Well just think, why do I 愛 him, when did I start to love, where has the 愛 gone, and sould I 愛 him now? That 愛 あなた have for him is still there with あなた and あなた know that it is. Also think of the 動画 and all that, thinks ofhow they make あなた laugh and smile, they make あなた do that because of your 愛 for that caring man. Read this
link It may make あなた cry, but if あなた do, like me, it made me realize how much I 愛 and care of him and his family. Read it あなた may just find the same 愛 あなた had him before, with the pain あなた feel for his family.
God bless you