Sorry that this took so long I hope あなた like it, I was busy so sorry :)
Dear diary,
I wish that I was someone else, All the drama was giving me a headache and
I can’t think on what was important. I need some where to go, Blair was still
In the hospital and I guess I could go there I mean with no distractions.
Bye
I couldn’t open the front door, I ran around to the back door and I was lucky
That the key was still hidden in the crack of the bricks. I sat on my ベッド and closed
My eyes, finally some peace and I can think straight now.
I heard the creak of my door and opened my eyes, ‘Do あなた ever knock または is
Being a vampire a rule that あなた have to just sneak in and out’. I jumped off
The ベッド and gave Melissa a hug, Yeah I know not who it should be but
At least she didn’t jump through the window または break anything.
We talked for hours and soon we both had to go, When I was about to leave the
Phone rang but I didn’t answer in, It went to message bank: Arielbelle I know your there
Maybe あなた might have to consider sticking to your little boyfriends, we are not going
To forget how we were put in the dark, how we were shattered によって lets say Light.
Great I was all アサリ, クラム, ハマグリ and happy and now... Now this! What もっと見る could happen?
Maybe I should just get run over によって a bus. When I got back, I yet again found a
Note and it 発言しました the same thing as the message and I started to cry, I couldn’t
Think straight and I was in もっと見る danger and I felt Dizzy. I needed someone to
Talk to and I knew I couldn’t drive because I would most likely crash.
I told Sefo everything and he listened and answered when I asked
A question, I told him about the two notes and the strange message.
He held me tight and reassured me that everything would be ok,
Maybe just maybe Sefo would be better for me もっと見る better then Damon.
I hope あなた enjoy this chapter sorry again that it took soo long :)
Dear diary,
I wish that I was someone else, All the drama was giving me a headache and
I can’t think on what was important. I need some where to go, Blair was still
In the hospital and I guess I could go there I mean with no distractions.
Bye
I couldn’t open the front door, I ran around to the back door and I was lucky
That the key was still hidden in the crack of the bricks. I sat on my ベッド and closed
My eyes, finally some peace and I can think straight now.
I heard the creak of my door and opened my eyes, ‘Do あなた ever knock または is
Being a vampire a rule that あなた have to just sneak in and out’. I jumped off
The ベッド and gave Melissa a hug, Yeah I know not who it should be but
At least she didn’t jump through the window または break anything.
We talked for hours and soon we both had to go, When I was about to leave the
Phone rang but I didn’t answer in, It went to message bank: Arielbelle I know your there
Maybe あなた might have to consider sticking to your little boyfriends, we are not going
To forget how we were put in the dark, how we were shattered によって lets say Light.
Great I was all アサリ, クラム, ハマグリ and happy and now... Now this! What もっと見る could happen?
Maybe I should just get run over によって a bus. When I got back, I yet again found a
Note and it 発言しました the same thing as the message and I started to cry, I couldn’t
Think straight and I was in もっと見る danger and I felt Dizzy. I needed someone to
Talk to and I knew I couldn’t drive because I would most likely crash.
I told Sefo everything and he listened and answered when I asked
A question, I told him about the two notes and the strange message.
He held me tight and reassured me that everything would be ok,
Maybe just maybe Sefo would be better for me もっと見る better then Damon.
I hope あなた enjoy this chapter sorry again that it took soo long :)
This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments 前 someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing ガウン and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments 前 someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing ガウン and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need もっと見る and もっと見る and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me または to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need もっと見る and もっと見る and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me または to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain