Today is Saturday edward and the cullens are going hunting so i guess edward is goin to tell everyone what happened i bet alice will be over later.I got up and got dressed i ate breakfast and started watching tv.I was trying to think what i could do today,i havent seen Jacob in a while not since he told me he was a werewolf edward 発言しました it was dangerous.But he cant tell me what to do,so i got up and called jacob.
"Hello?"it was jacob it was good to hear his husky voice.
"Hi jake it's bella"i 発言しました to him.
"Bella!,hi how are ya!"he 発言しました now sounding really happy i chuckled a bit.
"Im fine how are you"i asked.
"Im fine i miss you"he 発言しました back to me.
"I miss あなた too"i said,"That is why i called to see if あなた are free to hang out"
"Ya,but i have to come down to あなた its way too busy up here"he 発言しました he sounds happy によって the idea od us hanging out.
"Thats fine when do あなた want to come up?"i asked i hope its soon.
"Now is that okay"he 発言しました perfect.
"Thats great cya in a few"i said.
"Cya"he 発言しました then hung up.
I went back into the front room,then i rememberd jake hadnt seen me pregnant how will he react?,i guess i will have to wait and see.After a couple of 分 i heard his car coming into the driveway.Then i heard a knock on the door,i got up and opened it.Jake looked at my face then my stomack his eyes nearly came out of his head,then his knees starteed to wobble and he crabed the door frame.
"You better sit down"i 発言しました and led him to the sofa.
"What the hell did あなた do?"he asked but i dont think he ment to ask that because he knows how 赤ちゃん are made.
"I'm pregnant"i 発言しました my voice going low.
"I really hope あなた cheated on him"he 発言しました it really sounded like he was hopeing.
"No i'm sorry she is half vampire"i 発言しました while putting my hand on my stomack.
"It's a girl"he 発言しました sounding もっと見る careing.
"Ya she is due on the 13th of September my birthday"i 発言しました i looked at him his eyes were fixed on his stomack.
"Thats good"he 発言しました half paying attention.Then he lookeed up at me.
"I'm sorry it's just alot to take in,its gross because its his and he is a vampire"he 発言しました then shivered with disgused.
"Where is he any way i thought he would be with the mother of his child または monster"he 発言しました joking.I punched him in the arm.
"She is not a monster,and edward is hunting.....we are not together anymore"i 発言しました angry at first but then went sad.
"What did he do"he 発言しました getting angry.
"He was going to leave because he 発言しました it was time to go,but then i told him i was pregnant and he stayed.But hhe was going to leave me and that is why we are not together.Then yesterday i was on my way to forgive him so we could be together when i saw jassica and edward kissing,it broke my ハート, 心 again then we had a fight a big one and we having talked since"i said.jakes eyes were wide.He didnt say anything he just hugged me.
"I'm sorry,so what are あなた calling her"he asked changing the subjeact.
"I dunno what do あなた think i should call her"i 発言しました because i really had no idea.
"Sarah.....Jane....Amy..."he 発言しました thinking of ランダム names.
"No"i 発言しました and i kept on thinking.
"Renesmee"i 発言しました i like it renee and esme together is beautiful.
"Renesmee ya thats nice"he 発言しました back thinking about how the name sounds.
"Renesmee Carlie but with a C for charlie and carlisle"i 発言しました my daughter is going to have a beautiful name.
"Thats nice,but what is her 秒 name"he 発言しました unsure,thats a goos point is she going to me 白鳥, スワン または cullen.
"I dunno i think i have to talk to edward about that one"i 発言しました because i really do need to talk to edward about baby stuff.
"Ya sorry and good luck,i better go sam has me on pertrol cya another time"he 発言しました as he got up.
"Okat then cya soon"i 発言しました the he left.I dont know why but i felt a bit sad that jake was going i felt happy when he was here.It felt different from the other times i would hang out with him.
I turned the t.v on again and started watching it,i am so bord i am normally working but since i got pregnant i stoped.After about an 時 later i heard a knock on the door,i sighed and went and answered the door.It was edward he looked scared,he saw me and sighed then walked in.
"Come in"i 発言しました as he sat down on my sofa it was a bit rude to walk into my house just like that.
"You cant just walk into my house like that anymore"i 発言しました sitting down on the sofa.
"Sorry its just alice saw your future dissapere and that normally means that あなた are dead so i came to see if あなた were alive"he said,then i remembered when i plan to see jake my future goes because alice cant see werewolfs.
"Ya alice cant see werewolfs "i 発言しました edwards eyes widened.
"What あなた were with a werewolf that is so dangerous i told あなた not to go near them"he nearly shouted.
"It was jacob and i dont have to listen to you,you are nothing to me but the father of my child"i 発言しました angrley.I looked at him it looked like what i just 発言しました hurt him.After a moment of silence he said:
"Is that how あなた feel about me"me murmered.
"I am not having this conversation"i 発言しました as i stood up.
"Bella wait i just want to know"he 発言しました while crabbing my hand.I looked at my hand and pulled it away firsley.
"I am not just going to forget what あなた did to me edward,you were going to leave me and that broke my ハート, 心 that あなた were going to leave me.Then i finaly forgive あなた and then あなた are キス my friend,i cant forget that normal people can but i'm not normal あなた have hurt me to much"i whispered,he looked like i was burning him alive.
"Bella i know i hurt あなた but---"but before he finished i said:
"But it was for me to keep me safe,cut the crap!kissing someone else is not for my own good,i know its none of my buisness who あなた are with but please dont let me see if あなた are with someone it is horrible i just cant bare being pregnant and seeing someone あなた 愛 キス someone else"i 発言しました sounding hurt his eyes widened shocked at what i said,he came over to me with his hands out as if he was going ot hug me but i turned away.
"Dont please"i whispered then he put his hands down.
"So why were あなた with jacob and not your other friends"he asked looking at me with interest.
"Because one of them thinks im a slut for being pregnant,mike is not aloud because his parents say i am a bad influence being pregnant so young,and the rest are all getting applacations ready for collage which i am not going to because i will have a baby to look after,and will get even harder when あなた have to dissappear,all of it revolves around you,you want me to go on about how else あなた ruined my life and almost destroyed it completly"i shouted his teeth were clenched together.
"You can still go to collage"he murmered.
"No i cant,you will have to go soon because あなた dont change and people will see that and will be left with a half human half vampire baby to care for on myself.And someday someone will want to kill me または my baby it might be victoria since james didnt do it and i cant protect my self and my baby from vampires.You will be gone forever with someone else forgetting about me もっと見る everyday while i am stuck with a reminder of あなた for the rest of my days."i 発言しました back to him.
"I wont leave あなた ever"he said.
"You cant promise that because あなた cant keep it あなた will have to leave,you will leave me and あなた will leave Renesmee eventually"i said.
"Renesmee she is called Renesmee"he 発言しました lovingly.
"Yes i named her Renesmee Carlie but with a C for Carlisle and Charlie"i said.
"Its beautiful"he said.
"Edward can あなた please go because i am angry hurt and upset and being pregnant makes it ten times worse so just go back hunting okay"i 発言しました to him.
"Okay i'm sorry"he 発言しました then walked to the door.
"Cya"i 発言しました i saw a bit of a smile on his face when i 発言しました that.
"Cya"he 発言しました then left.
I made charlie ディナー and told him my 赤ちゃん name,he loved it.I decided to go to ベッド after that because i was so tired,i went up stairs and changed into a 上, ページのトップへ was like skin tight and あなた could see my bump clearly and a pair of shorts.I got in my ベッド and layed down,i could not get asleep renesmee would not stop moving.I think she wants edward because she was not moing when edward was here earlier.I took out my cd player and put in the cd edward made for me for my birthday in it,i put headphones in and it started playing.After a while she stoped moving and calmed down,After about an 時 woke up but didnt open my eyes but i felt cold hands around me and on my stomack.Edward i was going to tell him to leave but i was so hot and his cold embrace was so nice,and i miss edward at night holding me in his arms and so did renesmee.Just then she kicked and was right on the spot were edwards hand was i heard him gasp,after that it was like she went to sleep she was happy and peaceful when edward was here.After a while i was still hot around my chest,i rolled over and put my arms around edwards waist as if i had rolled over and grabed a teddy.A moment later i felt his arms embrace me again it felt so nice to have his arms around me.Then i felt him take the headphones out of my ears and leave the cd player on my bedside desk.Then i heard him whisper:
"I 愛 あなた and i know あなた 愛 me too あなた always will no matter what we go through"i was shocked he sounded serious but it was ture i will always 愛 him no matter what he does to me,but i still dont forgive him he has hurtme so much.