Um so damn depressed! help.

あなた should try and find something to distract あなた from your depression. Try and hang out with your friends, even if あなた don't really want to, it'll help あなた keep your mind off of things.

I know
the reason !!!!
But i won't dare to say it because あなた will kill me
i have always been scared of あなた !!

Try to think of a brand new letter ,and think of what sound it will make and make up words using that letter, and the meaning of those words. Then tell us what あなた come up with. :D

I have been in that situation before. I was always ready to bite off my フレンズ heads if they spoke to me, my emotions were jumbled, i never smiled... I even cried when a friend accidently hit me with the zipper of my sweater. Then, i started playing, as childish as this sounds, freeze tag with some guys at my school. I also turned to God and my life seemed to get so much better. So maybe what あなた need to do is find a kids game and let that child out to play. Smile every day, あなた wont be able to stop. I hope this helps

"Think about me when you're living your life one 日 after another, all in a neat pattern. Think about the homeless traveller and his old police box, with his days like crazy paving." - The Doctor ('Dragonfire')

Think of someone that makes あなた happy. Think of them who makes あなた on what あなた are today. I am going to leave あなた with this speech. I think あなた enjoy it.

Welcome to my world...

Cry, let all the emotion out. Then go look in a mirror and smile even though あなた aren't happy, just smile. try to act happy, even though あなた aren't. Soon you'll actually be happy. :) Hope this helped <3