i diddnt know how to take Edward patience and becoming obession when i saw him waiting at my home.
I dont know what was growing inside me, but i just made me mad, and angry and wanted to lash out. Was i jealous? OMG YES I WAS! that leah girl ストール, 盗んだ my boyfriend!!
i'd never been a bitchy girl that seeked revenge only because i never had any reason too, but this is jacob! and i could see that there were parts of him that still wanted me, and i wasnt going to give up, i still have my chance.
Maybe she forces him... i always knew i was a very lucky girl when jacob was the one that showed interest first.
But i had a bigger connection with jacob then any other girl. where was leah there when his mother died in that crash?
または stayed on the phone all night when his twin sisters left home, and left him alone with his father. He was soo close with them.
No girl could grow something もっと見る powerfull then that with jacob then what we already have.
Parking my truck on the pavement just outside charlies house. Slamming the door, i wouldnt say によって accident. But i expected it to wake up the entire neighbourhood, even the skeltons on their closests.
Fact: small towns have もっと見る secrets then anywhere else.
edward ran fast then i thought any other ordinary boy could, but he already as beautiful as a god, i bet he proberly was one and could do anything with his amazing perfection.
His perfection just made me mad, made me feel ugly, like i was be-littled によって him. Like i diddnt deserve him.
was that it? Did he think Leah was prettier then me? Was it because i wasnt quillette and she was?
Was it some relgious custom? that あなた had to 愛 within the culture?
"Bella, are あなた ok?" Edward was soft, but his lines in his フォワード, 前進, 楽しみにして were hard, he was like markle cracking. But he was like an angel.
OMG! why was he soo perfect. but i couldn't control it. and i wasnt particulary angry at edward himself, もっと見る angry at myself. But i diddnt want to admitt that losing jacob was all my fault.
"GET OFF ME! its your fault! JACOB DOESNT WANT ME ANYMORE! if あなた hadnt liked me, GO AWAY!!! GOOO!! ok!,"
I screamed. No doubt i spat. But i didnt have control over what i was saying , i was just saying it , but it was helping me realise my angry, if that were even possible. I just wanted him back.
"IF あなた REALLY CARE ABOUT ME HUH? THEN GO DOWN THERE AND BRING HIM BACK TO ME! MAKE HIM 愛 ME AGAIN!! AND WHILE あなた AT IT, BRING MY BABY BACK TOO! its your fault!"
I wailed again in the deepth in his face, his rador was alarming and he was tangling me up in his arms, but i fought. i was afraid to meet his eyes. i could sense the hurt.
i knew i was lying. It wasnt his fault. i just wanted it to be his fault. i wanted to be sure that it wasn't my fault.
Before to long i heard charlie rushing downstairs and jogging heavily now the driveway.
"BELLA!"
Charlie was like glowing to me. he was haven. i felt like a 3 年 old that just grazed her knee and runs over to daddy for a cuddle. then pats her hair and tells them he will キッス it better.
I felt that charlie could heal this heartache.
I fell into him wrapping my arms around him tighter. i wanted to be safe, to be in spot. to stop moviing.
"Its ok edward, i sugest that あなた just go home, shes fine, im so sorry" Charlie spoke peacefully throught my hair.
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"Bella, あなた have to go school today! its monday! i think today あなた should apoligise to Edward. I will call Billy today. " He 発言しました on his way down the stairs. stomping hard to make sure i was awake. BUt he diddnt know i had been awake all night.
i diddnt want to go to school, nor did i even want to move. I wanted to stay in bed, warm as jacob chest was. The sheets will smells like him, from the times he stayed and we made love. Times like that made makes me think if they were even real? But really? There is nothing there to support them. My pregancy was over before it even began または that it even was. so i cant really use that as evidence.
His light spteps climbed up the steps once more. softer in rythem this time. He paused in door-frame, shaking off his usual dad pose.
he solemanly paced to the side of my bed, with his eyes on the floor below, i wouldnt blame him if he diddnt want to look at me, what with me not have slept last night.
"Bella, when i ロスト your mother, i couldn't nor did i know how to go on, she took あなた too. A man cant survive without their little baby girl. あなた were my little baby. I wanted look after you. One 秒 i was holding you, then 次 あなた werent and there was nothing i could to get あなた back.
Ok im not soo good at this, from a girls point of view, but being a teenager, this heal faster and the ocean of wider and deeper. I know あなた loved jacob, but maybe it was a sign, and あなた read it wrong. So dont be unhappy, bella, あなた will 移動する on."
"Dad, i diddnt just 愛 him, i was bonded to him, he 発言しました a word that fully described it, i was imprinted to him, and i think あなた know how we were" i 発言しました throught the sheets, sharing at the 狼, オオカミ picture that balanced on my laptop.
The wolfs eyes were brown, like jacobs.
"Hmm, well によって law, あなた have to go to school, here i will drive you, and if i can, i will pick あなた up early? want that?" he 発言しました in a new tone. But his tone diddnt sink into my mine.
