At that 日 I was Unable to Study & I was Unable to Focus!!! Cuz I Wasn't Feeling Good& My Mind was with You….I was missing you<3
So I took a white paper & I started 書く on it about these feelings about あなた Cuz I knew if I did that I 'll Feel Better……....
……….& really Iam usually using this way''writing'' to empty my ハート, 心 from those feelings which Must come out cuz they will hurt Me if I didn't talk about them & a person must be present to listen to Me…and here iam using this paper as a person!!!!May be iam weird when iam doing that But May be Some of あなた have this habit too!!!
I think it is a very Helpfull Way to talk about Your Thoughts & feelings Specially when あなた are Feeling that あなた are Alon in this Big World!!!!
So in that night After I wrote my feelings..i felt better at that night But Still Missing あなた & もっと見る & もっと見る 日 によって day!!!& till now I can't study Cuz What I wrote in the paper is Still stuck in my mind So I converted it to this 記事 Cuz I will feel better When あなた Know how Iam feeling About You<3&cuz I want あなた to know That My absence from ファンポップ for many days または may be they will become months:-
1st don't mean that I ignored あなた または I Forgot あなた Cuz That will Never Happen!!!!!
2nd will not be a reason for あなた to forget me& cut your friendship with me!!!!!!!!!
And this was the main reason That lead me to write this article!!!!!Cuz I Don't want To lose あなた I don't want to lose Your friendships cuz
Good フレンズ are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget!
This is what I wrote in the paper::::::::::::::-
I 愛 あなた ALL…really あなた don't know how my life Have changed after I met each one of You<3
& iam feeling that iam rich because I have You& I learned from each one of あなた the meaning and the feeling of friendship<3
"Thanks very much for the God for having あなた In my life''
link Right I only got one true BFF in my real life Which is& she is very amazing person.we 愛 each other very much& we are always together^^
& Now because of あなた iam feeling that I'm Rich in having BFFs
If u ask me: what does ファンポップ Mean to You?
My answar is ''friendship" "My True BFFs" "You"
Even May be not all of あなた 愛 Me But Be sure that I 愛 あなた a lot& I 愛 each one of あなた in a special way<3
With out you..I can't be strong& I can't achieve My Goals in the real life.
&the reason of my absence is my College cuz this 年 iam in the 3rd stage& it is the
Most difficult basic stage rather than the final 6th stage &even I don't have free time& I have to study&do my Best cuz if I didn't.. there will be a huge accumulation of the lectures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!many students of the last 年 didn't pass this stage because of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So please don't leave me alon!!!cuz I really need u to stand によって me<3
My Closest BFF
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My closest BFF<<<<>>>>I know it was imp for u to know my thoughts & my special feelings about each one of You.but I didn't write them beside your names cuz I want to make for each one of あなた a special 記事 in futur cuz あなた are all so Special for ME
My also friends
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