I look back on all those memories,
and wonder, what did this all mean to me?
i new there where feelings,
i loved you!
i loved you!
i cant deny that i didn't,
but now i think back and once again wonder,
what is it that i fell for,
your controlling,
your exhausting,
i cant trust you,
i cant be around my own friends,
guys または girls,
あなた just don't let,
Ive finally come to realize,
that none of this is my fault,
it wasn't me who tore the hearts,
it was you,
your ripped,
あなた tore,
あなた broke,
あなた yelled,
and あなた screamed,
あなた caused me all of this misery,
あなた brought these scars upon my wrists,
and あなた punched the hole in my heart,
i blamed myself,
out of my own stupidity,
i hate you!
i hate you!
this is what あなた did to me!
take a look at that picture!
and look at it closely!
fucking look at it!
i carved my 愛 for you,
i carved it into my arm,
so that everyone can see,
that these are the things あなた did to me,
don't listen to his bullshit,
as its waste of time,
don't waste your life in love,
cause all it does is tear あなた apart,
愛 is just an excuse to die,
because once あなた play the cards of love,
your ハート, 心 breaks and turns stone cold,
then you'll end up walkin' the death road,
i dug my grave,
so i'll fucking die in it,
thankyou verry much,
cause this is what youve done,
so here i go,
never to be seen again,
fuck you,
i really hate you,
these are my last words,
I LOVED YOU
and wonder, what did this all mean to me?
i new there where feelings,
i loved you!
i loved you!
i cant deny that i didn't,
but now i think back and once again wonder,
what is it that i fell for,
your controlling,
your exhausting,
i cant trust you,
i cant be around my own friends,
guys または girls,
あなた just don't let,
Ive finally come to realize,
that none of this is my fault,
it wasn't me who tore the hearts,
it was you,
your ripped,
あなた tore,
あなた broke,
あなた yelled,
and あなた screamed,
あなた caused me all of this misery,
あなた brought these scars upon my wrists,
and あなた punched the hole in my heart,
i blamed myself,
out of my own stupidity,
i hate you!
i hate you!
this is what あなた did to me!
take a look at that picture!
and look at it closely!
fucking look at it!
i carved my 愛 for you,
i carved it into my arm,
so that everyone can see,
that these are the things あなた did to me,
don't listen to his bullshit,
as its waste of time,
don't waste your life in love,
cause all it does is tear あなた apart,
愛 is just an excuse to die,
because once あなた play the cards of love,
your ハート, 心 breaks and turns stone cold,
then you'll end up walkin' the death road,
i dug my grave,
so i'll fucking die in it,
thankyou verry much,
cause this is what youve done,
so here i go,
never to be seen again,
fuck you,
i really hate you,
these are my last words,
I LOVED YOU
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I 発言しました was true.
And when I 発言しました I 愛 you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought あなた would be there through the times that I needed あなた the most.
I thought あなた would be there to help me
When your 愛 was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking あなた would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I 発言しました was true.
And when I 発言しました I 愛 you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought あなた would be there through the times that I needed あなた the most.
I thought あなた would be there to help me
When your 愛 was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking あなた would be there catch me.
some amature suff
Dream Of My 愛 So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
キス and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This 愛 is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But もっと見る dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see あなた someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My 愛 So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
キス and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This 愛 is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But もっと見る dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see あなた someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung によって Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they 発言しました they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No フレンズ tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. あなた hurt me. あなた blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they 発言しました they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No フレンズ tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. あなた hurt me. あなた blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
I don’t think I could ever 愛 someone like I loved you
あなた are my first and last 愛
あなた go I go
あなた stay I stay
And あなた might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way 愛 is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
あなた will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So あなた can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains あなた can be my shelter.
I will tell あなた my feelings and あなた will tell me yours.
We can laugh and キッス and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
あなた can take me home
I will let あなた hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch あなた give me
I will be satisfied.
あなた are my first and last 愛
あなた go I go
あなた stay I stay
And あなた might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way 愛 is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
あなた will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So あなた can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains あなた can be my shelter.
I will tell あなた my feelings and あなた will tell me yours.
We can laugh and キッス and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
あなた can take me home
I will let あなた hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch あなた give me
I will be satisfied.
pain fills my ハート, 心 and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed によって the hand and pulled out によって a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb によって limb, every string of my ハート, 心 played によって the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, または so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion あなた can't replace and I faced it everyday または so for a 年 and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my ハート, 心 and soul that あなた will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...
Black roses;
They became the バラ that where once red,
They became this Black when my ハート, 心 bled,
They Represent my Sorrows,
They represent the path my ハート, 心 follows,
Black roses;
the symbol of my heart,
this is what it became, once i fell apart
Black roses,
there's a beauty hidden in this Darkened rose,
as it Stands innocently Maintaining its pose,
A beauty that Attracts those who have gone astray,
it frees them of thier hearts pain,
Black roses;
So beautiful あなた are,
Your as raidient as a shining star
Razor blade roses,
free me of your grip,
as your sharp ends are causing my skin to split,
Theres nothing like this pain,
but for this moment, i will let the blood rain,
the beauty pours from its core,
Spreading eagerly across its Petal covered floors,
Pain becomes pleasure,
As this rose is tempting me with its beauty,
free me from your grip,
and let the blades slip
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They became the バラ that where once red,
They became this Black when my ハート, 心 bled,
They Represent my Sorrows,
They represent the path my ハート, 心 follows,
Black roses;
the symbol of my heart,
this is what it became, once i fell apart
Black roses,
there's a beauty hidden in this Darkened rose,
as it Stands innocently Maintaining its pose,
A beauty that Attracts those who have gone astray,
it frees them of thier hearts pain,
Black roses;
So beautiful あなた are,
Your as raidient as a shining star
Razor blade roses,
free me of your grip,
as your sharp ends are causing my skin to split,
Theres nothing like this pain,
but for this moment, i will let the blood rain,
the beauty pours from its core,
Spreading eagerly across its Petal covered floors,
Pain becomes pleasure,
As this rose is tempting me with its beauty,
free me from your grip,
and let the blades slip
i hpoe あなた like them (: