“ the new beginning ”
As days passed it got worse. I couldn't take it anymore, we were growing apart, barely even talking.
Anything I talked about doing, Edward would disagree または say its not safe.
Once, I was going to the toilet and Edward asked Alice to go with me!. To the toilet!
That led to a 日 of me ignoring him. That taught him a lesson to shut his mouth and stop making decision for me…..well for about 24 hours. Then it starts again.
“Bells….your getting so boring! Talk a little…oh! I have a better idea lets play” Emmett grinned.
“Emmett, cant あなた see Bella Is tired? She has to rest” Edward 発言しました and put a hand on my shoulder.
“But Edward, all your making Bella do is rest and ホーム work!” Emmett argued with him.
I removed Edwards hand from my shoulder and got us before walking to the door.
“Where are あなた going?” Edward asked.
“I’m going somewhere where I can make my own decisions. Not have someone making them for me!”
“Bella. I don’t think…”
“I’M NOT A DAMN PUPPET EDWARD!” I screamed at him.
Everyone appeared 次 to Emmett, who was looking at me with pride.
“You cant just go! Victoria could be out there waiting for you” Edward 発言しました angrily.
“Well….news flash Edward. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I’d rather live a short happy life than a long crappy, hiding in the shadows one!"
“Bell….”Edward started to talk but I cut him off.
“Just shut up Edward! I'm talking. あなた are hiding me from everything! From the volturi and that stupid Victoria. Even from my friends”
“But its for your own protection”
“I don't need protection. Did I have a say in this? NO! I didn't. What a shock! あなた are living my life for me, Edward! I don't even have a say in what I eat! Your always saying that's not enough あなた need もっと見る protein, もっと見る this もっと見る that…blah, blah, blah!
He was looking at me shocked.
“What Edward?” I asked. He cant honestly say he didn’t know he was like this.
“Bella I’m sorry…I just...i just want あなた to be healthy…if あなた want あなた can eat anything あなた want… its no probl…”
“EDWARD!” I screamed.
He still looked confused.
“My health isn't fucking important to me!...you know what? I'm leaving. Cause your not going to change me and if I stay here I’m always going to run from my problems…that’s not gonna happen! I want my short human life to be spent in peace and for me to make my own decisions!...I’m tired of this Edward”
“Bella…look…if あなた want…”He reached to take my hand but I just took a step back. That hurt him. I could tell によって his face.
“I don't want anything from あなた ever again Edward” I told him.
“Bella lets sit and talk about this” Alice looked at me with pleading eyes “we can figure this out..”
“Maybe later Alice…I want to go home. To my own house.
So… what did あなた think?
I know in this chapter I was a little harsh with Eddie but….HE DESERVED IT! Wouldn't ya be if the one あなた loved acted like this?
Heheheheh!:)))
次 chap is going to be better… maybe a little B/E but it will soon change!
Sooo….GUESS WHAT? *~~~~ Review~~~~*
As days passed it got worse. I couldn't take it anymore, we were growing apart, barely even talking.
Anything I talked about doing, Edward would disagree または say its not safe.
Once, I was going to the toilet and Edward asked Alice to go with me!. To the toilet!
That led to a 日 of me ignoring him. That taught him a lesson to shut his mouth and stop making decision for me…..well for about 24 hours. Then it starts again.
“Bells….your getting so boring! Talk a little…oh! I have a better idea lets play” Emmett grinned.
“Emmett, cant あなた see Bella Is tired? She has to rest” Edward 発言しました and put a hand on my shoulder.
“But Edward, all your making Bella do is rest and ホーム work!” Emmett argued with him.
I removed Edwards hand from my shoulder and got us before walking to the door.
“Where are あなた going?” Edward asked.
“I’m going somewhere where I can make my own decisions. Not have someone making them for me!”
“Bella. I don’t think…”
“I’M NOT A DAMN PUPPET EDWARD!” I screamed at him.
Everyone appeared 次 to Emmett, who was looking at me with pride.
“You cant just go! Victoria could be out there waiting for you” Edward 発言しました angrily.
“Well….news flash Edward. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I’d rather live a short happy life than a long crappy, hiding in the shadows one!"
“Bell….”Edward started to talk but I cut him off.
“Just shut up Edward! I'm talking. あなた are hiding me from everything! From the volturi and that stupid Victoria. Even from my friends”
“But its for your own protection”
“I don't need protection. Did I have a say in this? NO! I didn't. What a shock! あなた are living my life for me, Edward! I don't even have a say in what I eat! Your always saying that's not enough あなた need もっと見る protein, もっと見る this もっと見る that…blah, blah, blah!
He was looking at me shocked.
“What Edward?” I asked. He cant honestly say he didn’t know he was like this.
“Bella I’m sorry…I just...i just want あなた to be healthy…if あなた want あなた can eat anything あなた want… its no probl…”
“EDWARD!” I screamed.
He still looked confused.
