I started realizing that I had feelings for people, I have had boyfriends and they make me smile and feel happy and not alone. But every time I have a boyfriend I never feel right, I think that they are kind funny smart and many もっと見る but I never actually like liked them, I always 発言しました that I did. I never knew why. Until I met this one guy, he was perfect I thought I really liked him, he was everything and we started talking a lot, we dated and then one 日 we broke up. I felt torn. But I still went on. I like watching things like Victoria's Secret shows and the live shows from them, and I always like watching. My dad 発言しました that its just for guys because of the body, but I didn't care what he thought, I 発言しました I just watched it to watch it, but I feel all idk when I watch it and see that they are pretty and perfect I really like everything about them. When I was 14 I transferred school and I have a best friend, she's pretty, and I dated guys if they asked me out but again like before I never really was interested in many, it just felt wrong. I think I like girls but I want to like guys because I'm afraid that if I like girls that people will make fun of me and call me names. And I would loose my friends... I really am scared and confused. Please I need advise how do I know what is going on?
Ok, so I have this friend who's a Freshman, like me, at my high school & everyday when I get to my lunch table, usually there's nobody there, so I go on my phone & onto YouTube to watch some 動画 I really like. Well, while I'm doing that, my friend Mitchell always sneaks up behind me & tasers my sides. Well, this would be ok if I wasn't extremely ticklish there! Whenever he does this, I always jump, squeal, & bring my arms down to protect my ticklish sides.
He's always done this & he enjoys it, I can see that. To be honest, I do like it when he does this, but sometimes, I don't. And usually, I'm having a crappy 日 after 4th hour(Exploring Science), because there's a girl in my 表, テーブル group, Lauren, who's always snobby to me & mean. I never did anything to her to make her hate me!! So usually after that class, I'm in a bad mood. But when Mitchell tasers me, it makes me feel better. But I'm not sure what I should say to him!! Please help me out!!!
He's always done this & he enjoys it, I can see that. To be honest, I do like it when he does this, but sometimes, I don't. And usually, I'm having a crappy 日 after 4th hour(Exploring Science), because there's a girl in my 表, テーブル group, Lauren, who's always snobby to me & mean. I never did anything to her to make her hate me!! So usually after that class, I'm in a bad mood. But when Mitchell tasers me, it makes me feel better. But I'm not sure what I should say to him!! Please help me out!!!
Well i know people thnk about alot of things like suicide and all of that. I'm here to let あなた know I've been through tons of things and what your going through I've most likely gone through. I just want to say it あなた just need アドバイス または want to talk I'm here. I know everything can be scary but あなた can't let that get あなた down. So before yo udo something studip または something you'll regret. ie)boys girls life. Talk to someone. If i knew this before I'd be so much better off. If あなた want to talk send me a message I'll help あなた out.
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Mário *-* the amazing guy who saved my life in so many ways, my boyfriend and the love of my life <3333
