont talk anymore
i wish we still do.
i hope あなた read this,
and forgive me, so we can start over again.
Hi, my name is Hikaru.
What's yours :)
why did i have feelings for you?
i wish i could answer these 質問 on my own,
but i cant.
honestly, they only thing that i want right now is you.
i dont know why i still miss you,
i dont understand why i really want another chance
what i really dont get is why あなた wont let me 表示する あなた that ive changed
back then i didnt know any better
after going on intercession, ive grown alot
in all honesty, yesterday really made me think about things
it opened my eyes, and changed the way i felt.
i didn't really know you,
i wanted to get away,
now, i realize i was wrong, and im sorry.
i hate that we dont talk anymore
i wish we still do.
i hope あなた read this,
and forgive me, so we can start over again.
Hi, my name is Hikaru.
What's yours :)
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