マイケル・ジャクソン Article: MJ ファン who became ファン after his death

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posted by House34

I've liked the great ..singer, Michael Jackson, for a while back..I remember when I was a kid and I was watching TV and I was hearing about MJ..and I've always loved his music.
But just the rythm. I used to like the songs. They were awesome !! I found a notebook from when I was younger and there's this section with my fav songs and MJ's Earth song and Thriller are there.. I liked the songs.. The rest I didn't care about..I remember being afraid of his face..I don't know..weird memory..
But I loved his music.

I grew up and I got the meaning of the lyrics..and I was amazed..His lyrics are so beautiful..

I remember joining this spot and then leaving it because I didn't like the spot icon..stupid right ? :(
It was all back then.

Well...he..died. I joined this spot after he died again but..

The 次日 after his death.. I thought about joining the spot again..

あなた see, before, I didn't know Michael had done such amazing things. I didn't know about the speeches. I didn't know about the kids he's helped, the money he gave for great causes. I just liked the music..about the charges.. I didn't think he was guilty of doing bad things (I remember even now watching TV and there was the trial problem and there he was under the umbrella)..because his lyrics were too great so he had to be amazing too.. But I didn't know him.. really know him. I knew about the singer, the dancer, not the person.

And his..his....his death....his ..after he died..I ..

since he's left, I've been trying to find out もっと見る things about him, memorise things he's said, remember the moments I lived in my childhood.. seeing him on TV and all that..I've been trying to gather もっと見る and もっと見る information so I can let the world know I am his ファン and I want to make him live forever.

I want to keep him alive..I don't want anyone to forget him.. my family and everybody in this world.. I want to know things about Michael because he is the kindest person in the world. The kindest I know.

I now know this is the right way and the world has to see it too. I am trying to 表示する the world I have been blessed with 愛 and I want to give it to everyone..so that we can all live in love.

But...actually things are awful if I think of it this way - :( I feel angry with me. I feel terrible because I realise.. I discovered all this after he died.

I sometimes feel ..he had to die so I could see how wonderful he was ? I hate it. I hate myself for that. I wish he were alive to keep giving. He was amazing. And I wish I could see all this before..

I hate that I've known もっと見る about him since he passed. And when I hear these people..saying "ooh..you are a fake MJ fan. I 愛 him since.. 19_ _ whatever and あなた just think あなた愛 him but あなた don't".. :( " I 愛 Michael more" .. "You are not a true fan!"

It's killing me.

What is a true ファン ?
If someone has a definition and it totally includes really knowing Michael for a long time before his death, I am not a ファン either.

..I just see people who care. Yes, after he died they started to care but they are people who chose to believe in Michael. People who wanted to know him, who gave him a chance. And if they say they 愛 him, that is GREAT. It's great ! How could I judge them ? How could I tell them I 愛 Michael もっと見る than they do ? Who am I ? How could anyone judge them ?

I am nobody in this world. I only have myself to judge and I wish I had started to be interested in MJ's 愛 and life way earlier. But that doesn't mean I 愛 him less.

I hate it. He is not here anymore.. and since he died I got to know もっと見る about him. And 愛 him more. It's so..hard..to live with this..but I bet there are a lot of persons who wish knew MJ before または who wish they were born earlier..and so on..

I just wish everyone would accept that あなた CAN be an MJ ファン even if あなた started loving him after he passed.

Maybe..Imagining MJ was alive now.. Maybe I would be just another ファン of his music..as I used to be.

It kills me..but it is true..
And I think that dividing MJ ファン in real ファン and not real ファン is soo sad :(

suzanna19mj, ShyannaLovesMJ and 17 others like this

Waterwhip I'm with you. I went through almsot the exact same thing. I am also sick of people telling me I am a fake. If he was still alive, I . . . I wouldnt know who he was. I wouldnt know anything and I might as well be another ignorant hater. But,no, I am no hater nor am I a fighter. I am a proud lover of Michael Joseph Jackson.

DangerousPYT ...okay,i ve been a fan way b4 he died and i knew of his works...i h8 how people think that you r a fake if u didnt know him b4.do they know what lives in your brain and heart? NO! So tell 'em to STFU and as long as you know you have a love that cannot lie 4 michael,they cant hurt u no matter what they say.

droberson1104 This article is articulated so well!!! I have also heard of people who knew of him but may or may not have been into his music. These people never considered themselves fans...UNTIL NOW!!! I think that is so AWESOME!!! Him leaving us is such a shock that it made a lot of us (including me) realize how unique and wonderful he always was. The MAN may be gone but his MESSSAGE is still here with us and if you got the message NOW, it is NEVER too late. The added plus to this whole thing is you get to discover all of the music, art, poetry, and humanitarianism that was either covered by his "eccentricities" or "scandals". Enjoy ALL of his music and short films. Enjoy his style. Enjoy the MAN, which some people tried to keep us away from. He left it ALL for you and us, the world. But MOST importantly, get his MESSAGE and don't ever let go of it!!! Take care friend!!!

