This is what i would say to my jacob, if i can even say he is mine.
How do i even start off, do i start off saying that i dont know how to start off,or do i pour my ハート, 心 out,that first word, i dont know anymore..Because with you, nothing is the way it seems, または the way it was before. Everything changes even the way im supposed to write this, you've confused me.
OK,, i think is this part where i pour my ハート, 心 out right?? if not. im going to sound.. odd. but who cares now? not you. あなた wont even read this my love.
ok here i go, keep me from falling.
I meet あなた on a saturday, on the first saturday of Harry Potter 6's release, that was where met. I had my friend Natalie with me for support, sadly she was confronted with her ex boyfriend sitted in front of us and she was upset.
But あなた cheered her up and protected her.
あなた had blonde hair. In small tight curls. And i cant even describe your face anymore, i dont know wheithter it because i have forgotten または my ハート, 心 doesnt want me too.
Two weeks into our reletionship, i knew i loved あなた already, i was 14, あなた were 16. And あなた entered me, it hurt. It was july 31st 2009, in which we made the act that separated us, but we diddnt know it. But i have to admitt, i wouldnt take back what we did, i wouldn't take back あなた または my heartbreak, because no matter what that sitaution made me feel, it was about you.
I remember あなた holding right, and treating me right, give up things because it made uncomtorable. あなた gave up smoking, for me.
あなた sent me the most beautiful お花 in the world, i still have one perfect rose.
あなた were perfect, あなた stuck up for me, あなた did everything for me, あなた carried on even when it hurt you, あなた put up with all my shit but most of all, あなた loved me right.
I loved your calls at 10 pm and ended at 12.
I loved how あなた centered me in everything あなた did. And i will always 愛 あなた for that.
how am i going so far?? Funny how i've written soo much and thats not even a slight bit of what i have inside me for you.
I thought i was pregnant at the age 14. あなた were so scared, but not for yourself, あなた thought that it was going tio REUNINE my life...
I told my mum, who told my dad who told me i can never see あなた again.
i cried for months. i tryied to kill myself, i dont know how many times.
i think i might stop now... im starting to feel sick and i feel like a toser,,,
i bet people will think im wierd,,, which i am, i think...
i 愛 あなた jacob....come back for me.
How do i even start off, do i start off saying that i dont know how to start off,or do i pour my ハート, 心 out,that first word, i dont know anymore..Because with you, nothing is the way it seems, または the way it was before. Everything changes even the way im supposed to write this, you've confused me.
OK,, i think is this part where i pour my ハート, 心 out right?? if not. im going to sound.. odd. but who cares now? not you. あなた wont even read this my love.
ok here i go, keep me from falling.
I meet あなた on a saturday, on the first saturday of Harry Potter 6's release, that was where met. I had my friend Natalie with me for support, sadly she was confronted with her ex boyfriend sitted in front of us and she was upset.
But あなた cheered her up and protected her.
あなた had blonde hair. In small tight curls. And i cant even describe your face anymore, i dont know wheithter it because i have forgotten または my ハート, 心 doesnt want me too.
Two weeks into our reletionship, i knew i loved あなた already, i was 14, あなた were 16. And あなた entered me, it hurt. It was july 31st 2009, in which we made the act that separated us, but we diddnt know it. But i have to admitt, i wouldnt take back what we did, i wouldn't take back あなた または my heartbreak, because no matter what that sitaution made me feel, it was about you.
I remember あなた holding right, and treating me right, give up things because it made uncomtorable. あなた gave up smoking, for me.
あなた sent me the most beautiful お花 in the world, i still have one perfect rose.
あなた were perfect, あなた stuck up for me, あなた did everything for me, あなた carried on even when it hurt you, あなた put up with all my shit but most of all, あなた loved me right.
I loved your calls at 10 pm and ended at 12.
I loved how あなた centered me in everything あなた did. And i will always 愛 あなた for that.
how am i going so far?? Funny how i've written soo much and thats not even a slight bit of what i have inside me for you.
I thought i was pregnant at the age 14. あなた were so scared, but not for yourself, あなた thought that it was going tio REUNINE my life...
I told my mum, who told my dad who told me i can never see あなた again.
i cried for months. i tryied to kill myself, i dont know how many times.
i think i might stop now... im starting to feel sick and i feel like a toser,,,
i bet people will think im wierd,,, which i am, i think...
i 愛 あなた jacob....come back for me.