Another 日 passed によって and I had forgot how much I longed for my prince to come back soon because I had so much fun nowadays.

There wasn't so much left now until he would come back, just 3 days so maybe I should go back to the 城 again.

I left the same 日 with a hope on that my nightmares wouldn't return.

No one noticed my return except one of the servants, her name was Heather just like one of my お気に入り flowers.
"Your highness where have あなた been, I've been looking everywhere in the 城 for you, is something wrong", she asked me.
"Yes, but I don't feel like telling あなた about it, it's too complicated and I'm not in the mood of telling you, maybe I will someday. あなた wonderd where I've been, how can あなた still not remember my お気に入り place apart from here, the little cottage underneath this place", I replied angry over her short memory
"Sorry, I'll try to remember it now, well I hope you'll be alright and don't be so angry over my memory, you're known to be optimistic so get over it", Heather told me.
"It's hard to get over things like this at the moment, I feel as if I can't control my temper almost, I wished I could be less angry about this, but right now it annoys me, あなた have the memory of a goldenfish", I 発言しました

At this point I almost wanted to scream at her because she really didn't calm me down now, but made me もっと見る mad, but I knew it was no good idea to do it so I went to my room and shut the door so I could get away my anger quicker without having to yell at someone because I knew that it wouldn't help.

Later someone knocked on my door, I thought it was Heather, but it luckily wasn't her, it was my お気に入り servant of all Rose, which also was my お気に入り flower.
"Hi, I heard from Heather that あなた where back and that あなた got angry over her short memory, but I'll make あなた feel better, now she also told me that あなた 発言しました there was something wrong with you, how about a cup of お茶, 紅茶 in the dining room and we can talk about your problem, don't worry, I won't tell anyone else about it", she said.
"Sounds great, I'll just change dress and I'll be there in about 15 minutes", I replied and looked at my dress which I'd used for 4 days in a row.
"Okay, take your time", Rose replied and then she left and closed the door.

Now which dress would I wear? I looked at all my dresses until I chose a lightpink dress and left the room to go to the dining room where Rose awaited.

There she was sitting and she held two cups of freshly made tea, she held a chair for me so I sat down on that chair and she gave me one of the cups.
"Now, what's your problem", she asked
"A week 前 I started to get nightmares, they where variating, but they where all horrible, it had begun because that same 日 I had visited the 城 I used to live in and when I came to the dungeoun I got so scared and that was what gave me nightmares, after 3 days I left the 城 to stay in the cottage I lived in when my stepmother was after me, I didn't got any nightmares there and i had a good time there so today I decided to go back to the 城 and here I am", I told Rose.
"We all get nightmares, but it's not funny when they start to appear every night, the thing あなた did that 日 that made あなた scared is probably the reason to why your nightmares began to appear every night when あなた still where in the castle, but when あなた went to the cottage the nightmares couldn't appear since that's a place where あなた feel safe", Rose replied.
"Thanks for your explanations, I feel so much better and calmer now and the お茶, 紅茶 was delicious", I 発言しました with a bright smile
"You're welcome, maybe we can do something もっと見る together and talk about other things, I really want to see the cottage and I have nothing to do right now, it's weird, but I don't know your background story, maybe あなた can tell me your story when we are at the cottage", Rose suggested.
"Sounds great, maybe we can do it tomorrow because it's getting late now", I suggested.
"Of course, I don't have many things to do that 日 either, it's weird, but I don't need to work so much compared to the other servants probably because they know how much I 愛 あなた so they let me spend time with you", Rose replied.

That night I went to sleep without any worries over that my nightmares would come back または my prince because Rose's アドバイス had made me feel better and my optimism came back at last.
(End Of Part 4)