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Thanks to Patrisha727 for helping with the start of the letter...
Thanks to Emmett4ever for the first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...
"Catherine's POV"
Now I know we have a change... Now I now we can fight... Fight for our love, fight for our life, fight for each other... We are no longer two 恋愛中 drawn apart, we are two 恋愛中 fighting for their love...
See the light in the end of the tunnel? It's me guiding あなた back to me, back to our love...Come to me one もっと見る time, don't give up...
I layed there, I was so happy that I couldn't even convince myself to unpack. I didn't realised the time because the 次 thing I knew, Emily was calling me for dinner.
"So... I would like to meet Afonso. Afonso this is Catherine" She 発言しました as soon as she saw me coming through the door.
"Hey, it's nice to meet you. Thank あなた both for your hospitality..." I said.
"Well, hello. It's really nice to meet you. It's no trouble, we are happy to have あなた here... maybe not under the best circumstances" He had a light accent but he speaked perfect english...
"Afonso... あなた shouldn't bring that up" Emily reprehended him.
"Ohh... I'm sorry, that was thoughtless of me..." He apologized.
"Don't worry about that, I'm much happier now that I know あなた will let me send him letters. あなた can't imagine how thankfull I am for that..." I jumped in. They were so nice to me, I didn't want to make them feel bad about mencioning Daniel.
"Ok, then.... Have あなた been out yet? Have あなた seen our city?"Afonso asked, trying to change the subject.
"Not really, I just saw the city through the car" I answered.
"You didn't 表示する her the city?" Afonso turned to Emily.
"I wanted to give her time to unpack" She answered.
"Ohhh, of course..." He seemed embarrassed...
"But I would like to see more, it looks like a beautiful city..." I said, trying to make him feel better.
"We could go for a walk after dinner, if あなた would like" He offered.
"I would 愛 it!"
We sat for ディナー and we spent all ディナー talking about Coimbra, their life here...I found out that Afonso was a lawyer and that Emily worked on the universaty's library. For what she told me; it sounded like a beautiful としょうかん, ライブラリ and she promised to take there one of these days...
After ディナー me and Afonso went for a tour, Emily excused herself but she had things to do for work. Afonso took me to the park in front of their bilding, it was really nice. It had some bars 次 to the river and a lot of people went there to jogg または simply to enjoy the end of the day. Some kids were having fun in the children's park under the watchfull eye of the parents... Afonso and I, sat on the terrace of one of the bars looking at the river and at the other side of the river...
We could see a monastery all iluminatted:
"That's monastery of Saint Isabel, she is the patron saint of our city... She has a very famous legend associated with her, would あなた like to hear it?" He started to explain.
"I would 愛 to, please continue!" I was getting interested in this new city, full of new stories to unveil.
"According to the legend, the クイーン (she was married to D.Dinis, the then current king) left the Castel of Sabugal a winter morning to distribuit パン to the poor.
Suprised によって the king, he asked where she was going and what she had on her lap, the クイーン exclaimed: they are roses, my lord. Suspicious, D.Dinis asked: バラ in the winter? D.Isabel then, showed the contents of the lap of her dress and had バラ on it instead of bread." He told...
That was so beautiful... This クイーン had lied to her king, her husband, her 愛 for a greater good. She risked her life and her status in order to help the poor.
Would I have done the same thing if I was in her place? Would I have lied to Daniel to save others, to help others?
"That was beautiful... Thank あなた for telling me that!" I told him.
"You're welcome. I should be heading back home, it's getting late and あなた had a long day." He 発言しました and offered me his arm.
I took it and we headed back.
I 発言しました good night to Emily and Afonso and went to my room. I had two letters to write:
"Dear Beatrix...
I just arrived to Coimbra and I have to say that it's not as bad as I thought. I miss everyone there but I believe that maybe it won't be as hard as I thought to be here. Send kisses and hugs to everyone there.
Ohhh... don't have to worry about sending messages to Daniel. My aunt is the greatest, she is allowing me to write to him, can あなた believe it?
Don't have much to say yet, but I keep あなた 投稿されました on everything that happens to me...
Please send me news of everyone there and send my 愛 to everyone!
And please don't tell my parents that I can write to Daniel... I don't know what they can do but I don't want to stop talking to him!
P.S: Did あなた give the letter to Daniel?
All my love,
Catherine"
"Angel of my forever...
It seems that it's been an eternity since we last talked, since I last saw your beautiful face...
I see your face every 秒 of the 日 in mind but I can not make justice to your beauty...
Send me all the 天使 in heaven and I'll still look for あなた in the meadle of the crowd...
あなた must be thinking how I'm 書く to you, so I'll let あなた know that my aunt is a saint. She's allowing me to write to you, I couldn't have asked for better. I might be traped in hell, because あなた are not with me, but at least I can take confort on the fact that I can communicate with you, my love...
So much to say but I don't have words to put it...
Know that I 愛 you, that あなた are always in my ハート, 心 and that we WILL be together soon enough...
