Chapter One : What The Hell Did I Do To Derserve This?
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It was a beautiful autumn day. Little golden leaves fluttered from trees along with crimson and チョコレート colored ones. The crimson are my personal favorite.
Seth is away again. I am staying with Emily. She cooks me クッキー with little チョコレート chips. The color reminds me of the leaves. She hands me sweet お茶, 紅茶 and I feel welcome compared to the other day. I had gotten into a big fight with Sam. Leah laughed most of the time but I kept my eyes in a glare. Emily looked horrified. Eventualy I stopped when Seth grabbed my arms and pulled me away. Sam then ran out and transphormed. Seth was protecting me--even if I was being a jerk. That whole night I stayed quiet. Didnt ask for anything and when I went ホーム I wasnt fallowed. I was unwanted.
I looked over at Emily. She still looks worried from that day. I decide to ignore the pain that attacks me. I had hurt Emily's feelings. I didnt like myself for that.
"Nelly? Are あなた alright?" She asks me. I sigh.
"Not really, I am just chilled." I wasnt lying. Though I wasnt saying the full part of my pain I was really cold. Emily puts a small blanket around my bare shoulders and smiles. I smile back.
"So あなた never really did tell us your real name Nelly," She jokes. I had promised to tell them, I must have forgtten.
"Scout. Scout Nelly Mey."
I hated my first name. Scout. So strange. Nelly sounded better. I would have gone with Mey(pronounced Mae または May) but Mey Mey would sound weird when I signed my papers. I went with Nelly instead. Emily let out a giggle.
"Scout is a very pretty name Nells, can I call あなた Scout for now on?" She asked. The giggles stopped. She was serious.
"I guess, it doesnt madder what people call me." All true. I didnt care if people called me Sandy または Jeremy. Jeremy would be strange but oh well. I look over at my クッキー and eat the rest of them. I hear footprints. Emily rushes outside and from the window has a scared look on her scarred face. I get up and run to her. Sam is upset.
"Whats going on?" I demand.
"Seth got hurt, badly hurt," Sam tells me. I see Leah carring Seth. She was crying. My eyes start to water too....
How could this happen?
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It was a beautiful autumn day. Little golden leaves fluttered from trees along with crimson and チョコレート colored ones. The crimson are my personal favorite.
Seth is away again. I am staying with Emily. She cooks me クッキー with little チョコレート chips. The color reminds me of the leaves. She hands me sweet お茶, 紅茶 and I feel welcome compared to the other day. I had gotten into a big fight with Sam. Leah laughed most of the time but I kept my eyes in a glare. Emily looked horrified. Eventualy I stopped when Seth grabbed my arms and pulled me away. Sam then ran out and transphormed. Seth was protecting me--even if I was being a jerk. That whole night I stayed quiet. Didnt ask for anything and when I went ホーム I wasnt fallowed. I was unwanted.
I looked over at Emily. She still looks worried from that day. I decide to ignore the pain that attacks me. I had hurt Emily's feelings. I didnt like myself for that.
"Nelly? Are あなた alright?" She asks me. I sigh.
"Not really, I am just chilled." I wasnt lying. Though I wasnt saying the full part of my pain I was really cold. Emily puts a small blanket around my bare shoulders and smiles. I smile back.
"So あなた never really did tell us your real name Nelly," She jokes. I had promised to tell them, I must have forgtten.
"Scout. Scout Nelly Mey."
I hated my first name. Scout. So strange. Nelly sounded better. I would have gone with Mey(pronounced Mae または May) but Mey Mey would sound weird when I signed my papers. I went with Nelly instead. Emily let out a giggle.
"Scout is a very pretty name Nells, can I call あなた Scout for now on?" She asked. The giggles stopped. She was serious.
"I guess, it doesnt madder what people call me." All true. I didnt care if people called me Sandy または Jeremy. Jeremy would be strange but oh well. I look over at my クッキー and eat the rest of them. I hear footprints. Emily rushes outside and from the window has a scared look on her scarred face. I get up and run to her. Sam is upset.
"Whats going on?" I demand.
"Seth got hurt, badly hurt," Sam tells me. I see Leah carring Seth. She was crying. My eyes start to water too....
How could this happen?
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I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made あなた mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if あなた cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I 発言しました with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen 発言しました with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he 発言しました the same back to me.
I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made あなた mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if あなた cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I 発言しました with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen 発言しました with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he 発言しました the same back to me.
That night in Edwards arms I was sobbing. We heard a knock at the door. “Go away” Edward said. “Its me Jacob can I please come in Bella?”. Edward looked at me I just nodded. “Come in” Edward said. He just looked horrible I immediately 発言しました “sorry”. He 発言しました it was okay he was fine. He just wanted to see if I was okay and that Nessie wanted to talk to me. I 発言しました okay. “Momma I'm sorry........I'm sorry あなた don't want me” “Now Nessie stop being ridiculous, thats not what I meant I was just......having fun if I knew I would have the most prettiest daughter in the whole inter world I wold have tried with all my might....... Edward go check on Jacob”.Then he left.