If you've read The Picture of Dorian Gray, please help me!

I'm making an essay about the book and I wanted to quote an excert, only I can't find it. It is the part he says that when you're asleep あなた can live in a perfect and fantastic world, and as あなた wake up and everything around あなた starts taking form, あなた have to go back to your routine and go on from where あなた had stopped yesterday. He says it would be better if each 日 was independent of the other and we could just 星, つ星 over and do something new every day. If あなた know the page または at least the chapter please tell me!