I felt like my was skin was pourless, that no emotion could come in または out, i was a shell, that i could curl up in and hide away.
"No i can drive myself."
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"Bella? can あなた hear me? "
Beep beeep beep.
I dont know what was growing inside me, but i just made me mad, and angry and wanted to lash out. Was i jealous? OMG YES I WAS! that leah girl ストール, 盗んだ my boyfriend!!
i'd never been a bitchy girl that seeked revenge only because i never had any reason too, but this is jacob! and i could see that there were parts of him that still wanted me, and i wasnt going to give up, i still have my chance.
Maybe she forces him... i always knew i was a very lucky girl when jacob was the one that showed interest first.
But i had a bigger connection with jacob then any other girl. where was leah there when his mother died in that crash?
または stayed on the phone all night when his twin sisters left home, and left him alone with his father. He was soo close with them.
No girl could grow something もっと見る powerfull then that with jacob then what we already have.
Parking my truck on the pavement just outside charlies house. Slamming the door, i wouldnt say によって accident. But i expected it to wake up the entire neighbourhood, even the skeltons on their closests.
Fact: small towns have もっと見る secrets then anywhere else.
edward ran fast then i thought any other ordinary boy could, but he already as beautiful as a god, i bet he proberly was one and could do anything with his amazing perfection.
His perfection just made me mad, made me feel ugly, like i was be-littled によって him. Like i diddnt deserve him.
was that it? Did he think Leah was prettier then me? Was it because i wasnt quillette and she was?
Was it some relgious custom? that あなた had to 愛 within the culture?
"Bella, are あなた ok?" Edward was soft, but his lines in his フォワード, 前進, 楽しみにして were hard, he was like markle cracking. But he was like an angel.
OMG! why was he soo perfect. but i couldn't control it. and i wasnt particulary angry at edward himself, もっと見る angry at myself. But i diddnt want to admitt that losing jacob was all my fault.
"GET OFF ME! its your fault! JACOB DOESNT WANT ME ANYMORE! if あなた hadnt liked me, GO AWAY!!! GOOO!! ok!,"
I screamed. No doubt i spat. But i didnt have control over what i was saying , i was just saying it , but it was helping me realise my angry, if that were even possible. I just wanted him back.
"IF あなた REALLY CARE ABOUT ME HUH? THEN GO DOWN THERE AND BRING HIM BACK TO ME! MAKE HIM 愛 ME AGAIN!! AND WHILE あなた AT IT, BRING MY BABY BACK TOO! its your fault!"
I wailed again in the deepth in his face, his rador was alarming and he was tangling me up in his arms, but i fought. i was afraid to meet his eyes. i could sense the hurt.
i knew i was lying. It wasnt his fault. i just wanted it to be his fault. i wanted to be sure that it wasn't my fault.
Before to long i heard charlie rushing downstairs and jogging heavily now the driveway.
"BELLA!"
Charlie was like glowing to me. he was haven. i felt like a 3 年 old that just grazed her knee and runs over to daddy for a cuddle. then pats her hair and tells them he will キッス it better.
I felt that charlie could heal this heartache.
I fell into him wrapping my arms around him tighter. i wanted to be safe, to be in spot. to stop moviing.
"Its ok edward, i sugest that あなた just go home, shes fine, im so sorry" Charlie spoke peacefully throught my hair.
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"Bella, あなた have to go school today! its monday! i think today あなた should apoligise to Edward. I will call Billy today. " He 発言しました on his way down the stairs. stomping hard to make sure i was awake. BUt he diddnt know i had been awake all night.
i diddnt want to go to school, nor did i even want to move. I wanted to stay in bed, warm as jacob chest was. The sheets will smells like him, from the times he stayed and we made love. Times like that made makes me think if they were even real? But really? There is nothing there to support them. My pregancy was over before it even began または that it even was. so i cant really use that as evidence.
His light spteps climbed up the steps once more. softer in rythem this time. He paused in door-frame, shaking off his usual dad pose.
he solemanly paced to the side of my bed, with his eyes on the floor below, i wouldnt blame him if he diddnt want to look at me, what with me not have slept last night.
"Bella, when i ロスト your mother, i couldn't nor did i know how to go on, she took あなた too. A man cant survive without their little baby girl. あなた were my little baby. I wanted look after you. One 秒 i was holding you, then 次 あなた werent and there was nothing i could to get あなた back.
Ok im not soo good at this, from a girls point of view, but being a teenager, this heal faster and the ocean of wider and deeper. I know あなた loved jacob, but maybe it was a sign, and あなた read it wrong. So dont be unhappy, bella, あなた will 移動する on."
"Dad, i diddnt just 愛 him, i was bonded to him, he 発言しました a word that fully described it, i was imprinted to him, and i think あなた know how we were" i 発言しました throught the sheets, sharing at the 狼, オオカミ picture that balanced on my laptop.
The wolfs eyes were brown, like jacobs.