Putting Beethoven's words into my heart:
...Remain my true, only treasure, my all as I am yours...
As always:
Remain mine forever... Remain in my heart...
I'm forever yours... You're forever mine...
Shine for me, lead me back to you....
Love, Catherine"
The legend of the saint it's a true legend... I don't know if that happened...it's a legend but I like to believe it did... 愛 that legend:D
Hope everyone likes it:D
Thanks to Patrisha727 for helping with the start of the letter...
Thanks to Emmett4ever for the first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...
"Catherine's POV"
Now I know we have a change... Now I now we can fight... Fight for our love, fight for our life, fight for each other... We are no longer two 恋愛中 drawn apart, we are two 恋愛中 fighting for their love...
See the light in the end of the tunnel? It's me guiding あなた back to me, back to our love...Come to me one もっと見る time, don't give up...
I layed there, I was so happy that I couldn't even convince myself to unpack. I didn't realised the time because the 次 thing I knew, Emily was calling me for dinner.
"So... I would like to meet Afonso. Afonso this is Catherine" She 発言しました as soon as she saw me coming through the door.
"Hey, it's nice to meet you. Thank あなた both for your hospitality..." I said.
"Well, hello. It's really nice to meet you. It's no trouble, we are happy to have あなた here... maybe not under the best circumstances" He had a light accent but he speaked perfect english...
"Afonso... あなた shouldn't bring that up" Emily reprehended him.
"Ohh... I'm sorry, that was thoughtless of me..." He apologized.
"Don't worry about that, I'm much happier now that I know あなた will let me send him letters. あなた can't imagine how thankfull I am for that..." I jumped in. They were so nice to me, I didn't want to make them feel bad about mencioning Daniel.
"Ok, then.... Have あなた been out yet? Have あなた seen our city?"Afonso asked, trying to change the subject.
"Not really, I just saw the city through the car" I answered.
"You didn't 表示する her the city?" Afonso turned to Emily.
"I wanted to give her time to unpack" She answered.
"Ohhh, of course..." He seemed embarrassed...
"But I would like to see more, it looks like a beautiful city..." I said, trying to make him feel better.
"We could go for a walk after dinner, if あなた would like" He offered.
"I would 愛 it!"
We sat for ディナー and we spent all ディナー talking about Coimbra, their life here...I found out that Afonso was a lawyer and that Emily worked on the universaty's library. For what she told me; it sounded like a beautiful としょうかん, ライブラリ and she promised to take there one of these days...
After ディナー me and Afonso went for a tour, Emily excused herself but she had things to do for work. Afonso took me to the park in front of their bilding, it was really nice. It had some bars 次 to the river and a lot of people went there to jogg または simply to enjoy the end of the day. Some kids were having fun in the children's park under the watchfull eye of the parents... Afonso and I, sat on the terrace of one of the bars looking at the river and at the other side of the river...
We could see a monastery all iluminatted:
"That's monastery of Saint Isabel, she is the patron saint of our city... She has a very famous legend associated with her, would あなた like to hear it?" He started to explain.
"I would 愛 to, please continue!" I was getting interested in this new city, full of new stories to unveil.
"According to the legend, the クイーン (she was married to D.Dinis, the then current king) left the Castel of Sabugal a winter morning to distribuit パン to the poor.
Suprised によって the king, he asked where she was going and what she had on her lap, the クイーン exclaimed: they are roses, my lord. Suspicious, D.Dinis asked: バラ in the winter? D.Isabel then, showed the contents of the lap of her dress and had バラ on it instead of bread." He told...
That was so beautiful... This クイーン had lied to her king, her husband, her 愛 for a greater good. She risked her life and her status in order to help the poor.
Would I have done the same thing if I was in her place? Would I have lied to Daniel to save others, to help others?
"That was beautiful... Thank あなた for telling me that!" I told him.
"You're welcome. I should be heading back home, it's getting late and あなた had a long day." He 発言しました and offered me his arm.
I took it and we headed back.
I 発言しました good night to Emily and Afonso and went to my room. I had two letters to write:
"Dear Beatrix...
I just arrived to Coimbra and I have to say that it's not as bad as I thought. I miss everyone there but I believe that maybe it won't be as hard as I thought to be here. Send kisses and hugs to everyone there.
Ohhh... don't have to worry about sending messages to Daniel. My aunt is the greatest, she is allowing me to write to him, can あなた believe it?
Don't have much to say yet, but I keep あなた 投稿されました on everything that happens to me...
Please send me news of everyone there and send my 愛 to everyone!
And please don't tell my parents that I can write to Daniel... I don't know what they can do but I don't want to stop talking to him!
P.S: Did あなた give the letter to Daniel?
All my love,
Catherine"
"Angel of my forever...
It seems that it's been an eternity since we last talked, since I last saw your beautiful face...
I see your face every 秒 of the 日 in mind but I can not make justice to your beauty...
Send me all the 天使 in heaven and I'll still look for あなた in the meadle of the crowd...