OmerBhattisBaby This is soo beautiful,i love michael jackson so much,he is and musical angel JUST GREAT

MichaelsShamone Very nice article. I must say that it was wrong that some people started ''Loving'' MJ even more after he passed away I mean,I don't know how to explain this. I don't judge anyone,I myself am so young that when I was younger Michael wasn't on TV so much anymore but I remember that I Loved to dance on his songs,they played most of his 80's song I was 2 years old at that time and I was still a young child so basicly I don't remember All of it,but I also Must say that if your Love is True for Michael,then that is the most important not when or where you become a fan. I don't blame people because if you are so young and nobody told you about someone then how would you know about them? :( I feel so Sad .. still can't believe that he's Gone .. I still Cry .. Every single day ..

liberiangirl_mj You are so right!! I think in the same way, I never liked how many people are dividing the fans in real fans (before his death) and fake fans (after his death) Those people are really stupid!!! Because MJ is LEGEND, THE KING!! He will have fans after hundreds of years too.. will always be people who will want to discover him, who will love him and protect his legacy. I feel happy when I see young teens loving and being MJ fans!! It's AWESOME to see this. It's awesome to see that his music, genius, love.. will always be here through his fans. There were fake fans too after his death, I know it, I sow it. There were people who cared just few months.. and then they disappeared, they thought they love him but they didn't. (there were persons who told me this... that they are not MJ fans anymore.. and I was really sad when I heared it) The true love never disappear, the true love always stay there.. deep in your heart. And that's the only thing that counts. Your love for Michael.. not the year when you became a fan..

Lovetreehill To be a fan is not a number of years. To be a fan is not how many pictures you posted in this club or how you are active ! To be a fan is a feeling, a heart feeling. Nobody here has the right to say "You're a true or fake fan" Nobody on Earth has the right to judge other ! Only you know how he makes you feel. and to be fan what does it mean in fact ??? I don't know, I have no translation ! All is in our heart and can't be describe by words. I only know Michael was, is and will stay unique, nobody can't be compared to him and the World needs so much many big hearts like him !!! He's missed ! so missed :(

smoothmichael yes i am one those ppls who was fan after hes death idk how i didnt notice the man name Michael Jackson i love him and miss him

louvictoriaa I know exactly what you mean I was the same, I knew who Michael Jackson was and I liked his music my mum told me when I was younger my favourite song was Rockin' Robin. Anyway but I didn't know much about him personally now I do I've been researching reading books and all sorts. But in a way there are such people as 'fake fans' I believe they are the people who didn't like Michael Jackson when he was alive and believed everything that the Media said about him (like he bleached his skin, he never he had a rare skin disease called Vitiligo). But then when he died they claimed they loved him and he was a great person. That's just my opinion. :)

House34 @Lovetreehill "and to be fan what does it mean in fact ??? I don't know, I have no translation ! All is in our heart and can't be describe by words." :( I love you @louvictoriaa, I hope these people you talk about will realize how amazing Michael Jackson was. They have to!...maybe they will start finding out things about him and they'll start loving him

ShyannaLovesMJ I remember when I was younger, and it was the year after he died, and had turned 6. I remember hearing a song on the radio, and it was Man In The Mirror. By the first time I heard this song, I fell in love. The next year, when I was 7, I have learned to explore more sites on the web. And I have already learned that Michael Jackson sung Man In The Mirror. I decided to look Michael Jackson up to get to know more about him. And one thing I didn't know... was that he was dead already. I had a deep pain in my heart. But I still managed to become a fan of him for what comes in the future, but my brother and sister have kinda judged me for it. And to this day, I still love him. But only if I wasn't born so late, and didn't become a fan too late, I would felt better for myself. But now to this day, it's hard to let go, and listening to a song he made about his loneliness scarred me deeply, and if there was someone who was a fan just like me, who can tell me everything will be okay, but I feel like there isn't many anymore. And if there are, they probably won't because they will think I'm annoying, or they're just to far away. And right now.. I feel very lost, and I have no one to relate to without getting annoying. I just hope. But I agree with you.

