broken ハート, 心

Mirror
によって Alyssa Rivers

Every morning I look in a mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
I just see
Fear
Blackness
Coldness beginning to take over that person body
Forever

Their scared
They can’t found themselves anymore
I can feel the person slipping away
One によって one
Then all of sudden
Their gone forever and never coming back

All I can hear is the thoughts of that person
Saying
I cried every night with my eyeliner running down my face
From the tears of sadness.
And I kept on saying ‘I wish this would end ‘
Over and over again
But no one answered my call または pled
Until now

She starts to sit there
And says “I’m alone”
No cares about me at all
Because if they did they wouldn’t
Walk out on me
And leave me here alone
To die

Every morning I look in the mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
Until now
That girl
Was me.

I still cry.
Why did あなた leave me like this?
Why did あなた have to die?
Now my life is a crisis

あなた knew あなた would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep あなた from being blue

But あなた resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell

I make myself bleed, like あなた did
I starve myself, like あなた did
I hid my feelings like あなた did
Now, Will I die like あなた did?

Maybe if あなた would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath



So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude コメント please...
~OfmiceandDes

In the end
By: Alyssa Rivers

Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished 回答 of why it happened

I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again

Until now
I can’t feel
My ハート, 心 beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one によって one
My hands and body grow cold and numb

Do あなた know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end

As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever

We hung out almost
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
あなた 発言しました forever.

When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.

あなた come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
あなた a smile.

I always listen to the
Same melody,
And あなた keep appearing
In my memory.

I think of あなた every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.

I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see あなた one last
time,
But I can only see あなた in my
Mind.

あなた will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.

I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.

Trying to forget the pain,but everywhere I go,it follows me
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from あなた are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like あなた were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if あなた wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one 日 we'll fly together and have those great times again

To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw

Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer

Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure

The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be によって my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num

Please あなた cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave

Pain fills me
Getting hit によって the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall

Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well

I call for you
But all あなた do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down

All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry

They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright

when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be メリダとおそろしの森 for my brothers and sisters

we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my ハート, 心 fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u

This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"

Look what I see there
those バラ are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those 歌う birds are very dear to me..

This green 草 freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart

See what I see there
a 虹 after a very heavy rain
those Colors（色） can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature

I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am 歌う with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.

a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.

When あなた hope,
あなた expect and wish,
あなた have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
あなた don’t want them killed,
Hope makes あなた stronger,

We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,

Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,

Keep hope close to あなた in life,
Sometimes あなた need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,

Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,


Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,

Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?

あなた and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,

Wish and desire あなた ハート, 心 out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
あなた know what あなた want,


Keep hoping till the END……

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still 愛 him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my ハート, 心 cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile あなた see on my face.
Going a single 日 without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the 次 day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."