i suddenly felt a sharp pain from my chest before i knew it i had fallen to the ground not knowing wat had happen to me i struggled to get up i lifted my head and was shocked to see my own mother standing before me and a sharp キッチン ナイフ that i had once used griped in mothers hand i was shocked i tryed to say something but couldnt i was in to much pain but i couldnt believe it the mother that gave birth to me, raise me and that i loved dearly had done this to me i suddenly felt cold and fell back to the ground i layed there watching my mother staring at me in discust i felt a pain in my ハート, 心 that i had never felt before wondering if all this time she was 芝居 and didnt 愛 me at all and if she planed this. the pain instintly got worse my eyes got weary i could feel my ハート, 心 beat slowing down i took one もっと見る look at mother she still stood in the very spot that she was standing when she stabbed me i could see the ナイフ dripping with my blood and my mother staring blankly with no expression i close my eyes and drifted off i lyed there covered in blood, cold and frail i realized that as i was laying on the soft blue carpet now stained in my crimsen red blood that my mother could probly get away with killing me as i realized all i felt was that hate towards my mother and that i wanted stay alive and get revenge on mother that had no ハート, 心 and empty thoughts as she was not the mother that had held me close when i cried または the mother that once loved me.