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the way あなた愛 me part 2

posted by journeemj

(sorry if the spanish isn't correct but i tried)

I start to contemplate in my mind what should I do ? Take her in. but wait what if she is playing me. No she couldn't be playing me with the look of fear on her face and the tears of sadness and ハート, 心 ache. I just had to help her out.

“hey あなた know what あなた could 移動する in with me for a few weeks until あなた find the right job again if it's ok with you.” “oh I could never do such a thing, I would never be able to pay あなた back”. “ it's ok” I like to help people out” “gracias michael” , she says to me and she gives me a hug.

“hey...

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The Hidden Gene Pt 6

posted by MJISALIVE

I woke up in the middle of the night not able to sleep....I knew mother wasnt going to let me see him even though he is my father. "God what can i do?!" i ask myself. Then I got an idea, it wasnt the best idea but it was worth a shot. I looked at my clock and it 発言しました 1:00 am, i turned on my laptop and googled SouthWest Airlines....."6:45 am should be fine" i say to myself "If i went on foot i should be there in about 4 to 5 hours...there...i have my ticket so all i need to do is pack and get dressed" i got up and pulled out my suit case from my closet. I pack all things necessary, then i get...

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assassin love:can i find 愛 pt:5

posted by asya10wooten

jonna p.o.v

well i guess it's time to tell michael the truth i went to his house but he wasnt there so i went to his mother house she was a little shocked to she me well she fanited i walk in and ask for michael everone was shocked so i left i went to my mother she is the only one who know im alive when i went in my moms house i was my mom knocked uncoisece on the floor i dint see michael i went up stairs to lay down but when i went to go lay down i saw michael lay ing on the floor bleeding i went to call 911

on the phone
911:what is your problem
j:my husband he dieing i need help
911:we'll be right there

5minutes

the put michael on the gerne i travled in the hospital バン to the eregacy room they called everyone mom was there too they 発言しました she is ok just a bump from where she got hit .i told everone my little story about my FAKE death my mom told us she know what happen to my sons after i found out about my little girlfriend had my kids she going to die.

JONNA SHE'S BACK

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The Hidden Gene Pt 5

posted by MJISALIVE

"Huh??...." i say "Your father is Michael Jackson" says mother

*in LA*
*phone rings* "Hello this is Janet Jackson" "Hi Aunt Janet" says a familiar voice "Paris! how are you?" "Im good...I need to ask あなた something though..." "Sure anything" "Have あなた ever had a feeling that we have an unknown relative???" "...Sometimes yes...why?" "Prince is having the same feeling..he even 発言しました that daddy had the same feelling..." "Wow..." "I called Aunt LaToya and she 発言しました the same thing..." "Well I dont know what to tell you...no one knows the future but God alone..." "Your right...well thats all i wanted...

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Assassin 愛 pt.13

posted by asya10wooten

jonna wedding dress she was trying on <3

Michael pov
You lookin sexy in that weddin ガウン she blushed she keeps sayin that j.cole is alive I dont belive it so I shurged it off
I been trying to make her feel good but she wont bugh she says im to tried to sleepy I cant even get her to 愛 me anymore maybe she's telling the truth about j.cole being alive and I.must do something about it . I walked up to her and started キス her on neck she started to laugh oh I just miss that laugh she keeps telling me to stops so I tickle her I cant help but laugh.

J.cole pov
I been stalkin jonna for sometime now I couldnt just stalk her so I go to clubs...

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The Hidden Gene Pt 2

posted by MJISALIVE

Its ディナー time and tonight its my favorite! Spaghetti!! then with my お気に入りデザート Ice Cream!! "Thanks for the ディナー and デザート Mom" I say "Your welcome sweetie" just then the doorbell rang "I got it!" I say. It was my lil brother coming back from a sleep over at his friend, Bobby's house "Hey!" i say hugging him "Did あなた have fun at Bobby's?" "Yeah I did! it was so fun!!" "Im glad! Mommy made スパゲッティ for dinner" "Spaghetti?! Where?!" he asks running into the kitchen. I laugh then walk into my room again. "Only three もっと見る days until my birthday....man I cant wait!" I say to myself..I...

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Assassin 愛 pt:3

posted by asya10wooten

jonna upset because julio wont stay in her room

jonna gets a call from a stranger needed a new look at new mexico

jonna gets a call she pulls out her phone its 発言しました private so jonna it ingores it at frist but then it ranged a again so she's answer it.

on the phone

J:hello this is jonna who is this
stranger:hello jonna my name julio and was in new mexico your friend 発言しました i can stay with あなた for a while
J:who gave あなた this number
Julio:your friend savanna
J:ok where are あなた now
Julio:down town at the flea market
hangup

Jonna went down town to the flea market.Jonna remeber when she was a little girl and she always went to the flea until she heard someone...

