It's apparently 8.43 pm. If I hadn't looked at the clock at 8.30 pm, I probaby wouldn't have gotten as close, though I am known to be pretty good at guessing the time.
And it's actually 2:00 AM right now, cuz the last time I looked at the clock, it was 1:57 AM.
I'm going to ベッド like now.... why do I do this to myself? Every damn night, this is when I usually sleep, even though I have tried going to ベッド earlier.
God, I hear you. I do the same thing, but it's my stress and paranoia that makes falling asleep impossible and waking up without feeling sick to my stomach with stress even harder.