You're The Reason
© Janessa Blackmon
I was so comfortable
thought I could tell あなた
anything, but that one
日 at your house
playing in the
slip-n-slide in my
swim suit. my cousins
were there, yet they
had no clue, when
we were playing hide-n-seek,
あなた grabbed me, threw
me on the bed
and did things
when I told あなた
no, a couple years
pass and the trust
is still gone, nothing
will ever be the
same, one 日 at
your house, you're
drunk off your
尻, お尻 and あなた promise
me あなた won't touch
me again, yet two
weeks later your
teaching me how to drive
and あなた break your
promise, you're
the reason I'm not
comfortable around
guys, the reason
I'm scared of the
Dr's the reason
I don't trust
any other guys
the reason I can't
be myself anymore!
I blame you!!!
I was young and
didn't know any
better, yet あなた still
took advantage of
me, I just want
to know why, but
あなた won't tell me!!!!!!!!!
Source: You're The Reason, Rape Poems link
© Janessa Blackmon
I was so comfortable
thought I could tell あなた
anything, but that one
日 at your house
playing in the
slip-n-slide in my
swim suit. my cousins
were there, yet they
had no clue, when
we were playing hide-n-seek,
あなた grabbed me, threw
me on the bed
and did things
when I told あなた
no, a couple years
pass and the trust
is still gone, nothing
will ever be the
same, one 日 at
your house, you're
drunk off your
尻, お尻 and あなた promise
me あなた won't touch
me again, yet two
weeks later your
teaching me how to drive
and あなた break your
promise, you're
the reason I'm not
comfortable around
guys, the reason
I'm scared of the
Dr's the reason
I don't trust
any other guys
the reason I can't
be myself anymore!
I blame you!!!
I was young and
didn't know any
better, yet あなた still
took advantage of
me, I just want
to know why, but
あなた won't tell me!!!!!!!!!
Source: You're The Reason, Rape Poems link
Tell me why I've been lied to
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
によって my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt によって a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, または am I just an idiot?
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
によって my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt によって a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, または am I just an idiot?
Go to sleep and close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
あなた know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before あなた drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As あなた bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when あなた start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
あなた don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your フレンズ let あなた bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all あなた need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
あなた didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain あなた hid so well
And down あなた go baby
Straight back to hell
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
あなた know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before あなた drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As あなた bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when あなた start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
あなた don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your フレンズ let あなた bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all あなた need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
あなた didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain あなた hid so well
And down あなた go baby
Straight back to hell
hope, for me, is a place uncharted
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
アナと雪の女王 my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my ハート, 心 is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my ハート, 心 can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope あなた understand...
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
アナと雪の女王 my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my ハート, 心 is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my ハート, 心 can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope あなた understand...