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The Horse Of Neverland: Chapter 5 A New Guest

posted by vukvkvv12

Michael stood there for a moment, wondering if he should answer the door since it was late.
He decided to answer it and walked up to see who it was.
It was a man who looked to be in his early 40's.
Short brown hair, green eyes, and sophisticated clothes.
He seemed decent so he opened the door and greeted the man.
"Hello Mr. Jackson." The man 発言しました shaking his hand.
"Hello, please, call me Michael." He 発言しました smiling.
"As あなた wish. Please, let me introduce myself. I am Doug Shelding. I am the head of Shelding Productions which is a company that records certain TV specials on celebrities." Doug said.
Michael...

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It's a stupid thing called 愛 (bad fantisy era) pt 3

posted by mjacksonfan1

As we were in the car going to the hospital Brooke was screaming really loud. I said" Honey calm down." " Michael i can't." As we drove up to the hospital the doctors took Brooke into the labor room. She was lieing on the ベッド screaming her head off. When she started having contractions it was time. The doctors asked me to go out side in the waiting room but i 発言しました "NO." The doctors 発言しました okay. As Brooke was pushing she 発言しました to me " Michael i HATE あなた right now" I 発言しました "I know just hang in there." A few 分 later we heard a cry of a baby coming from the doctors arms. They went to go check...

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This Is It: Never Can Say Goodbye Part 23 (Finale)

posted by mjkingofpop1

Back In California
Michael, Becca, Prince, Paris, Blanket, Brandon and Keiko exited the plane. They saw Frank waiting in the terminal with a sign that 発言しました "Jacksons" on it. They went up to him, Paris holding Brandon and Prince holding Keiko. "Hey Frank, it's been a while, huh?" Michael asked. Frank looked at Michael and was in shock. "Did your family get bigger または something? Who's this pretty lady?" He asked back. Becca giggled at him. "This is Becca Yamamoto Jackson. These two 赤ちゃん are our new children, Brandon and Keiko. So yeah, our family did grow a bit." Frank nodded and they went to...

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BAD ERA :Liberian Girl Part 6

posted by asya10wooten

michael was so angry that he pinned tatiana on a tralior and screamed "WHAT DID あなた DO TO HER ............ANSWER ME DANG IT tatiana was scraed oh what just happen

Tatiana was to scared to answer his 質問 'ANSWER ME DANG IT " he kept reapaeting
it over "shut up shut up shut up shut up " chrisy finnally 発言しました "yall too are ridicouls michael if あなた愛 her go be with her dont spend your time
hooking up with a trashy girl like that and listen me and alicia and dominic are going to go to the hospital" chrisy 発言しました . WOW for the frist time chrisy 発言しました something that wasnt about math または me tutoring...

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This Is It: Never Can Say Goodbye Part 17

posted by mjkingofpop1

The 次 week during rehearsals
Becca had to sit out because of her being pregnant. Although, she couldn't wait until 次 week. Mainly because she gets to find out the gender of the baby. She watched Michael dance on stage and it was just phenomenal. Soon, she heard her phone go off. She got up and went out into the lobby and answered it. "Hello?" She asked. "Hello, this is Dr. Sharp. I'm calling about your ultrasound results. I'm gonna need to あなた come in to check it out." He said. "What time should I come in?" "Any time is fine. Just as long as あなた get here. It may surprise you." "Alright....

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This Is It: Never Can Say Goodbye Part 12

posted by mjkingofpop1

At rehearsal the 次 day
Becca was getting her 60's clothes on for this. Michael requested her to wear something similar to what Jackie wore when they were the Jackson 5. Becca couldn't wait for it. She was in so many Colors（色） that she nearly forgot who she was. Michael walked in once she was done changing and looked at her. "Are あなた Becca または Jackie?" He asked sarcastically. Becca turned to him and giggled. "I'm sure I'm Becca, not Jackie." She told him. She had her hair down, at least that's what she wanted to keep. She didn't want to totally look like Jackie from back then. She put on the platform...

