Chapter 3
Nov. 24, 1987
I wake up to bad 80's 音楽 and the smell of beer. I look to see that there is the bus driver. I look up at him and rub my eyes. He smiles.
"Morning miss I hate to bother あなた but あなた been on this bus ever since mid night and well...I came to collect pay"
"Well that's very kind of あなた sir to say that but at this time I really do not have any money to give you. Nor do i have any money to even give myself. I am sorry."
"Well I am sorry miss but I will have to call the cops then."
"Go ahead its not like I am not wanted によって them already.."
"What was that remark mam?"
"Nothing"
I sat still and watched him make his way up to the front of the bus and reach for his bus phone. I saw a piece of broken glass on the floor so I picked it up and hid it behind my back. I started to walk slowly toward the front. Like a パンサー stalking his pray...slowly...then I took the glass and stabbed him right through his wind pipe. The blood was warm as it hit my face. And I took the glass and did it again. I saw hat his facial expression was the same one that Matt had made when I had stabbed him. He then turned around grabbed the 襟, 首輪 of my シャツ and tried to say something. Although the word was not very clear it sounded as if he 発言しました "thank you"
Once again I had done something I shouldn't have done. So I started to run again. I ran into a thrift ショップ and looked around.
" may I help あなた miss?" The man said.
"No..no one can help"
Then his smile quickly dropped and he turned around.
"Wait. Maybe あなた can. Do あなた guys sell switch blades here?"
He turned back around and started to speak.
"Yes. They are over there in that back corner."
"Great. What about lipstick? または any black clothing?...wigs maybe?"
"yes. Over there. Are あなた alright miss?"
"yes never been better. あなた have a nice 日 sir"
'Uhhh..thanks あなた to..'clears throat' miss
I walk out of the store and into a dark alley..then I see a deserted old hotel so i welcome myself in. I look around. No one here so might as well live here. So i go up the dusty old steps and into the bathroom. I looked into the cracked glass and smile. Then I dressed myself and caked my face with makeup.
"Show time"
To be continued...
"Thanks...and あなた to mam"
I was as good as an actress as it was gonna get. Amazingly he actually fell for it.
Nov. 24, 1987
I wake up to bad 80's 音楽 and the smell of beer. I look to see that there is the bus driver. I look up at him and rub my eyes. He smiles.
"Morning miss I hate to bother あなた but あなた been on this bus ever since mid night and well...I came to collect pay"
"Well that's very kind of あなた sir to say that but at this time I really do not have any money to give you. Nor do i have any money to even give myself. I am sorry."
"Well I am sorry miss but I will have to call the cops then."
"Go ahead its not like I am not wanted によって them already.."
"What was that remark mam?"
"Nothing"
I sat still and watched him make his way up to the front of the bus and reach for his bus phone. I saw a piece of broken glass on the floor so I picked it up and hid it behind my back. I started to walk slowly toward the front. Like a パンサー stalking his pray...slowly...then I took the glass and stabbed him right through his wind pipe. The blood was warm as it hit my face. And I took the glass and did it again. I saw hat his facial expression was the same one that Matt had made when I had stabbed him. He then turned around grabbed the 襟, 首輪 of my シャツ and tried to say something. Although the word was not very clear it sounded as if he 発言しました "thank you"
Once again I had done something I shouldn't have done. So I started to run again. I ran into a thrift ショップ and looked around.
" may I help あなた miss?" The man said.
"No..no one can help"
Then his smile quickly dropped and he turned around.
"Wait. Maybe あなた can. Do あなた guys sell switch blades here?"
He turned back around and started to speak.
"Yes. They are over there in that back corner."
"Great. What about lipstick? または any black clothing?...wigs maybe?"
"yes. Over there. Are あなた alright miss?"
"yes never been better. あなた have a nice 日 sir"
'Uhhh..thanks あなた to..'clears throat' miss
I walk out of the store and into a dark alley..then I see a deserted old hotel so i welcome myself in. I look around. No one here so might as well live here. So i go up the dusty old steps and into the bathroom. I looked into the cracked glass and smile. Then I dressed myself and caked my face with makeup.
"Show time"
To be continued...
"Thanks...and あなた to mam"
I was as good as an actress as it was gonna get. Amazingly he actually fell for it.
Dear Obi,
It has been forever since i seen あなた last. When will あなた come home?
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Dear Lorrain,
I wish i could tell あなた how i feel.
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Dear Obi,
why dont あなた answer me back?
