Why am I coming here of all places to make a serious life decision? I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP.

lol the fact that you're 11 shows.

Public middle school is basically the worst thing ever (closely followed によって public high school), but あなた have to go. Like あなた 発言しました it's majorly important for socialization as hormones are kicking in and shit.

And I mean, I was never bullied または anything so I can't attest to middle school 'toughening あなた up' in that regard, but I am queer and middle school is when that started manifesting itself, and school's good for socially exploring who あなた are and making the kinds of フレンズ あなた want to hold on to. For as shit as middle school is, there are good laughs and memories and フレンズ あなた don't wanna miss out on.

And I know a couple kids who have been homeschooled through middle school but then came to public high school, and they're weird. Like, they were never properly socialized so they're nice and all but they're awkward and are ill-equipped to deal with certain social situations. The fact that they were homeschooled could seriously impair their futures because of those lacking social skills.

So go.

online school exist? wth

I know that feeling. I have been attending online school for the end of 8th grade to 10th grade. I've already missed the first 2 years of high school and I feel like I just wasted those years of being a teenager によって doing nothing but staying at ホーム on the internet.
I'm going to be in 11th grade this 年 and I plan to go to a public school since I only have 2 years left of being a kid. (And I want to have a life and フレンズ again).

I think あなた should attend public school. あなた might regret it if あなた don't. And I know kids in public school can be crazy and there will always be someone who doesn't like you, but あなた need to learn to not mind them and just enjoy being young, before あなた regret it.

I did online school for two years. I started going to public school this year. It was a great decision for me. I've made もっと見る フレンズ than i've ever had before and am taking really fun, challenging classes.
But i am a junior in high school who turned to online schooling after being bullied relentlessly since starting school. I think school is downright awful until maybe high school. If i were you, i would try public schooling for a while, and if あなた don't like it, transfer back to online schooling.

Good luck to you.