That night i was up all night crying my eyes out I just couldn't believe this was happening to me i had just ロスト my best friend what was I going to do
The 次 morning i had to get ready for work which i was not ready for i wanted to just call in sick but i knew that i couldn't do that i had to put this thing behind me until later when i could go to his house and talk to him.
as soon as i got to the record store i got to work so i could talk to Michael afterword.
while at the register counting the money my phone rang
"Hello." i 発言しました hoping it was Michael
"hey Baby." it was Jackie
"Hey babe whats up."
"whats wrong あなた sound upset." he 発言しました being the sweetheart that he is
"nothing im just tired didn't sleep much last night that's all." i 発言しました trying to sound convincing.
"k just making sure." he said
when we hung up i sighed in sadness he was just so amazing how in the world could i let him go its just so difficult what was i gonna do i just don't know who i 愛 more
as i got into my car driving to Michaels house so many thoughts ran though my mind would Michael talk to me would he even answer the door to me all these thoughts made my head go crazy
as soon as i got to his house i walked to the door and rang the door ベル to my surprise he answered the door
"what do あなた want." he 発言しました in a cold voice i could tell he was still mad
"Michael please i need to talk to you." i 発言しました trying to hold back tears.
"about what あなた already 発言しました enough."
"Michael what do あなた want me to say that i don't 愛 あなた cause あなた know i do i always have あなた know that." i 発言しました the tears welling up in my eyes once again
"yeah right あなた don't 愛 me." he said
"yes i do."
"no あなた don't あなた 愛 Jackie あなた 発言しました it yourself." he argued
"no i don't." i 発言しました not realizing what i just said
"what?" he 発言しました not really hearing me
"Remember last night when あなた 発言しました あなた loved me?" i asked
"Yeah." he 発言しました his voice not as mad sounding
"I didn't answer you, so now im going to." i 発言しました knowing that this was going to change my whole life.
i looked into his eyes before saying
"I 愛 あなた Michael." i 発言しました and meaning it i really did 愛 Michael and i really wanted to be with him i wanted to be his forever and i know that leaving Jackie was going to be the hardest thing to do but i loved Michael so much i couldn't lose him i just wouldn't
"you do?" he 発言しました a smile raising on his face
"yes, and i know that i 発言しました that i loved Jackie and yes he was my first boyfriend and i know that i 発言しました that i loved him and yes i do but not as much as much as i 愛 you." i 発言しました pooring my ハート, 心 out to him hoping that he still loved me
he didn't say anything and took me in his arms and kissed me
when we finally pulled away he rested his forehead on mine
"I really do 愛 あなた Michael, i will admit that letting go of Jackie will be the hardest thing i ever did but its worth it if i can be with you." i said
"I 愛 あなた annie." he said
"I 愛 あなた to mikey, ill 愛 あなた forever."
The 次 日 i had told Jackie that i was in 愛 with Michael and that i wanted to break up with him but it was so hard he didn't deserve this he was such a sweet guy and i loved him so much and i really didn't want to break up with him but i knew that i had to i loved Michael so much so i did what i had to do i loved Michael so much he was my best friend and now he was the 愛 of my life and i hope that i never lose him again.
-I know that this part was boring and short but i was running out of ideas for this part so i decided to end this part and get to the off the ウォール era of the story so im really sorry if this story sucked its my first time 書く fanfiction-
The 次 morning i had to get ready for work which i was not ready for i wanted to just call in sick but i knew that i couldn't do that i had to put this thing behind me until later when i could go to his house and talk to him.
as soon as i got to the record store i got to work so i could talk to Michael afterword.
while at the register counting the money my phone rang
"Hello." i 発言しました hoping it was Michael
"hey Baby." it was Jackie
"Hey babe whats up."
"whats wrong あなた sound upset." he 発言しました being the sweetheart that he is
"nothing im just tired didn't sleep much last night that's all." i 発言しました trying to sound convincing.
