As most of あなた know I wrote a letter to my friend who's a girl that I'm in 愛 with. I gave it to her early at school, I told her not to read it until she got ホーム and not to tell anyone about it, especially her boyfriend. When she got ホーム and she read it she called me and it turns out she loves me too. I use to ask her if she had those kind of feelings for me and she 発言しました no but today she told me she lied. So this is what ディズニー 愛 feels like! WE'RE IN LOVE! She's going to break up with her boyfriend but it's not just because it me. Actually she thinks he's really clingy and that he's kinda a creepy stalker with disturbing thoughts. CuteDiana suggested that I 表示する everyone my letter, so here it is.

こんにちは Candice, it’s me Chris! Look I know you’re moving away but I wish that I could do something to stop あなた from leaving. I’ve had other フレンズ 移動する to different schools but it was different with あなた because you’re もっと見る than just my best friend. In choir I was trying not to cry and to hold back the tears so あなた wouldn’t see me cry. I got really mad at あなた and 発言しました that I hated あなた but あなた know I didn’t really mean it. Actually the truth is that I actually think of あなた as もっと見る than a best friend または a sister. When I got ホーム I listened to sad 愛 songs and I cried, than I realized why I was crying because it takes something really strong to make me cry. When I was thinking about あなた I had knots in my stomach and I really care about you. Actually I felt that every time I thought about you, and it took me a long while to realize it but I’m in 愛 with you.

I know that we sort of tried to 日付 during freshman 年 but that didn’t really count because it was only for a day. Messing that up によって breaking up with あなた was the stupidest thing I’ve ever done. I was just scared because I was afraid of committing to a relationship and if it didn’t work out what would happen to our friendship. I know what あなた and Ryan are together but I really wanted あなた to know how I feel. If あなた truly 愛 Ryan もっと見る than anything and would to anything to be with him, I’ll just leave あなた alone. Ryan’s our friend and I don’t want to make him mad at me for stealing あなた from him. あなた and Ryan have known each other since kindergarten and I’ve only known あなた since freshman year. However ever since we broke up I kept thinking if あなた and me were meant to be. I even sometimes had dreams where we were at school and a natural disaster happened, I thought we would die and I 発言しました that I loved you. I kept thinking if あなた and me were like one of those stories where the main character and the best friend fall in love, but they were unaware of their real feelings until the end.

I know あなた use to think of me that way and I don’t know if あなた still do but if あなた do than tell me. Even if あなた don’t we’ll always be best friends. Also I wish あなた would try to convince your mom to let あなた stay here and not go to a different school because you’re the only one at school who keeps me sane. You’re the only unique girl at the school the others are either stuck-up snobs, perky girly girls, girls who are messed up(like on drugs, smoking, または got pregnant) and angry with their parents, または Emo’s/Goths who cut themselves. I can’t go on without you! I need あなた によって my side at school! I can’t live without あなた because my life wouldn’t be complete without you. Please just try to convince her! Even if あなた can’t and あなた do 愛 me, I’ll get my license and drive to see あなた every Saturday. I’ll call あなた everyday to talk to you! Even if あなた don’t 愛 me I’ll still call あなた every 日 to talk to you. I would give up everything to have あなた stay here! I’ll be a nicer person, I’ll be less aggressive, I’ll be less hotheaded, in fact I’d even give up my career as a book writer!

Even if you’re ハート, 心 was never meant to be mine, we’ll always be best friends. I wanted to take a chance and see what would happen. If you’re truly happy with Ryan and 愛 him than I’ll be happy for you. You’re happiness is my happiness! I know あなた don’t want to leave and あなた won’t be happy so あなた really should try to stay! Please stay! I don’t wanna lose you! Without あなた I won’t be able to make it through high school. Even if あなた don’t 愛 me please at least try! I didn’t know what would happen if I didn’t try to tell あなた about this and I’m still scared. So what do あなた have to lose? Your mom is just running away from her problems and that’s something parents are suppose to teach kids not to do! I’d do anything to help あなた stay! I 愛 you! You’re nice, funny, pretty, entertaining, a good friend, and the most unique person I’ve ever met! Please don’t leave me, I 愛 you!