Emmett and Edward rushed over to me.I looked at Em who was turning redder each second. Edward looked at me and wrapped me up in his arms.I jumped a little, I felt this surge of electricity rush up my arm and I was craving more.
"You're the 尻, お尻 wipe who got my sister pregnant?"Em yelled at him.I saw his fist clench up.I moved out of Edward's grip and stood in front of Emmett and put my hand on his chest and I felt him relax a little.
"Em,calm down...I can fight my own battles."I told him and he just rolled his eyes.
"Bella,This...bastard sends あなた a check each month..He doesn't even know who this wonderful little girl is!!Are あなた going to let him get away with that?"He asked me.
"We'll talk about this later,can we go now?"I asked him.He rolled his eyes grabbed Rose's hand and walked away.
Once we where in the car, I took out my phone and began to text my best friend,Alice Brandon-Hale.
I saw him.. I texted her
No way!!!What happened?? she texted back.
Em took me to a party and HE was there and he couldn't even say anything,he just 発言しました my name and that was it.
Ahhh.Did Em hit him 4 me?
No Ali,He didn't hit him..I wouldn't let him,but Em is still pissed off, do あなた remember how he was after I told him that he wanted to have nothing to do with Lilly?
Yea
It's like that but a million times worse,it looks like he's about to break the steering wheel.
....wow...
I looked out the window as the car stopped we pulled up to a little ダイナー, 食堂 and got out.
Yea.I'll talk to あなた later Ali...Love ya I texted her and put my phone on vibrate.
Once we where settled in our booth and ordered our food.I began to talk.
"Em,do あなた 愛 me?"I asked him.He shook his head yes."Do あなた 愛 Lilly?"He shook his head again.
"Well, あなた have to let me make my own desicions for Lilly and I.I'm twenty-three years old for god's sake...If I thought I was making a mistake in Lilly's life I would have corrected it.I don't want her around him,even if he wanted her,it would be his parents that wouldn't accept that and I will not let my daughter around that."I finished.I looked over at Emmett, whose head was down and he mumbled a quick apology.
***
The 次 couple of weeks went によって slowly.I hung out with Edward every 日 when Emmett was at work.
I was beginning to like him...a lot. He was funny, he played the piano, gorgeous, and he cared for me and Always wanted to know もっと見る about Lilly. He even asked me out on a couple of dates,which were perfect!.
I couldn't wait for today though,I was getting my baby back.I missed her so much.
"Are あなた okay Bella?"Emmett asked me on the way to the airport.
"I'm great...It's just that,I haven't seen her in a WHOLE 月 and I miss her.You probably wouldn't get it...Just wait until あなた have kids of your own and you'll know what I mean."I told him.
Once at the airport I ran to Lilly's terminal,leaving Emmett to follow me. I stood there looking around for her.
"Mommy!!!"I heard her voice but couldn't see her yet.I turned around and she was running towards me. I squatted down and she ran into my arms and I crushed her to my chest.
"Ladybug,I missed to so much."I cooed into her ear and she giggled a little.
"I missed あなた too,but Momma, you're squishin' me."She 発言しました and giggled some more. I put her down and looked over her, making sure there was no scratches または bruises on her.She giggled as I did it.
I picked her up and we waited for Emmett. When she saw him she sqeauled with delight,I put her down and she ran to him and jumped into his arms.
"Uncle Emmie!!"She yelled at him and wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Baby Bear!"He yelled back and laughed.I walked over to them and we walked towards the car.
***
When we got home, I put Lilly down for her nap and unpacked her bags. I was on the phone with the realtor when Edward knocked on my door. I held up a finger and told him to wait and he sat on the ベッド and looked at Lilly.I smiled and finished my conversation.
Once I was done,He was sleeping 次 to Lilly.I left to get my camera. When I came back,Lilly was snuggled into Edward's chest and He was holding her close,Like that was his own child.Before I closed my eyes,I wished everyday was like this...
"You're the 尻, お尻 wipe who got my sister pregnant?"Em yelled at him.I saw his fist clench up.I moved out of Edward's grip and stood in front of Emmett and put my hand on his chest and I felt him relax a little.
"Em,calm down...I can fight my own battles."I told him and he just rolled his eyes.
"Bella,This...bastard sends あなた a check each month..He doesn't even know who this wonderful little girl is!!Are あなた going to let him get away with that?"He asked me.
"We'll talk about this later,can we go now?"I asked him.He rolled his eyes grabbed Rose's hand and walked away.
