Chapter 15
E|POV
(B) Edward, あなた never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell あなた but under no circumstances can あなた blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when あなた left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put あなた through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night あなた left, after I had read the letter when あなた told me あなた were In 愛 with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, あなた did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, あなた can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do あなた mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! あなた were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I 愛 you! I can’t put あなた in danger! Even if it’s to save あなた from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and あなた returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! あなた attempted suicide 3 times, あなた were admitted to rehab! Anything else あなた want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry あなた think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last 年 that I would try to kill myself because the girl I 愛 left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) あなた know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but あなた know comment, become a ファン etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
E|POV
(B) Edward, あなた never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell あなた but under no circumstances can あなた blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when あなた left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put あなた through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night あなた left, after I had read the letter when あなた told me あなた were In 愛 with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, あなた did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, あなた can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do あなた mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! あなた were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I 愛 you! I can’t put あなた in danger! Even if it’s to save あなた from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and あなた returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! あなた attempted suicide 3 times, あなた were admitted to rehab! Anything else あなた want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry あなた think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last 年 that I would try to kill myself because the girl I 愛 left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) あなた know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but あなた know comment, become a ファン etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.