“My health isn't fucking important to me!...you know what? I'm leaving. Cause your not going to change me and if I stay here I’m always going to run from my problems…that’s not gonna happen! I want my short human life to be spent in peace and for me to make my own decisions!...I’m tired of this Edward”
“Bella…look…if あなた want…”He reached to take my hand but I just took a step back. That hurt him. I could tell によって his face.
“I don't want anything from あなた ever again Edward” I told him.
“Bella lets sit and talk about this” Alice looked at me with pleading eyes “we can figure this out..”
“Maybe later Alice…I want to go home. To my own house.
So… what did あなた think?
I know in this chapter I was a little harsh with Eddie but….HE DESERVED IT! Wouldn't ya be if the one あなた loved acted like this?
Heheheheh!:)))
次 chap is going to be better… maybe a little B/E but it will soon change!
Sooo….GUESS WHAT? *~~~~ Review~~~~*
1 being the best 10 the worst
These 本 are great for summer 読書 I can honestly say that anyone that reads them will want to read them again.
10. Deacula によって Bram Stoker
9. The Hobbit によって Tolken
8. I'm the king of the 城 によって Susan Hill
7. 1984 によって George Orwell
6. The secret diary of Adrian モル, ほくろ によって Sue Townsend
5. Pride and prejudice によって Jane Austine
4. Jane Eyre によって シャルロット, シャーロット Bronte
3. Lord of the Flies によって William Golding
2. The curious incident of the dog in the nighttime によって Mark Haddon
1 Rebecca によって Daphne du Maurier
These 本 are great for summer 読書 I can honestly say that anyone that reads them will want to read them again.
10. Deacula によって Bram Stoker
9. The Hobbit によって Tolken
8. I'm the king of the 城 によって Susan Hill
7. 1984 によって George Orwell
6. The secret diary of Adrian モル, ほくろ によって Sue Townsend
5. Pride and prejudice によって Jane Austine
4. Jane Eyre によって シャルロット, シャーロット Bronte
3. Lord of the Flies によって William Golding
2. The curious incident of the dog in the nighttime によって Mark Haddon
1 Rebecca によって Daphne du Maurier
Remembering is just an invention of the mind,
So あなた need not try to remember something,
あなた remember it automatically.
Which is the best thing that あなた could have.
The good times that we had...
It is placed in a portion of your mind.
The bad times that we had...
It is placed in the other part of your mind.
あなた try to forget all of the bad things that happened,
But it is not possible.
It is stuck in you.
The bad things are painted in ink on your heart.
The good things, あなた try to remember.
And they stay.
They never go.
Never leave you.
Remembering is just an invention of the mind.
And, well...I guess I'm happy for that.
So I can remember every friend I've had,
Every boyfriend,
And all the good times.
Every memory will never leave my heart.
They will never be forsaken.
Never.
So あなた need not try to remember something,
あなた remember it automatically.
Which is the best thing that あなた could have.
The good times that we had...
It is placed in a portion of your mind.
The bad times that we had...
It is placed in the other part of your mind.
あなた try to forget all of the bad things that happened,
But it is not possible.
It is stuck in you.
The bad things are painted in ink on your heart.
The good things, あなた try to remember.
And they stay.
They never go.
Never leave you.
Remembering is just an invention of the mind.
And, well...I guess I'm happy for that.
So I can remember every friend I've had,
Every boyfriend,
And all the good times.
Every memory will never leave my heart.
They will never be forsaken.
Never.
*Poem I wrote for a class project on the holocaust.
DON'T COPY*
Different in ways they couldn't control
Killed for reasons we do not know
Ranging from ages young to old
The innocent people were taken from homes
Soulless people did not care
That the Jewish were in despair
Concentration camps ending their screams
Breaking apart their families
Not once did they do anything wrong
They opened their mouths and sang a sad song
Years went によって and もっと見る pain came
Until on one very special day
As one we all saved
The survivors of the Holocaust
DON'T COPY*
Different in ways they couldn't control
Killed for reasons we do not know
Ranging from ages young to old
The innocent people were taken from homes
Soulless people did not care
That the Jewish were in despair
Concentration camps ending their screams
Breaking apart their families
Not once did they do anything wrong
They opened their mouths and sang a sad song
Years went によって and もっと見る pain came
Until on one very special day
As one we all saved
The survivors of the Holocaust
Me and Those
Ever noticed that in this life
Everyone wants あなた to do something,
または be something
That sometimes あなた don’t want to be?
They are those!
あなた know them!
あなた probably have those in your house.
They are those who expect あなた to take a path,
Even though,
Sometimes,
あなた don’t want to take.
They are those who expect あなた to be great,
Even though,
Sometimes,
あなた prefer to be small and humble.
But do あなた think,
For the slightest second,
That they care about that?
They don’t!
They are your parents,
Your grandparents,
Your Uncles and aunts,
That since あなた were born,
Came up with a path for あなた in life.
But know this,
And say it to yourself:
They are those, they matter,
But me is I,
And I’m the main character.