"k just making sure." he said
when we hung up i sighed in sadness he was just so amazing how in the world could i let him go its just so difficult what was i gonna do i just don't know who i 愛 more
as i got into my car driving to Michaels house so many thoughts ran though my mind would Michael talk to me would he even answer the door to me all these thoughts made my head go crazy
as soon as i got to his house i walked to the door and rang the door ベル to my surprise he answered the door
"what do あなた want." he 発言しました in a cold voice i could tell he was still mad
"Michael please i need to talk to you." i 発言しました trying to hold back tears.
"about what あなた already 発言しました enough."
"Michael what do あなた want me to say that i don't 愛 あなた cause あなた know i do i always have あなた know that." i 発言しました the tears welling up in my eyes once again
"yeah right あなた don't 愛 me." he said
"yes i do."
"no あなた don't あなた 愛 Jackie あなた 発言しました it yourself." he argued
"no i don't." i 発言しました not realizing what i just said
"what?" he 発言しました not really hearing me
"Remember last night when あなた 発言しました あなた loved me?" i asked
"Yeah." he 発言しました his voice not as mad sounding
"I didn't answer you, so now im going to." i 発言しました knowing that this was going to change my whole life.
i looked into his eyes before saying
"I 愛 あなた Michael." i 発言しました and meaning it i really did 愛 Michael and i really wanted to be with him i wanted to be his forever and i know that leaving Jackie was going to be the hardest thing to do but i loved Michael so much i couldn't lose him i just wouldn't
"you do?" he 発言しました a smile raising on his face
"yes, and i know that i 発言しました that i loved Jackie and yes he was my first boyfriend and i know that i 発言しました that i loved him and yes i do but not as much as much as i 愛 you." i 発言しました pooring my ハート, 心 out to him hoping that he still loved me
he didn't say anything and took me in his arms and kissed me
when we finally pulled away he rested his forehead on mine
"I really do 愛 あなた Michael, i will admit that letting go of Jackie will be the hardest thing i ever did but its worth it if i can be with you." i said
"I 愛 あなた annie." he said
"I 愛 あなた to mikey, ill 愛 あなた forever."
The 次 日 i had told Jackie that i was in 愛 with Michael and that i wanted to break up with him but it was so hard he didn't deserve this he was such a sweet guy and i loved him so much and i really didn't want to break up with him but i knew that i had to i loved Michael so much so i did what i had to do i loved Michael so much he was my best friend and now he was the 愛 of my life and i hope that i never lose him again.
-I know that this part was boring and short but i was running out of ideas for this part so i decided to end this part and get to the off the ウォール era of the story so im really sorry if this story sucked its my first time 書く fanfiction-
Dr. Conrad Murray had requested lifesaving equipment and back-up help for Michael Jackson from the promoter of the ロンドン concerts -- AEG -- but the company never came through, according to a new complaint filed によって Joe Jackson.
TMZ broke the story -- Joe was gunning for AEG によって filing complaints with the California Medical Board and another agency, alleging the コンサート promoter abused Jackson in a way that led to his death -- and he's just filed with the Medical Board.
Joe claims days before Jackson's death Murray had requested a ハート, 心 resuscitation machine and a nurse in several e-mails making the request, but AEG never provided it.
According to the complaint, Joe is accusing AEG of co-opting Murray's medical judgment によって enticing him with a huge salary -- in effect engaging in the "unlawful practice of corporate medicine."
Besides the CPR machine, Murray also asked for saline, catheters, needles and a gurney.
AEG and Murray had no comment.
TMZ broke the story -- Joe was gunning for AEG によって filing complaints with the California Medical Board and another agency, alleging the コンサート promoter abused Jackson in a way that led to his death -- and he's just filed with the Medical Board.
Joe claims days before Jackson's death Murray had requested a ハート, 心 resuscitation machine and a nurse in several e-mails making the request, but AEG never provided it.
According to the complaint, Joe is accusing AEG of co-opting Murray's medical judgment によって enticing him with a huge salary -- in effect engaging in the "unlawful practice of corporate medicine."
