I just wanted to take a little time to give a massive thank あなた to all of あなた who read, comment, and 愛 my stories. If it weren't for あなた all who 愛 them so much, I wouldn't continue writing. I 愛 書く and I 愛 that あなた like my writing. あなた don't know how much it means to me. あなた all are the best ファン ever and I 愛 あなた all so much for your support. Keep making me smile! With Love, Alexis.
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She put her hands on the side of my face to hold me. My ハート, 心 was beating out of my chest, my pulse taunting me in my ears. I thought my lungs were going to collapse. The stood on her toes and turned her head then kissed me....on my cheek.
Not what I was expecting.
What ever she had on the stove boiled over a sizzled against the stove top's heat. "Shoot." she muttered and spun around in my arms.
I could feel my ハート, 心 hit the pit of my stomach and relization hit me. No, of course she wasn't going to キッス me. I just needed to get my head straight. Yes, we have a daughter together and yes, we live under the same roof, but none of that ment she loved me もっと見る than the father of her child. I bit my tongue and swallowed the lump in my throat, turning on my heels.
"Edward?" Bella's voice sag behind me.
I turned around and met her eyes, full of concern. "Are あなた okay?" Her voice was barely louder than a whisper.
I nodded, not trusting my voice. "Fine." I rasped out. I walked back up to my room and grabbed clothes out of my dresser. A シャワー was the only thing that was going to calm me right now. My throat hurt terribly as I held back my tears. I know...sappy right? I held my self up against the dresser and steadied my breath. This was going to be much harder than I thought.
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SOOOO...what do あなた think??? Like where this is going???
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She put her hands on the side of my face to hold me. My ハート, 心 was beating out of my chest, my pulse taunting me in my ears. I thought my lungs were going to collapse. The stood on her toes and turned her head then kissed me....on my cheek.
Not what I was expecting.
What ever she had on the stove boiled over a sizzled against the stove top's heat. "Shoot." she muttered and spun around in my arms.
I could feel my ハート, 心 hit the pit of my stomach and relization hit me. No, of course she wasn't going to キッス me. I just needed to get my head straight. Yes, we have a daughter together and yes, we live under the same roof, but none of that ment she loved me もっと見る than the father of her child. I bit my tongue and swallowed the lump in my throat, turning on my heels.
"Edward?" Bella's voice sag behind me.
I turned around and met her eyes, full of concern. "Are あなた okay?" Her voice was barely louder than a whisper.
I nodded, not trusting my voice. "Fine." I rasped out. I walked back up to my room and grabbed clothes out of my dresser. A シャワー was the only thing that was going to calm me right now. My throat hurt terribly as I held back my tears. I know...sappy right? I held my self up against the dresser and steadied my breath. This was going to be much harder than I thought.
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SOOOO...what do あなた think??? Like where this is going???
Well, alot of あなた know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the リンク tab または a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the 質問 is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if あなた have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do あなた guys think?
PS. Alot of people on YouTube have 動画 saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed によって Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on YouTube have 動画 saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed によって Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)