Once we where in the car, I took out my phone and began to text my best friend,Alice Brandon-Hale.
I saw him.. I texted her
No way!!!What happened?? she texted back.
Em took me to a party and HE was there and he couldn't even say anything,he just 発言しました my name and that was it.
Ahhh.Did Em hit him 4 me?
No Ali,He didn't hit him..I wouldn't let him,but Em is still pissed off, do あなた remember how he was after I told him that he wanted to have nothing to do with Lilly?
Yea
It's like that but a million times worse,it looks like he's about to break the steering wheel.
....wow...
I looked out the window as the car stopped we pulled up to a little ダイナー, 食堂 and got out.
Yea.I'll talk to あなた later Ali...Love ya I texted her and put my phone on vibrate.
Once we where settled in our booth and ordered our food.I began to talk.
"Em,do あなた 愛 me?"I asked him.He shook his head yes."Do あなた 愛 Lilly?"He shook his head again.
"Well, あなた have to let me make my own desicions for Lilly and I.I'm twenty-three years old for god's sake...If I thought I was making a mistake in Lilly's life I would have corrected it.I don't want her around him,even if he wanted her,it would be his parents that wouldn't accept that and I will not let my daughter around that."I finished.I looked over at Emmett, whose head was down and he mumbled a quick apology.
***
The 次 couple of weeks went によって slowly.I hung out with Edward every 日 when Emmett was at work.
I was beginning to like him...a lot. He was funny, he played the piano, gorgeous, and he cared for me and Always wanted to know もっと見る about Lilly. He even asked me out on a couple of dates,which were perfect!.
I couldn't wait for today though,I was getting my baby back.I missed her so much.
"Are あなた okay Bella?"Emmett asked me on the way to the airport.
"I'm great...It's just that,I haven't seen her in a WHOLE 月 and I miss her.You probably wouldn't get it...Just wait until あなた have kids of your own and you'll know what I mean."I told him.
Once at the airport I ran to Lilly's terminal,leaving Emmett to follow me. I stood there looking around for her.
"Mommy!!!"I heard her voice but couldn't see her yet.I turned around and she was running towards me. I squatted down and she ran into my arms and I crushed her to my chest.
"Ladybug,I missed to so much."I cooed into her ear and she giggled a little.
"I missed あなた too,but Momma, you're squishin' me."She 発言しました and giggled some more. I put her down and looked over her, making sure there was no scratches または bruises on her.She giggled as I did it.
I picked her up and we waited for Emmett. When she saw him she sqeauled with delight,I put her down and she ran to him and jumped into his arms.
"Uncle Emmie!!"She yelled at him and wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Baby Bear!"He yelled back and laughed.I walked over to them and we walked towards the car.
***
When we got home, I put Lilly down for her nap and unpacked her bags. I was on the phone with the realtor when Edward knocked on my door. I held up a finger and told him to wait and he sat on the ベッド and looked at Lilly.I smiled and finished my conversation.
Once I was done,He was sleeping 次 to Lilly.I left to get my camera. When I came back,Lilly was snuggled into Edward's chest and He was holding her close,Like that was his own child.Before I closed my eyes,I wished everyday was like this...
God and His priests and His kings
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and 子羊, ラム
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What あなた are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What あなた are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What あなた are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and 子羊, ラム
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What あなた are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What あなた are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What あなた are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
An innocent child in New Orleans
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no 愛 in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no 愛 in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 愛 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take あなた out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 愛 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 愛 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 愛 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take あなた out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 愛 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 愛 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything あなた want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything あなた want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what あなた won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
あなた barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let あなた talk me
Won’t let あなた talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what あなた won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
あなた barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let あなた talk me
Won’t let あなた talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Ah, ah, ah ,ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I seek あなた out
Flay あなた alive
One もっと見る word and あなた won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
See right through あなた any hour
I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for あなた to gain
I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace
I won’t soothe your pain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I won’t ease your strain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
You’ll be waiting in vain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I got nothing for あなた to gain
Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze
And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I seek あなた out
Flay あなた alive
One もっと見る word and あなた won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
See right through あなた any hour
I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for あなた to gain
I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace
I won’t soothe your pain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I won’t ease your strain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
You’ll be waiting in vain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I got nothing for あなた to gain
Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze
And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
When the thorn ブッシュ turns white that’s when I’ll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back ホーム with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As あなた watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear あなた calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come ホーム how will I ever leave
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back ホーム with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As あなた watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear あなた calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come ホーム how will I ever leave