chapter (1)
it's raining outsaid ,david finished his work early today ,he took his sons from school and brought them back ホーム
mary was daivd's wife and the mother of four children (kiven,poul, jack and kat ),when david and his sons entered the house mary was surprised seeing them in the house in that time
"you're early today "mary said
"yea ,mary can I talk to あなた in the キッチン ?"david asked
"yea ,sure"mary said
mary and david sit on the sofa that their little where daughter sleep at night
"ok I don't know how to tell あなた this ,but we should 移動する "david said
"move to where ? and why? "mary asked
"this place is no longer our home" david said
"you ロスト your job today right ?"mary asked
"no ,it's not about the job ,it's your father" david said
"david my father can't do anything ,he's not even my real father , he intimidated あなた that doesn't mean he's dangerous "mary said
"no ,listen your father want to..." david and mary conversation cutted によって ringing the bills door
"oh my god ,they're here "david said
poul opened the door ,it was his grandfather with tow strange men
"is your father in ホーム kid?"george (the grandfather ) said
"yes ,he's in the キッチン "poul answered
"then let me see him please" george said
"ok"poul said
when george entered the キッチン with those strange men david was very angry ,he was looking in george's face but george was smilling and standing afront of him
"so did あなた tell her? "george asked
"tell me what?" mary asked
"I was going to tell her" david answered
"tell me what ?,will somebody please explain what's going here ?" mary said
"I'll help your husband with make もっと見る money によって make this family lower "george said
"so you'll take our kids ?" mary asked
"no I don't want your kids ,your pathetic husband can't make money and he can't take this family expenditure ,so your life is useless ,If we killed あなた your husband can save もっと見る money "george said
"but that's so overstated "mary said
"listen to me woman ,you're living in our money and we who decide who will live and who will die ,so あなた have tow choice ,you can save your family and die または あなた can die with your kids ,your husband will watching あなた with the kids when you'll all die and we will let him live to make もっと見る money for us ,and あなた can't run away ,we have many men watching あなた "one of the men said
"you son of a..."mary cutted what david will say "I'll do it alone " mary 発言しました
"mary...no please no "david said
"ok we will take あなた after two weeks "the man 発言しました while he moving to the door
"are あなた out of あなた mind mary "david said
"we have no choice david " mary said
"I can save あなた "david said"
"if あなた saved me we will lose the kids ,it's ok daivd あなた did your best "said mary sad
"so あなた guys will still here または what "jack said
"we're here hunny ,ok act normal for the kids "mary said
"ok"david said
the days ran fast ,five days left for mary ,she was sitting with her kids everyday ,talking and playing with them to forget that she will leave them after five days ,her dream was watching her children growing up but unfortunately she can't be with them
mary's sons were sleeping in one small room cause the house is very old and small ,mary knocked the door before she went to sleep ,keivin opened the door ,"mom is there something wrong?" kevin asked
"can I talk to あなた inside ?" mary asked
"sure ,get in" kevin answered
mary sat down on kevin's ベッド ,"how old are あなた kevin ?" mary asked
"I'm almost 15 ,why ?" kevin answered
"you're a man now kevin ,you have to look out for your younger brothers and your little sister ,I want あなた to help your father "mary said
"yea of curse ,but why are あなた telling me this ?" kevin asked
"cause someday I won't be able to take care of all of あなた ,I just want あなた to understand that I'll be with あなた even if I'm not beside あなた ,I just want あなた to remember this " mary 発言しました wiping on kevin's hair
"don't worry mom "kevin said
"I know" mary 発言しました ,mary walking toward the door "good night hunny"said mary befor she closed the door
david heard what mary and kevin were talking about ,he can't take his life anymore ,he's almost losing his wife and he ロスト his job today but he doesn't want to tell mary
"mary ,please don't be emotional in the last hours "david said
"I know I just.... can't "mary 発言しました crying
"I know it even harder for me but we can't do anything now ,I saw three men with 銃 looking at our house they were sitting in the empty building that near us "david said
"yea I know ,I just want to tell あなた something and please promise me to do what I'll say " mary said
"I'll do anything ,what あなた want ?" david asked
"don't let this happened to kat too in the future and don't tell her that I'm dead tell she been in school "
"mary what are あなた talking about do あなた think I'll do the same thing that your father did to あなた ?" david asked
"no ,I just think that she's just three years old girl but あなた don't talk to her または play with her just like when our sons were in her age ,don't hate her cause she's a girl and we are poor " mary said
"are あなた kidding me mary ,do I sound like a girls hater ? " david asked
"no ,I'm sorry I just... feel very angry ,I'm sorry I don't want to fight with あなた in my last days " mary said
"it's ok ,I think あなた should take some rest now "david 発言しました
"ok "mary said
it's raining outsaid ,david finished his work early today ,he took his sons from school and brought them back ホーム
mary was daivd's wife and the mother of four children (kiven,poul, jack and kat ),when david and his sons entered the house mary was surprised seeing them in the house in that time
"you're early today "mary said
