あなた rush past me
long brown curls flying
face down
body boed
i frown
i get up and follow see あなた sprawled on the ソファー, ソファ in your dressing room
as i scoop あなた up in my arms
your face
pressing into my chest
as あなた cuddle closer to me
like a child
my voice questioning softly
"what's wrong?"
your voice replying
as it cracks
as tears fall from your eyes
perfect spheres
splashing down
from dark チョコレート brown irisis
"he cheated on me"
my arms tighten around your fragile form
as あなた whimper out another confession
gleaming white teeth softly nibbling onto yor ピンク イチゴ glossed lips
"i...i think i loved him"
can あなた hear my ハート, 心 breaking as あなた 発言しました those words
あなた loved him
not me
I'm just the friend
older brother
always there for you
but never the way i wanted it to be
your protector
but not your lover
a tear of my own falls down from my eye
あなた raise your head
as あなた run a delicate finger along my face
feeling the wet streak it left behind
あなた whisper my name
"joseph..."
あなた ask softly
"are あなた okay?"
i won't be ok
as long your hurt
as long あなた 愛 him
あなた lean closer
concern temporarily masking the pain in your eyes
as あなた repeat my name and question
"joe...are あなた okay?"
a sweet scent of apples wafts towards me
distracting me from your words
your perfume
my pulse beats faster
my ハート, 心 beating like a drum
your hand still lying on my cheek
あなた lean closer still
and around あなた my hands curl into fists
fighting off the temptation
to tell あなた how i feel
with one simple gesture
a kiss
あなた lean your forehead against mine
a curl slipping down
as your thumb slowly moves over my tear stained cheek
as your own tears fall on my lap
your name escapes my lips
a soft murmer
your thin fragile arms ラップ around me
trying to comfort on the tattered couch
black pillows resting around us
so different from the two broken children on it
mourning for what they can't have
long brown curls flying
face down
body boed
i frown
i get up and follow see あなた sprawled on the ソファー, ソファ in your dressing room
as i scoop あなた up in my arms
your face
pressing into my chest
as あなた cuddle closer to me
like a child
my voice questioning softly
"what's wrong?"
your voice replying
as it cracks
as tears fall from your eyes
perfect spheres
splashing down
from dark チョコレート brown irisis
"he cheated on me"
my arms tighten around your fragile form
as あなた whimper out another confession
gleaming white teeth softly nibbling onto yor ピンク イチゴ glossed lips
"i...i think i loved him"
can あなた hear my ハート, 心 breaking as あなた 発言しました those words
あなた loved him
not me
I'm just the friend
older brother
always there for you
but never the way i wanted it to be
your protector
but not your lover
a tear of my own falls down from my eye
あなた raise your head
as あなた run a delicate finger along my face
feeling the wet streak it left behind
あなた whisper my name
"joseph..."
あなた ask softly
"are あなた okay?"
i won't be ok
as long your hurt
as long あなた 愛 him
あなた lean closer
concern temporarily masking the pain in your eyes
as あなた repeat my name and question
"joe...are あなた okay?"
a sweet scent of apples wafts towards me
distracting me from your words
your perfume
my pulse beats faster
my ハート, 心 beating like a drum
your hand still lying on my cheek
あなた lean closer still
and around あなた my hands curl into fists
fighting off the temptation
to tell あなた how i feel
with one simple gesture
a kiss
あなた lean your forehead against mine
a curl slipping down
as your thumb slowly moves over my tear stained cheek
as your own tears fall on my lap
your name escapes my lips
a soft murmer
your thin fragile arms ラップ around me
trying to comfort on the tattered couch
black pillows resting around us
so different from the two broken children on it
mourning for what they can't have