Aint it nice?

Ive been sad with out my friend ryan here e. I found a poem that helped me. It made me glad hes gone. Only cause I know hes safe. And for once your Ryan again. Your not in trouble with the law, your not doing drugs, your just sitting around playing madden and listening to the 次 crazy song によって the fall of troy! HaHa I miss him. But it would be bad to wish him back so he could suffer again. Please keep watching over me. I 愛 あなた ryan!

He suffered for years

My eyes are filled with tears

But unable to cry

I stood によって and watched him die

I hated myself for not trying to lend a hand

But I didn’t know what to do

He suffered from an addiction each day

I didn’t say anything and I pretended like everything was okay

I knew for so long That there was something wrong

As he grew もっと見る distant from me

Then that 日 when I saw the pictures of him getting high

It was a sight that I couldn’t bare to see

So I made myself believe that he couldn’t

And he wouldn’t Hurt me that way I was living a lie

Months passed by

And finally he came clean

And promised あなた would quit

Though he kept it

And it hurts me to say

The addiction is what killed him

I all I could do is pray

That God won’t take my dad away

But He did

God relieved him from his suffering

I want him here with me

But when I saw him there

He was so free from the pain

I couldn’t wish him back, so he could suffer again

あなた had an addiction

And it kills me to say

The addiction is why you’re not alive today