"yea ,mary can I talk to あなた in the キッチン ?"david asked
"yea ,sure"mary said
mary and david sit on the sofa that their little where daughter sleep at night
"ok I don't know how to tell あなた this ,but we should 移動する "david said
"move to where ? and why? "mary asked
"this place is no longer our home" david said
"you ロスト your job today right ?"mary asked
"no ,it's not about the job ,it's your father" david said
"david my father can't do anything ,he's not even my real father , he intimidated あなた that doesn't mean he's dangerous "mary said
"no ,listen your father want to..." david and mary conversation cutted によって ringing the bills door
"oh my god ,they're here "david said
poul opened the door ,it was his grandfather with tow strange men
"is your father in ホーム kid?"george (the grandfather ) said
"yes ,he's in the キッチン "poul answered
"then let me see him please" george said
"ok"poul said
when george entered the キッチン with those strange men david was very angry ,he was looking in george's face but george was smilling and standing afront of him
"so did あなた tell her? "george asked
"tell me what?" mary asked
"I was going to tell her" david answered
"tell me what ?,will somebody please explain what's going here ?" mary said
"I'll help your husband with make もっと見る money によって make this family lower "george said
"so you'll take our kids ?" mary asked
"no I don't want your kids ,your pathetic husband can't make money and he can't take this family expenditure ,so your life is useless ,If we killed あなた your husband can save もっと見る money "george said
"but that's so overstated "mary said
"listen to me woman ,you're living in our money and we who decide who will live and who will die ,so あなた have tow choice ,you can save your family and die または あなた can die with your kids ,your husband will watching あなた with the kids when you'll all die and we will let him live to make もっと見る money for us ,and あなた can't run away ,we have many men watching あなた "one of the men said
"you son of a..."mary cutted what david will say "I'll do it alone " mary 発言しました
"mary...no please no "david said
"ok we will take あなた after two weeks "the man 発言しました while he moving to the door
"are あなた out of あなた mind mary "david said
"we have no choice david " mary said
"I can save あなた "david said"
"if あなた saved me we will lose the kids ,it's ok daivd あなた did your best "said mary sad
"so あなた guys will still here または what "jack said
"we're here hunny ,ok act normal for the kids "mary said
"ok"david said
the days ran fast ,five days left for mary ,she was sitting with her kids everyday ,talking and playing with them to forget that she will leave them after five days ,her dream was watching her children growing up but unfortunately she can't be with them
mary's sons were sleeping in one small room cause the house is very old and small ,mary knocked the door before she went to sleep ,keivin opened the door ,"mom is there something wrong?" kevin asked
"can I talk to あなた inside ?" mary asked
"sure ,get in" kevin answered
mary sat down on kevin's ベッド ,"how old are あなた kevin ?" mary asked
"I'm almost 15 ,why ?" kevin answered
"you're a man now kevin ,you have to look out for your younger brothers and your little sister ,I want あなた to help your father "mary said
"yea of curse ,but why are あなた telling me this ?" kevin asked
"cause someday I won't be able to take care of all of あなた ,I just want あなた to understand that I'll be with あなた even if I'm not beside あなた ,I just want あなた to remember this " mary 発言しました wiping on kevin's hair
"don't worry mom "kevin said
"I know" mary 発言しました ,mary walking toward the door "good night hunny"said mary befor she closed the door
david heard what mary and kevin were talking about ,he can't take his life anymore ,he's almost losing his wife and he ロスト his job today but he doesn't want to tell mary
"mary ,please don't be emotional in the last hours "david said
"I know I just.... can't "mary 発言しました crying
"I know it even harder for me but we can't do anything now ,I saw three men with 銃 looking at our house they were sitting in the empty building that near us "david said
"yea I know ,I just want to tell あなた something and please promise me to do what I'll say " mary said
"I'll do anything ,what あなた want ?" david asked
"don't let this happened to kat too in the future and don't tell her that I'm dead tell she been in school "
"mary what are あなた talking about do あなた think I'll do the same thing that your father did to あなた ?" david asked
"no ,I just think that she's just three years old girl but あなた don't talk to her または play with her just like when our sons were in her age ,don't hate her cause she's a girl and we are poor " mary said
"are あなた kidding me mary ,do I sound like a girls hater ? " david asked
"no ,I'm sorry I just... feel very angry ,I'm sorry I don't want to fight with あなた in my last days " mary said
"it's ok ,I think あなた should take some rest now "david 発言しました
"ok "mary said
Thursday
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water または something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system または something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if 分 I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water または something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system または something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if 分 I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
What a change Such a dramatic change
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
または looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
または looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
