Prologe
“Madison, I 愛 you.” Those were his last words. He lay there in his ベッド slowly dying. The girl was によって his side on her little knees. His hand was touching her cheek. After a few 分 of silence, he man became still. His fingers did not move. His muffled breathing could no longer be heard. His brown eyes no longer could be seen. She cried, got in ベッド with the body and hugged him. “I 愛 あなた too daddy.”
Chapter 1
My name's Madison. I was eleven when my life ended. I died. My childhood was over. Every person's worst nightmare was my reality. It all started after my dad died. My protection was gone. My ハート, 心 was empty. The 秒 of my problems began at the orphanage I lived in.
"What up, bitch?" Vanessa said. Vanessa was basically the bully of the girls, while the boys had Ox. I was playing with the dominos in the table. Lining them up, knocking them down, all in an endless cycle. I didn't look up at her. I sat with my face buried in my arm.
She pushed me off the chair and laughed. I got back and resumed knocking down my dominos until she threw them at me. Luckily they didn't hit my face, only my stomach. She had a really bad aim. I couldn't cry, because I had to be strong. I went to my ベッド upstairs and fell asleep.
I got to go out with my mentor, Christy. She was a nice lady. She took me out for Happy Meals at McDonald's. I liked being with her. She took me away from the drama of the orphanage and being alone. I felt like I had someone I could trust. The great thing was she was an orphan just like me so I could relate to her. Once before she had told me the story of how her dad died in a car crash. She was my best friend — and it was all gone in a flash.
The night that Christy was supposed to take me out for a milkshake, Vanessa had told me something I didn't wanna hear.
"Ey, bitch. C'mere." She said.
I walked slowly to her because I was afraid to see a fist.
"I'm not gonna hurt あなた right now."
"What is it?"
"Your 'friend' does have a dad."
"Did."
"Listen. To. Me. She DOES have a dad. She's lyin' straight through her teeth to あなた and ya still believe her. Wow. What a dumbass." She left me standing there in awe.
Later that night Christy took me out. The milkshake place wasn't too far from the orphanage but we still rode in a car. I didn't look at her because I didn't know what to believe. Finally my emotions got the best of me.
"Why would あなた lie to me?" I said.
"About what?" She asked.
"That your dad's still alive." I said.
She parked in the space.
"Where'd あなた hear that from?"
"So it's true isn't it?!"
"Sweetie.. あなた have to understand..."
"No. YOU have to understand. Why would あなた lie to me? あなた don't think I can handle the truth?"
"I just wanted あなた to feel like あなた weren't alone."
"I know that! I live in a place with 89 kids WITHOUT moms and dads."
"And あなた could have a mother figure that's like you."
"I would do anything, ANYTHING to have my dad again. I don't need you."
I took my seatbelt off and got out of the car. I ran away into the darkness.
“Madison, I 愛 you.” Those were his last words. He lay there in his ベッド slowly dying. The girl was によって his side on her little knees. His hand was touching her cheek. After a few 分 of silence, he man became still. His fingers did not move. His muffled breathing could no longer be heard. His brown eyes no longer could be seen. She cried, got in ベッド with the body and hugged him. “I 愛 あなた too daddy.”
Chapter 1
My name's Madison. I was eleven when my life ended. I died. My childhood was over. Every person's worst nightmare was my reality. It all started after my dad died. My protection was gone. My ハート, 心 was empty. The 秒 of my problems began at the orphanage I lived in.
"What up, bitch?" Vanessa said. Vanessa was basically the bully of the girls, while the boys had Ox. I was playing with the dominos in the table. Lining them up, knocking them down, all in an endless cycle. I didn't look up at her. I sat with my face buried in my arm.
She pushed me off the chair and laughed. I got back and resumed knocking down my dominos until she threw them at me. Luckily they didn't hit my face, only my stomach. She had a really bad aim. I couldn't cry, because I had to be strong. I went to my ベッド upstairs and fell asleep.
I got to go out with my mentor, Christy. She was a nice lady. She took me out for Happy Meals at McDonald's. I liked being with her. She took me away from the drama of the orphanage and being alone. I felt like I had someone I could trust. The great thing was she was an orphan just like me so I could relate to her. Once before she had told me the story of how her dad died in a car crash. She was my best friend — and it was all gone in a flash.
The night that Christy was supposed to take me out for a milkshake, Vanessa had told me something I didn't wanna hear.
"Ey, bitch. C'mere." She said.
I walked slowly to her because I was afraid to see a fist.
"I'm not gonna hurt あなた right now."
"What is it?"
"Your 'friend' does have a dad."
"Did."
"Listen. To. Me. She DOES have a dad. She's lyin' straight through her teeth to あなた and ya still believe her. Wow. What a dumbass." She left me standing there in awe.
Later that night Christy took me out. The milkshake place wasn't too far from the orphanage but we still rode in a car. I didn't look at her because I didn't know what to believe. Finally my emotions got the best of me.
"Why would あなた lie to me?" I said.
"About what?" She asked.
"That your dad's still alive." I said.
She parked in the space.
"Where'd あなた hear that from?"
"So it's true isn't it?!"
"Sweetie.. あなた have to understand..."
"No. YOU have to understand. Why would あなた lie to me? あなた don't think I can handle the truth?"
"I just wanted あなた to feel like あなた weren't alone."
"I know that! I live in a place with 89 kids WITHOUT moms and dads."
"And あなた could have a mother figure that's like you."
"I would do anything, ANYTHING to have my dad again. I don't need you."
I took my seatbelt off and got out of the car. I ran away into the darkness.
あなた couldn't and wouldn't,
ask for anything more.
Now all あなた want,
is to be able to rest.
For your famliy to be happy.
あなた wish あなた could help them,
through the pain,
but あなた can't,
あなた can only watch,
from the sky.
あなた can only watch them cry.
Hearts are now broken.
But your love,
is forever out spoken.
For twith out you,
there'd be no hope,
for those to come.
あなた put the doctors one step closer,
to finding the cure.
あなた may be just another person to them,
but to me your so much more.
Your one in a million,
your unequie.
I have just one もっと見る thing to say.
Plaese rest now.
Rest now and sleep.
May heven bring あなた happiness and peace.
ask for anything more.
Now all あなた want,
is to be able to rest.
For your famliy to be happy.
あなた wish あなた could help them,
through the pain,
but あなた can't,
あなた can only watch,
from the sky.
あなた can only watch them cry.
Hearts are now broken.
But your love,
is forever out spoken.
For twith out you,
there'd be no hope,
for those to come.
あなた put the doctors one step closer,
to finding the cure.
あなた may be just another person to them,
but to me your so much more.
Your one in a million,
your unequie.
I have just one もっと見る thing to say.
Plaese rest now.
Rest now and sleep.
May heven bring あなた happiness and peace.