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Dear Lorrain,
Its hard to explain, i dont think i can make あなた understand.
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Dear Obi,
why what is it あなた want to say?
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Dear Lorrain,
I know we were フレンズ but i think i 愛 you.
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It has been forever since i seen あなた last. When will あなた come home?
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Dear Lorrain,
I wish i could tell あなた how i feel.
[SEND] [DELETE]
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Dear Obi,
why dont あなた answer me back?
[REPLY] [DELETE]
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Dear Lorrain,
Its hard to explain, i dont think i can make あなた understand.
[SEND] [DELETE]
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Dear Obi,
why what is it あなた want to say?
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Dear Lorrain,
I know we were フレンズ but i think i 愛 you.
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PS: Its about a boy who loves his best friend but she doesnt 愛 him back. I know its kind of an awkward thing but its just a beginning and i would like to know what あなた think.
Still I 表示する No Pain
© Sarah
I don’t scream
I don’t 表示する no fear
I 表示する hate
My face was burning
I wanted to die
Pleasure themselves
But torture me
I don’t cry
Not giving them the satisfaction
Smacked around
Beat down
Still I 表示する now pain
Harder and Harder
Still I 表示する no pain
Cursing
Still I 表示する no pain
Inside me
Still I 表示する no pain
About 2 hours
Felt like a life time
Everything they hoped for they didn’t get
Until I got home
I cried my eyes out
In the shower
I cried my eyes out
On my bed
I cried my eyes out
Best フレンズ shoulder
I cried my eyes out
When ever I think about it
I cry my eyes out
When someone touches me
I feel it again
Until I’m aware that its someone I love
And I grow comfortable again
Source: Still I 表示する No Pain, Rape Poems link
© Sarah
I don’t scream
I don’t 表示する no fear
I 表示する hate
My face was burning
I wanted to die
Pleasure themselves
But torture me
I don’t cry
Not giving them the satisfaction
Smacked around
Beat down
Still I 表示する now pain
Harder and Harder
Still I 表示する no pain
Cursing
Still I 表示する no pain
Inside me
Still I 表示する no pain
About 2 hours
Felt like a life time
Everything they hoped for they didn’t get
Until I got home
I cried my eyes out
In the shower
I cried my eyes out
On my bed
I cried my eyes out
Best フレンズ shoulder
I cried my eyes out
When ever I think about it
I cry my eyes out
When someone touches me
I feel it again
Until I’m aware that its someone I love
And I grow comfortable again
Source: Still I 表示する No Pain, Rape Poems link
I know it's cheesy, but i have no other way to put it
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あなた see me cry,
あなた see me bleed,
あなた see my hurt,
so why wont あなた talk to me?
あなた see me look at あなた when あなた walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.
How does it feel,
when the one あなた love,
thinks you're a freak?
You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when あなた smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?
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Tell me, are あなた in 愛 with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks によって me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(
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あなた see me cry,
あなた see me bleed,
あなた see my hurt,
so why wont あなた talk to me?
あなた see me look at あなた when あなた walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.
How does it feel,
when the one あなた love,
thinks you're a freak?
You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when あなた smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?
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Tell me, are あなた in 愛 with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks によって me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(
(The Ones I love) My Family
I remember when we first met
And I remember あなた smiling
Can it be true?
That one day
あなた would be my everything
I remember growing up
I remember the laughter that we shared
And remember あなた taught me
to seize the moment
and one 日 I will prove to あなた and me
Can't be right
All m life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When あなた leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
Stay together forever
But I know that one day
You'll have to leave me all the same
I wonder if あなた know
How much I 愛 you
And beleive that every word is true
You've watched me grow up strong
And I know it might seem wrong
But you've earned your rest
So rest your head and dream for me
Can't be right
All my life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When あなた leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
stay together forever
But I know that one 日
You'll leavev me all the same
I remember when we first met
And I remember あなた smiling
Can it be true?
That one day
あなた would be my everything
I remember growing up
I remember the laughter that we shared
And remember あなた taught me
to seize the moment
and one 日 I will prove to あなた and me
Can't be right
All m life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When あなた leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
Stay together forever
But I know that one day
You'll have to leave me all the same
I wonder if あなた know
How much I 愛 you
And beleive that every word is true
You've watched me grow up strong
And I know it might seem wrong
But you've earned your rest
So rest your head and dream for me
Can't be right
All my life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When あなた leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
stay together forever
But I know that one 日
You'll leavev me all the same