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Kind Heart, Beautiful man

posted by MikeyJacksonzz

Michael wakes up from a horrbie dream that he kill someone but he would never so that ! so he went back to bed. Early in the morning Michael woke up he was just laying there thinking about that dream he had last night he couldn't believe it . he got off his King size ベッド he walk in his bathroom and took a シャワー and he got out just walking around house. so he went outside alone !! and without his bodygaurds but im going out so be right back guys :) yeah so hope u like it soooo Far :D

:D :) (L)

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The Lonely Child Part 6

posted by MJlover101

"Is this your friend?" Michael asked.
"Yes." Harvey replied.
"Is she okay?"
"I don't know. I heard Matron Helen taking her down here with a metal rod this morning and I haven't seen her since."
Michael moved closer to the girl on the floor. She looked like she was unconcious.
"What's her name?"
"Rosabel Diamond."
He crouched down beside her and examined her body. Rosabel had bad bruises on her arms and legs and she had dried blood around a large cut on her forehead.
"Rosabel?" Michael 発言しました quietly, shaking her slightly. "Rosabel? Rosabel!"
"Is she alright?" Harvey asked nervously.
"Um..."
"She isn't,...

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The Lonely Child Part 3

posted by MJlover101

Rosabel tried to keep on her best behaviour for the rest of the day. She'd cleaned everything, she'd fixed everything, she'd even done other childrens' chores as well as all of her own! によって the end of the 日 Rosabel was exhausted. She wasn't even sure how her legs could carry her. Before she went to ベッド though, she had to get to the living room for Matorn Isabelle's evening announcement.

"Alright children, gather round. As あなた know によって now, we're expecting a visit from Mr Michael Jackson, while he's on his Dangerous Tour." Matron Isabelle 発言しました in her natural soft voice.
Whispers of excitment quickly...

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MICHAEL IS MY LOVE.

posted by mjjennine

MICHAEL IS MY LOVE

It,s been a long while since I heard あなた sing SMILE
It,s been forever since I saw あなた dance and heard あなた sing ONE もっと見る CHANCE
Eternity I think または so it seem, since I heard あなた sing BILLIE JEAN
Tears fall down my face the most when I watch the movie あなた called GHOST
When I hear あなた sing BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR my lips 移動する sftly as i say I 愛あなた MORE!!!
The 愛 pounds deep inside of me, when I see あなたコンサート HISTORY
Lust pours through me with all its might, when I watch あなた sing BLACK AND WHITE
I knew あなた weren,t just a passing fad, as soon as i saw your cute face sing BAD
If I could talk to あなた on the phone, I would say Michael あなた ARE NOT ALONE
I wish we together just us two, cause darling Michael I JUST CANT STOP LOVING YOU!!!!!

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Michael Jackson A-Z

posted by MJlover101

Michael Jackson is:

Amazing, Awesome, Artistic, Angelic, Attractive

Breathtaking, Benevolent, Beautiful, Brilliant, Black

Charming, Cute, Captivating, Caring, Charitable, Cool, Childlike, Chivalrous

Delightful

Enchanting, Extraordinary, Entertaining, Excellent

Fabulous, Facinating, Fun, Funny, Fantastic, Famous, Friendly

Gifted, Generous, Great, Godly

Humble, Humanitarian, Handsome, Hot, Helpful, Honorable

Incredible, Intelligent, Invincible, Iconic, Inspiring, Innocent

Joker, Jannock

Kindhearted, King

Loving, Legendary, Lonely, Lovely

Magnificent, Magical, Marvelous, Mysterious, Merciful, Musical, Misunderstood...

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ShowBiz Complex *Intro*

posted by AlovesmJ

Angelica Marisa Jackson was exactly like her beloved father Michael. She was humble. She was shy. She was sweet and cared for others. But most of all, she hated being in the public eye.
And not only did Angelica Jackson act like her father, she also looked exactly like him, especially in his gorgeous bad and dangerous eras. She had beautiful black curls that fell all the way to her back, and framed the front of her face which illuminated her large, marvelous eyes. She was as thin as a broom, but as tall as a skyscraper. She was a lovely teenager.
Unfortunately, Angelica also suffered from...

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ビクトリアス part 3

posted by yoyojackson

Jo

After school.
Jo went to the park. She saw that old lady. Jo just sat on the スイング歌う to herself. She saw Michael at the other side of the park. She smiled. Michael spotted her, smiled, and came over. "Hi Jo." Michael said. "I didn't know I'd
find あなた here." Jo said. Michael sat on the swing. "So, do あなた want to go to your house?" Michael asked. "No, mom. Your house?" Jo said. "No, dad." Michael said. "You know, this woman on this card looks like you." Michael 発言しました and showed Jo a card. Jo showed her card of this afro guy. "That's werid." Jo said. "Let's go to my house." Jo said. Jo showed...