My Dad walked in the room and sat on the corner of the bed. He let out a sigh...I knew where this was going.
"Sweetie, why do あなた keep doing this. This is the 秒 time you've been in the hospital for trying to kill yourself." I looked at him. Did he just really say this out loud.
"Well, it's quicker than pills" I 発言しました back, my head bowed down.He grabbed my face and stroked my hair.
"Tell me why あなた keep doing this Ladybug." He pleaded.
"Everything is always my fault.Mom's dead because of me. We had to 移動する because of me." I started to sob quietly to myself. My dad pulled me in a hug.
"Your mom's death was not your fault, a drunk driver hit her car and that's what killed her and we moved because I got a better job and I could see how everything around あなた was causing あなた pain because it reminded あなた of her because I was going through the same thing." He 発言しました to me and I held him closer.
They released me from the hospital a couple of days ago. I would have got out earlier if it wasn't for me "suicide" attempt. I was getting ready to go to the store one Saturday when Kim and Nessie showed up, who were my best friends.
"Hey Lanise!" They both 発言しました and hugged me. We went to go sit on the couch.
"How have あなた been?" They asked me.
"I've been good, I was about to go to the store.Why?" I asked them. They looked shocked.
"What??We can't ask あなた a question??"Nessie 発言しました sounding to sound surprised. I gave her a look that told her I wasn't buying it.
"You guys, cut the crap! Just tell me what あなた came here to tell me." I basically demanded them to do. They looked at each other.
"It's Seth." She paused and waited for my reaction.I trend to hide the brightness in my eyes.She continued" We're worried about him. He won't eat または sleep. They only thing we get a reaction out of is when we mention your name. あなた need to talk to him. I think He's losing it." I sighed. Why were they telling me this, to torture me??
"He has a girlfriend remember?" I told them and they rolled their eyes. Nessie looked at me and I could tell she was pissed.
"Lanise, what the hell is your problem!?"She shouted at me"Why are あなた torturing him like this??You and I both know あなた still 愛 him. We see how it makes あなた whenever he is around. あなた want to take him back but can't,you're scared, he's scared. Just talk to him before he kills himself over you." I sighed she was right why am I torturing the boy I love...Why am I torturing Me? I got up and walked to his house.
When I got there, his sister Leah, answered the door.She pulled me into a hug.
"Thank god you're here. I was worried sick about him, we just got him to take a nap. He'is in his room" She 発言しました and released me from his hug. I walked back to his door. I hesisated before opening it. I gasped at what I saw. He looked like he was about to die. He was skinner and had bags under his eyes. I felt the tears starting to come. I went and sat on the edge of his ベッド and held his hand in mine. I started to recite 'Forever my 愛 will be' によって Anthony Lane Ferguson.
" When troubles bring あなた down
and あなた don't know what to do,
just look inside your ハート, 心
and you'll know that I 愛 you.

Every one has a destiny to find,
looking in your eyes I have found mine.
You're all I ever wanted,
you're all I'll ever need.

I will be yours always,
あなた will have my 愛 for eternity." I felt a hand on my cheeks, who wiped the tears away. I looked at him.
" It's okay don't cry Sunshine" he 発言しました to me. I smiled and wrapped my hands around his waist."Promise that you'll never hurt yourself" He asked me.
"I promise." I 発言しました and kissed him with so much passion that if the world would come to an end right now, I wouldn't care because I was with the one I love.