Besides the CPR machine, Murray also asked for saline, catheters, needles and a gurney.
AEG and Murray had no comment.
TMZ has learned tons of Michael Jackson ファン are descending upon MJ's tomb on the 1-year anniversary of his death -- even though they've been banned from the mausoleum.
As we previously reported, Forest Lawn Cemetery -- where Jackson is entombed -- claims they've adopted a new policy in which security is instructed to remove anyone hanging out in front of the King of Pop's mausoleum.
But a rep for Justice4MJ -- the ファン group organizing the mass pilgrimage -- tells TMZ they are "absolutely" still going to visit the singer's burial place on the big 日 .. June 25th.
A rep for Forest Lawn tells us they have not yet figured out how they plan to handle the MJ anniversary ... but they will work with the Jackson family and abide によって their wishes.
As for the MJ fans, one member of the group tells us, "Nothing will stop us from being with MJ on the 25th!"
As we previously reported, Forest Lawn Cemetery -- where Jackson is entombed -- claims they've adopted a new policy in which security is instructed to remove anyone hanging out in front of the King of Pop's mausoleum.
But a rep for Justice4MJ -- the ファン group organizing the mass pilgrimage -- tells TMZ they are "absolutely" still going to visit the singer's burial place on the big 日 .. June 25th.
A rep for Forest Lawn tells us they have not yet figured out how they plan to handle the MJ anniversary ... but they will work with the Jackson family and abide によって their wishes.
As for the MJ fans, one member of the group tells us, "Nothing will stop us from being with MJ on the 25th!"
Originally 投稿されました May 14th 2010 12:35 AM PDT によって TMZ Staff
Lisa Marie Presley's prayers have been answered -- TMZ has learned a 花 company is about to deliver a field's worth of sunflowers to Michael Jackson's burial site in Glendale, CA.
Jason Levin from sunflowerguy.com tells TMZ he's shipping several thousand sunflowers -- which were Michael's お気に入り -- to his mausoleum at Forest Lawn Cemetery today.
Levin's donation follows Lisa Marie's MySpace posting Wednesday, complaining that Michael deserves もっと見る than the few bouquets, candles and gifts that currently surround his tomb.
Read more: link
Lisa Marie Presley's prayers have been answered -- TMZ has learned a 花 company is about to deliver a field's worth of sunflowers to Michael Jackson's burial site in Glendale, CA.
Jason Levin from sunflowerguy.com tells TMZ he's shipping several thousand sunflowers -- which were Michael's お気に入り -- to his mausoleum at Forest Lawn Cemetery today.
Levin's donation follows Lisa Marie's MySpace posting Wednesday, complaining that Michael deserves もっと見る than the few bouquets, candles and gifts that currently surround his tomb.
Read more: link
"Ben"
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And あなた my friend will see
You've got a friend in me
(You've got a friend in me)
Ben, you're always running here and there
(Here and there)
あなた feel you're not wanted anywhere
(Anywhere)
If あなた ever look behind
And don't like what あなた find
There's something あなた should know
You've got a place to go
(You've got a place to go)
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn あなた away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see あなた as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And あなた my friend will see
You've got a friend in me
(You've got a friend in me)
Ben, you're always running here and there
(Here and there)
あなた feel you're not wanted anywhere
(Anywhere)
If あなた ever look behind
And don't like what あなた find
There's something あなた should know
You've got a place to go
(You've got a place to go)
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn あなた away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see あなた as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben
And God bless あなた this day
あなた gave me the gift of
a little sister
And I'm proud of あなた today
Lisa its your birthday
Happy birthday Lisa
Lisa its your birthday
Happy birthday Lisa
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I wish あなた 愛 and goodwill
I wish あなた PRAISE and joy
I wish あなた better than
your ハート, 心 desires
And your first キッス from a boy
Lisa its your birthday
Happy birthday Lisa
Lisa its your birthday
Happy birthday Lisa
Yeah!
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