"Hmm, well によって law, あなた have to go to school, here i will drive you, and if i can, i will pick あなた up early? want that?" he 発言しました in a new tone. But his tone diddnt sink into my mine.
I felt like my was skin was pourless, that no emotion could come in または out, i was a shell, that i could curl up in and hide away.
"No i can drive myself."
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"Bella? can あなた hear me? "
Beep beeep beep.
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Later that day, Jerek was visiting with Verona, and I was bored off my ass. I was wanting to talk to Tabra, but every time I approached him, he was suddenly busy. We had people on watch guard, and Shropee didn't need me to do anything, so I was bored. Very. Bored.
"I'm bored." I 発言しました to ヒイラギ, ホリー who was walking past me.
"Like I care!" She snapped, and continued on her way.
"Well." I got to my feet, and started off to see how Verona's doing.
When I got to the bottom of the steps, Jerek ran out of the room. "I'll be back. I'm getting Shropee."
"Wait. What? Why?" I asked. "Is she okay?"
"She's awake." Jerek called over his shoulder, and I gasped.
Verona's awake? Verona's awake. Verona's awake.
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Later that day, Jerek was visiting with Verona, and I was bored off my ass. I was wanting to talk to Tabra, but every time I approached him, he was suddenly busy. We had people on watch guard, and Shropee didn't need me to do anything, so I was bored. Very. Bored.
"I'm bored." I 発言しました to ヒイラギ, ホリー who was walking past me.
"Like I care!" She snapped, and continued on her way.
"Well." I got to my feet, and started off to see how Verona's doing.
When I got to the bottom of the steps, Jerek ran out of the room. "I'll be back. I'm getting Shropee."
"Wait. What? Why?" I asked. "Is she okay?"
"She's awake." Jerek called over his shoulder, and I gasped.
Verona's awake? Verona's awake. Verona's awake.
(Girl)Do あなた think I'm pretty?
(Boy)NO
(Girl)Do あなた want to be with me forever
(Boy)NO?
(Girl)Wouls あなた cry if I walked away?
(Again the boy said)NO
She heard enough and waz hurt, ****he walked away tears ran down her face.
The boy grabbed her arm and said:
(Boy)- You're not pretty, you're BEAUTIFUL
(Boy)- I don't want to be with あなた forever, I NEED to be with あなた forever
(Boy)- and I wouldn't cry if あなた walked away... I would DIE!!!!
(Boy whisperz)- Plzzzz stay with me...
(Girl whisperz)- I will...
Tonight at midnight your true 愛 will realize they 愛 you. Something good will happen to あなた between 1-4 pm tomorrow it could be anywhere..Get ready for the biggest shock of your life! If あなた dont post this on to 5 other games あなた will have relationship problems for the 次 10 years
(Boy)NO
(Girl)Do あなた want to be with me forever
(Boy)NO?
(Girl)Wouls あなた cry if I walked away?
(Again the boy said)NO
She heard enough and waz hurt, ****he walked away tears ran down her face.
The boy grabbed her arm and said:
(Boy)- You're not pretty, you're BEAUTIFUL
(Boy)- I don't want to be with あなた forever, I NEED to be with あなた forever
(Boy)- and I wouldn't cry if あなた walked away... I would DIE!!!!
(Boy whisperz)- Plzzzz stay with me...
(Girl whisperz)- I will...
Tonight at midnight your true 愛 will realize they 愛 you. Something good will happen to あなた between 1-4 pm tomorrow it could be anywhere..Get ready for the biggest shock of your life! If あなた dont post this on to 5 other games あなた will have relationship problems for the 次 10 years
Edward is hot i have to admit but he even admits he's a killer in New moon and he is TOO much of a gentalmen! Bella need some one better than that who wont be tempted to kill her whenever they touch.
Jacob on the othe hand can let loose and have fun, Bella has know him her WHOLE life, hes just better for her. plus who doesnt 愛 a shirtless werewolf with a SIX pack?
Jacob is kind of young for bella but if bella chooses Jake she wont have to completely FREEZE her life before she hits 20!
Edward is Bellas age but to be with him she has to go through TONS and TONS of pain when Edward bites her and freeze her life in its tracks to live for ETERNITY!
Bella always seems soo much mor conferable around jacob, but with edward shes always so stiff and seems so nervous.
Iv'e read every book and seen every movie at least 5 times so far and i started out team Edward then i realized JACOB is SO much better for Bella.
Jacob on the othe hand can let loose and have fun, Bella has know him her WHOLE life, hes just better for her. plus who doesnt 愛 a shirtless werewolf with a SIX pack?
Jacob is kind of young for bella but if bella chooses Jake she wont have to completely FREEZE her life before she hits 20!
Edward is Bellas age but to be with him she has to go through TONS and TONS of pain when Edward bites her and freeze her life in its tracks to live for ETERNITY!
Bella always seems soo much mor conferable around jacob, but with edward shes always so stiff and seems so nervous.
Iv'e read every book and seen every movie at least 5 times so far and i started out team Edward then i realized JACOB is SO much better for Bella.