It was another 日 without Michael. Wait until it's a year. My phone rung "Hello. This is depression you're calling. What あなた want?" I groaned "Hey , single lady. It's Danny." He answered. I quickly hung up the phone. It rung again "What do あなた want from me?" I moaned "I got something for あなた , babe." He 発言しました as I quickly woke up "First. I'm not your babe. Secondly. What did あなた get?" I asked as he chuckled "I'm coming over today." He whispered as I looked at the phone like: The fuck. I hung up and stayed in ベッド drinking a glass of Whiskey as the door opened "Danny , what have あなた brought...

I looked around the warehouse. It was spacious and big with a broken windows and broken glass on door. There were rats scattering around the corners and nibbling on dead rats and squeaking. I looked up at one of the guys "My name's Carmine." He 発言しました as he took his ナイフ and softly caressed my cheek again , I looked the other way while he grabbed my face "Don't be such a bitch. I might cut off your pretty face." He pushed my head back while his assistant , brung a bucket of water "Here あなた go." He 発言しました as he gave Carmine the bucket. He dumped the water on me then untied me from the chair and...

I truly believe that each time he 発言しました that,he meant it.
He is one of the few reasons why I'm still alive.
He made me believe that I was not alone.
I believe he'd 愛 me,no matter what I was,but he'd 愛 me for who I am.
The reason why I'm writting this is because since early 2012,I have bulimia.
It was HELL,no matter what I did,I'd always finish the 日 throwing up in the cold bathroom.
And I cut a few times,my body is a terrible mess,but my mind is even worse,although I almost don't throw up now
Today,I'm better,but still...not fully recovered.
THIS is a way of telling people that I 愛 MICHAEL,that...

The 次 日 , I woke up to a phone call "Hello?" I 発言しました "Hey Nesha , it's me , Michael." I filled my spirit with life "Hey Michael. How あなた doing?" He giggled at my excitement "I'm doing good and you?" Michael sounded so sweet "Good. Just got up and I'm ready for the world. Just need to brush my teeth." I joked as he laughed "You're so silly." he 発言しました as I laughed "Are あなた coming over today?" I desperately needed to know "Hmmm. Yeah I'll come over today." He 発言しました as we 発言しました goodbye and hung up. I still felt 蝶 in my stomach "I'm so in love." I 発言しました to myself as my phone rang and...

Michael just stood there in shock, now knowing that Janelle felt the same way. She looked at him and saw his eyes go wide a little.
"Um...Michael? あなた okay?" She asked.
He nodded a little. "I...I'm fine. I'm...I'm just shocked." He said.
"Shocked about what?"
"About...about what あなた just told me."
She blushed a little and so did he. "Oh..."
He looked away a little and looked back at her. "How long have あなた felt that way?"
"What?"
"How long have あなた liked me like that?"
She blushed more. "Oh w-well...I, uh...I've liked あなた since I first heard your voice...on Off The Wall."
"Really?"
She nodded and turned...