I dont think of this as a poem its もっと見る like sadness and confusion today one of my neighbours died my brother called me over to see i saw them 移動する the body coverd in a red blanket and the men in black SUITS/スーツ and i thought to myself in that moment i never 発言しました hello never waved または smiled at her when i come to think of it i never saw her have one visitor i 発言しました to myself i wish i could cry right now but i couldnt i just couldnt i told myself i hope whatever i have done in my life would not make me die alone thats all i ask for and all i wish for