Chapter One : What The Hell Did I Do To Derserve This?
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It was a beautiful autumn day. Little golden leaves fluttered from trees along with crimson and チョコレート colored ones. The crimson are my personal favorite.
Seth is away again. I am staying with Emily. She cooks me クッキー with little チョコレート chips. The color reminds me of the leaves. She hands me sweet お茶, 紅茶 and I feel welcome compared to the other day. I had gotten into a big fight with Sam. Leah laughed most of the time but I kept my eyes in a glare. Emily looked horrified. Eventualy I stopped when Seth grabbed my arms and pulled me away. Sam then ran out and transphormed. Seth was protecting me--even if I was being a jerk. That whole night I stayed quiet. Didnt ask for anything and when I went ホーム I wasnt fallowed. I was unwanted.
I looked over at Emily. She still looks worried from that day. I decide to ignore the pain that attacks me. I had hurt Emily's feelings. I didnt like myself for that.
"Nelly? Are あなた alright?" She asks me. I sigh.
"Not really, I am just chilled." I wasnt lying. Though I wasnt saying the full part of my pain I was really cold. Emily puts a small blanket around my bare shoulders and smiles. I smile back.
"So あなた never really did tell us your real name Nelly," She jokes. I had promised to tell them, I must have forgtten.
"Scout. Scout Nelly Mey."
I hated my first name. Scout. So strange. Nelly sounded better. I would have gone with Mey(pronounced Mae または May) but Mey Mey would sound weird when I signed my papers. I went with Nelly instead. Emily let out a giggle.
"Scout is a very pretty name Nells, can I call あなた Scout for now on?" She asked. The giggles stopped. She was serious.
"I guess, it doesnt madder what people call me." All true. I didnt care if people called me Sandy または Jeremy. Jeremy would be strange but oh well. I look over at my クッキー and eat the rest of them. I hear footprints. Emily rushes outside and from the window has a scared look on her scarred face. I get up and run to her. Sam is upset.
"Whats going on?" I demand.
"Seth got hurt, badly hurt," Sam tells me. I see Leah carring Seth. She was crying. My eyes start to water too....
How could this happen?