My dress fluttered backwards, anchoring me back as I ran for my life, through the thick green Forrest trees. But that wasn't stopping me. my hair, usually dead straight, my fringe usually braided to the side now blue everywhere in a 塔の上のラプンツェル mess.
"Emily!" my hunters called in anxious voices, bringing me to a stop, I didn't realy know why I was running, mas it because my boyfriend had been standing infront of me, and then with a blink of an eye, he was across the room. That's something khyrin should have brought up on a first date, I'm 17, I'm not in to chick flicks, I'm a frigan teleporter... または maybe it was because mi bestfriend, khyrins sisters had just decided to 登録する in, in freaking me out, Samarah, 発言しました he didn't want a rainy day, and all of a sudden out came the sun, または Katelyn I thought she new me better than any one... Stupid mind reader, または maybe, maybe it was that steph and kakira, ( the twins) went and controlled 火災, 火 and ice. または it even could e tht the only family I have left in the world, my 2 well 3 brothers ( but roran was out of town) thought they'd 登録する in on the party...
Well zennyk, felt the need to run 19 laps around the room within 2.57 秒 または maybe it was because Tyler disapeared. または it could have something to do with mi adoptive father, thinking I needed to calm down, placed a nice warm hand on mi neck and I didn't feel the need to scream anymore, I'd just quietly stood there shakeing in my skin, but as soon as I'd had the chance, I ran for it,
Frayer ( my father) was too far behind me too slow me down now.
"Em" someone called bringing me out of my flash back and back to reality. I took off.
Fray had no control over my emotions so fear and surprise drove me faster
"Em " a familiar voice called, bringing me back to a stand still, "em, don't be scared it's okay, just hear us out" she calmed me,
" em" another joined in.
" Millie," khyrins voice called, they were closer than I would have thought.
I started hyperventallating, what should I do, what could I do, do I turn back, do I keep going, do I hide from my own family.
"Millie," khyrins voice came from behind me, I slowly turned to spot him and Samarah, a few trees away
"em it's okay" Samarah 発言しました raising her arms in reasurance. I took another step back, watching my hunters, a restraining hand caught my shoulder and a warm finger was placed on mi bait neck, shocked I jolted backwards to see fray,
" dad" Samarah 発言しました with worry, as fray placed his hand back onto my neck, as I tried to shrug him off.
He nodded obviousley understanding something I didn't, "khyrin, catch her"
I tried to step back again, but fray held tight. Khy stepped forward, his long shaggy spiked out hair, blowing around with the breeze.
I tried to shrug him off one last time, but fray held tight as khy stepped フォワード, 前進, 楽しみにして and placed a strong grip, on my waist, a shudder ran down mi spine, the moment he touched me.
"it's ok babee" he 発言しました , feeling mi unease
" ready" fray asked,
" yep, I got her"
I flinched away and he smiled an apologetic smile, his green eyes sparkling, tht wasn't fare how could he still dazzle me like that.
" Samarah go tell the others," I heard fray murmered before he placed his whole hand in the back of my neck and a wave of lethargy, washed over me, I felt my eyelids droup shut without mi permission
I forced them up, and tried to push myself away from frayers hand but khyrin held me firm and frays hens never left it's spot, I tried again with an even weaker push, but yet again I stayed still.
" don't fight it Em" a voice echod from the Forrest edge and I pushed mi head up with all my might to catch a glimpse of mi brother zennyk standing completely still,
" hes rite millie, lett itt take ovaa" the words started to slur together as I fell into unconciousnes
So tell me wat u think???
"Emily!" my hunters called in anxious voices, bringing me to a stop, I didn't realy know why I was running, mas it because my boyfriend had been standing infront of me, and then with a blink of an eye, he was across the room. That's something khyrin should have brought up on a first date, I'm 17, I'm not in to chick flicks, I'm a frigan teleporter... または maybe it was because mi bestfriend, khyrins sisters had just decided to 登録する in, in freaking me out, Samarah, 発言しました he didn't want a rainy day, and all of a sudden out came the sun, または Katelyn I thought she new me better than any one... Stupid mind reader, または maybe, maybe it was that steph and kakira, ( the twins) went and controlled 火災, 火 and ice. または it even could e tht the only family I have left in the world, my 2 well 3 brothers ( but roran was out of town) thought they'd 登録する in on the party...
Well zennyk, felt the need to run 19 laps around the room within 2.57 秒 または maybe it was because Tyler disapeared. または it could have something to do with mi adoptive father, thinking I needed to calm down, placed a nice warm hand on mi neck and I didn't feel the need to scream anymore, I'd just quietly stood there shakeing in my skin, but as soon as I'd had the chance, I ran for it,
Frayer ( my father) was too far behind me too slow me down now.
"Em" someone called bringing me out of my flash back and back to reality. I took off.
Fray had no control over my emotions so fear and surprise drove me faster
"Em " a familiar voice called, bringing me back to a stand still, "em, don't be scared it's okay, just hear us out" she calmed me,
" em" another joined in.
" Millie," khyrins voice called, they were closer than I would have thought.
I started hyperventallating, what should I do, what could I do, do I turn back, do I keep going, do I hide from my own family.
"Millie," khyrins voice came from behind me, I slowly turned to spot him and Samarah, a few trees away
"em it's okay" Samarah 発言しました raising her arms in reasurance. I took another step back, watching my hunters, a restraining hand caught my shoulder and a warm finger was placed on mi bait neck, shocked I jolted backwards to see fray,
" dad" Samarah 発言しました with worry, as fray placed his hand back onto my neck, as I tried to shrug him off.
He nodded obviousley understanding something I didn't, "khyrin, catch her"
I tried to step back again, but fray held tight. Khy stepped forward, his long shaggy spiked out hair, blowing around with the breeze.
I tried to shrug him off one last time, but fray held tight as khy stepped フォワード, 前進, 楽しみにして and placed a strong grip, on my waist, a shudder ran down mi spine, the moment he touched me.
"it's ok babee" he 発言しました , feeling mi unease
" ready" fray asked,
" yep, I got her"
I flinched away and he smiled an apologetic smile, his green eyes sparkling, tht wasn't fare how could he still dazzle me like that.
" Samarah go tell the others," I heard fray murmered before he placed his whole hand in the back of my neck and a wave of lethargy, washed over me, I felt my eyelids droup shut without mi permission
I forced them up, and tried to push myself away from frayers hand but khyrin held me firm and frays hens never left it's spot, I tried again with an even weaker push, but yet again I stayed still.
" don't fight it Em" a voice echod from the Forrest edge and I pushed mi head up with all my might to catch a glimpse of mi brother zennyk standing completely still,
" hes rite millie, lett itt take ovaa" the words started to slur together as I fell into unconciousnes
So tell me wat u think???
I am not nice but I feel.
I wonder but I don't know
what about.
I hear people talking but I never know what they say.
I see many thinks but never know what I'm looking at.
I want people to look to the past but not dwell on it.
I pretend to be something I'm not.
I fell things i cant see.
I touch and the smoothest things feel rough.
I worry that the 日 will never end.
I cry but tears never come.
I understand that not ever ones the same.
I say something i don't mean.
I dream but only see blackness.
I hope that someday someone we'll see through my shield I put up and see me.
I am not nice but i feel.
I am who I am!
I’m quiet on the outside
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame あなた for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame あなた for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame あなた for not feeling my ハート, 心 breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish あなた would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame あなた for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame あなた for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame あなた for not feeling my ハート, 心 breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish あなた would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
Chapter 1:The begaining
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had 与えられた birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short によって the evil hands of fate and the mind.
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had 与えられた birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short によって the evil hands of fate and the mind.