I’m honestly getting sick and tired of listening to my best friend who is constantly bragging about how a foreign surfer dude was hitting on her at the beach. During her visit to Australia, she was at that famous ビーチ and apparently this “tall and muscular hunk” approached her and asked if she was single. They exchanged numbers but a few days after that, she flew back here. Since her arrival, she never heard from him again. I wish I could スマック her in the face with the truth that there was never going to be anything between them ‘cause one, they’re in a long distance situation and two, she doesn’t even know his name!
Sorry for the rant, I just really needed to get this off my chest. But if あなた guys have any suggestions and アドバイス for me regarding this, that would be awesome. Thanks a bunch.

I'm female. I have had girl crushes before, but I usually have boy crushes. I have had daydreams about being with girls I like, and I sometimes fantasize my first キッス being with a girl. Most クイズ I take say I'm bisexual. Me and my friend, who is a girl, almost kissed back in first grade but I decided that I couldn't do it. My フレンズ and family are very homophobic and I am also a Christian. I will never tell my family about these feelings because they would disown me if I did. Same with my friends. I also feel like I'm not a good Christian または that I will go to Hell because I think I might be bisexual. I also think that I might be forming a crush on a girl now. What do I do guys?!