あなた must be thinking how I'm 書く to you, so I'll let あなた know that my aunt is a saint. She's allowing me to write to you, I couldn't have asked for better. I might be traped in hell, because あなた are not with me, but at least I can take confort on the fact that I can communicate with you, my love...
So much to say but I don't have words to put it...
Know that I 愛 you, that あなた are always in my ハート, 心 and that we WILL be together soon enough...
Putting Beethoven's words into my heart:
...Remain my true, only treasure, my all as I am yours...
As always:
Remain mine forever... Remain in my heart...
I'm forever yours... You're forever mine...
Shine for me, lead me back to you....
Love, Catherine"
The legend of the saint it's a true legend... I don't know if that happened...it's a legend but I like to believe it did... 愛 that legend:D
Hope everyone likes it:D
All this pain just inside...I cannot let it go.... It hurts so bad...Seeing the one あなた 愛 in the arms of another.... Each night I cry myself to sleep,just hopeing the 次 日 will be even beter...But these words always run through my mind..."You're going to die alone".. It repetes and repetes...Pain ... Oh how it hurts so... But what makes it worse...That someone that's with the one my 愛 ...is my rival....Time has stopped to あなた as your tears run down slowly on my cheek.... I've ロスト almost everyone in my life... It's even scary just trying to be myself....They say if あなた keep your feelings jared up...you'll snap... That's haven't happened to me yet... And hope it will never will. Don't keep your feelings jared up... または one 日 you'll snap
I loved to write songs. These beautiful poems of love, heartbreak, life and misery. I still do. Shame they'll never reach the world as I hoped.
But, life is life and death is well, death. I wish I could still play with Eyes Of The Wolf, my old band. I remember the lullaby I wrote for Jannet when she had nightmares.
'Prr, Prr
Of the Cat on the mat so peaceful
Cheep, Cheep
Of the Bird in the garden so alive
Neigh, Neigh
Of the Horse on the racecourse so 迅速, スウィフト
Woof, Woof
Of the Pup in the tulips so playful
But now please my dear Jannet rest
So tomorrow あなた take life's 次 test'
I still sing it to her every night. But she can't hear me now. Maybe i'm just not 歌う loud enough. Sometimes she hears me sing a few lines. I know because sometimes when I sing she'll start crying. I don't know why. Maybe she misses me. または maybe I scare her. I don't know. The world is a very strange place
But, life is life and death is well, death. I wish I could still play with Eyes Of The Wolf, my old band. I remember the lullaby I wrote for Jannet when she had nightmares.
'Prr, Prr
Of the Cat on the mat so peaceful
Cheep, Cheep
Of the Bird in the garden so alive
Neigh, Neigh
Of the Horse on the racecourse so 迅速, スウィフト
Woof, Woof
Of the Pup in the tulips so playful
But now please my dear Jannet rest
So tomorrow あなた take life's 次 test'
I still sing it to her every night. But she can't hear me now. Maybe i'm just not 歌う loud enough. Sometimes she hears me sing a few lines. I know because sometimes when I sing she'll start crying. I don't know why. Maybe she misses me. または maybe I scare her. I don't know. The world is a very strange place
This is a song inspired によって Anastasia's Once Upon a December. Also, it's the main song for my novel-in-progress, Imaginary. It's a song in which one of the main characters sings to cheer her up when she's scared. And once I finally get the story 投稿されました here, you'll actually see the depth and power and horror of the song.
Written によって a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen 天使 always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken 蝶 with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Written によって a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen 天使 always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken 蝶 with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Scraping at the boughs,
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?
I slammed the car door shut, and faced the school.
"Have a good 日 sweetie," Mom said, somewhat hopefully from the drivers seat. Just the words made me want to ball up and cry. She drove away, leaving me in the dust. I would not survive this day.
Not that I deserve to.
I clutched my 本 to my chest, and tried to keep my eyes fixed on the ground. But I still felt their eyes on me.
"Bitch," they muttered.
"She deserves to die," others said. Didn't they know I want to? Didn't they know how much strength it took to keep breathing? And when I did, it was the everlasting pain that nearly brought me to my death. But I could only hope.
But they didn't know this. They just knew it was my fault. And it was. It was all my fault for what had happened.
And I'd live with this guilt till I die.
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Please let me know if I should continue this; I don't know if I should.
"Have a good 日 sweetie," Mom said, somewhat hopefully from the drivers seat. Just the words made me want to ball up and cry. She drove away, leaving me in the dust. I would not survive this day.
Not that I deserve to.
I clutched my 本 to my chest, and tried to keep my eyes fixed on the ground. But I still felt their eyes on me.
"Bitch," they muttered.
"She deserves to die," others said. Didn't they know I want to? Didn't they know how much strength it took to keep breathing? And when I did, it was the everlasting pain that nearly brought me to my death. But I could only hope.
But they didn't know this. They just knew it was my fault. And it was. It was all my fault for what had happened.
And I'd live with this guilt till I die.
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Please let me know if I should continue this; I don't know if I should.