People, is it just me または did Kanda get even もっと見る dreamier [if that's even possible] after he came back?

He smiles a lot もっと見る now and his smile is so dreamy!~!
And he came back, even though he was free...
And he also goes to 検索 for Allen Walker because his guilt won't let him die peacefully.
And he can't regenerate anymore, which means he's taking a huge risk.