bella pov

i had just return from the market and was at my ベッド 読書 the last letter of emmet before checking if a new one had arrive. i missed my big brother terribly and each night was もっと見る and もっと見る scared that i would one 日 recieve a letter anouncing his death....
Rose was also depresed but she tried to stay strong and wait for him . y dad charlie was sting to look all macho but i knew he was just as scared

bellie bear
hey i missed あなた so much!! so あなた had decieded あなた wanted to study english literature ! im so proud! well あなた know im not that good with words so just saying that im still alive , and that i 愛 あなた and say my hellos to dad and everybody !
o shit -sorry i know あなた hate "bad words" haha- but yeah i almost forgot to ask あなた a favor so あなた see this guy edward he is like 19 and he doesn't have like someone to write to so i was wandering if あなた could only answer his letters? see it as a writting excersie for college fun right?? well tell me if あなた are going to ok well 愛 あなた little sis miss あなた
emmy boy (it あなた do write to edward dont tell him あなた call me like that または will personaly strangle you)

i laugh and cry a bit i miss him so much in my last letter i had agree to write to this edward it felt a bit akward but well i gues I COULD see is as a 書く excercise haha
i look at the mail and found 2 letters one form emmet and the other one i guess from edward i open emmets first

bella
well edward is 書く to あなた right in this 秒 haha 愛 あなた sis tell rose and dad that i 愛 them ok? see あなた 愛 あなた izzy bizzy!
best brother in history emmet

i laugh and open edwards letter curiosly

bella
to tell あなた the truth i feel i bit akward 書く a letter to a girl i never knew before but being here with no one else to talk to is sometimes terrifing. Don't get me wrong the guys here are like my brothers but sometimes i need to talk to someone in the normal world あなた know?
Emmet 発言しました that it would be alright if i send あなた lettes to あなた but i don't want あなた to feel obligated if あなた get annoy at me that might happened then あなた don't have to send letters. Emmet speaks a lot of あなた but i have to admit that my first guess of your age was 9 または 10 haha ok i wasn't trying to be offensive または anything sorry if it sounded like that but bellie くま, クマ really?? haha so what are あなた like emmet says あなた are 17 just like my sister are あなた going to college? what is your お気に入り book または music? sorry if i sound noisy well i guess thats all a pleasure to 書く this letter to あなた miss izzy girl
edward


i liked the fact that he felt also akward like me to write to a stranger..
i blush when i realize that emmet had told everyone my nicknames -bellie bear! no wonder he thought i was 9! i was going to get back at emmet!!!he sounded like a nice and fun guy so i decieded to answer him

edward
yes i also feel a but akward about this but あなた sound like a nice guy but i do have a 質問 emmet 発言しました あなた didn't have anyone to write to but あなた say あなた have a sister?? sorry if its private . well answring your 質問 im going to college and study english literature i dont have and actual お気に入り book but now im reading
wuthering heights . im not that into modern 音楽 but もっと見る like classic 音楽 right now im hearing claire dlune its from debussy but what about あなた edward? oh i understand that あなた thought i was 9 i will never forgive emmy boy for doing that to me o yes his nickname is emmy boy haha revenge is sweet haha.
bella (never call me izzy girl- bellie bear!)

after i sent the lettes i went back to my monotous life waiting for new lettes to come
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after 1 week and a half i recieve just one letter from edward i was a bit scare and sad that i didnt receive from emmet was he mad that i told his nickname has he dead!!

i rapidly open edawrds letter prayng to find new from emmet

bellie (that is not bellie bear)
hi! thanks for the emmy boy nickname he says that he is exxtreamly mad and will not write to あなた until あなた apologize he is 芝居 like a big baby if あなた ask for my opinion haha. Yeah about my little sister is that well i fucking mess things with her.... i let her down and i will alwyas hate me for that and she hates me too becuase its my fault. she was raped because of me becuase im too fucking trusting あなた think some guy is your best friend and あなた can trust that he will drive your sister ホーム safe... i fucking hate me everytime i remember can i trust あなた with something well shit is not like あなた know my last name so i kill him right after i found out no one knows not even alice -my sister-. i dont know why i tell あなた all this stuff i mean i dont really know あなた または anything but i feel like i can trust あなた ... i also like classic 音楽 before i came here i played the ピアノ i like claire dlune too its my お気に入り of debussy .. well bye izzy (its not izzy girl)
edward