As I gasp for breath while I drown the pain in morphine
While my ハート, 心 beats in tune with the rolling static hills on the metal screen
I lay on my deathbed reflecting on my life
I can say I had a good one although it was filled to the brim with tidal waves of hurt
I laughed in delight while running through the golden fields embracing the open skies and wearing a halo of warm sunshine
I climbed trees and swam in the salty エメラルド sea
But Moma was always working hard at the ダイナー, 食堂 filling out orders for sugary milkshakes and greasy fries
And brother Tim was always out too late fixing old radios who sang their last jazzy blues
However
I can’t though say that I don’t have regrets
I regret not telling あなた how I really felt
How あなた made my ハート, 心 flutter
As tears sprang in my チョコレート eyes
How I wanted to hug あなた with all my might
And キッス あなた on the cheek
While we sat in the dark
Watching the stars
But I couldn’t do that to you
I was already way in too deep
With my head under the waves
And eyes seeing gray
あなた were already walking into the glory of your psychedelic 虹 dreams and into the light of 日 with a backpack and filled with Moma's レモネード and being waved goodbye
They say あなた went down a hero while the ship was set ablaze with the enemies fire
And I couldn’t agree more, but why did あなた have to leave me all alone?
Why did あなた leave us all alone?
I hope you’re enjoying your whipped cream チェリー pie up there in the cotton キャンディー fluffed sky..
They send あなた back in a coffin that they carried on the sea and the whistling steaming train
They put あなた under our feet with one final salute
That's all they could do
All I could do was wail as a storm 雲, クラウド sailed and hailed
That was all I could do for you
I regret not telling あなた that I loved あなた with all my ハート, 心
I regret that I told あなた that I hated you
I regret that I thought that I ever could
I 愛 あなた Daddy..