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2 weeks. 2 god damned weeks! That’s how long it had been since I talked to her. Every time I went near her she bolted as far away from me as fast as she could. I remained in the same place I had since the night she had left. Every waking 分 I would sit at the 机, デスク and gaze over at her window hoping to catch a glimpse of her. She never shut her curtains not fully at least not in the 16 years I had been best フレンズ with her for. About 15 分 later she opened her curtains and a large grin had spread across my face. Has she forgiven me I thought to my-self, part of me hoping this was true but the other part knowing that it would never happen? I had hurt her too much. But still I kept hoping until she turned round and sat at her 机, デスク with her back facing me. She hunched her back over and began writing. I then heard a chap at my door and since my parents weren’t in I would have to go down and answer the door when I did answer it, I wished I hadn’t it was Jacob Black. My Ex-Best friend. (E) What do あなた want? (E) I snapped. (J) I want to know what あなた done to make my girlfriend want to leave town? (J) He roared. (E) Well we both know why your dating her don’t we. And あなた don’t deserve her as your girlfriend! あなた treat her like a bloody パンチ bag! (E) I screamed. (J) And what do あなた mean によって that ‘we both know why your dating her’ the answer to that would be I 愛 her. (J) (E) we both know that the only reason you’re going out with her is because I wanted her! あなた told me as much! (E) I snapped. (J) And we both know the reason あなた didn’t. Because あなた didn’t think she would be easy. Well have I got news for you, she’s great absolutely great! She’s a screamer あなた know? (J) And with that I snapped him and Bella didn’t oh god no! Just as I was about to introduce him to my left fist Bella came running out and grabbed Jacobs face. She’s gonna slap him I thought to myself, but no she started snogging him only to break away for air. At that point I believed everything that dog had 発言しました about Bella and him and it made me sick. I could feel the tears stinging in the corner of my eyes. At that moment she broke away from him 発言しました goodbye to him. Then turned to me. Oh god what was she going to do hug me, キッス me? Sadly none of these (B) Goodbye Edward (B) and with that she was in the car waiting for Charlie. Charlie came out with an envelope and handed it to me nodding his head and then drove away. I no longer had the patience for Jacob Black; I walked into my house slamming the door shut and slouched down on my ソファー, ソファ to read the letter.
Dear Edward, によって the time あなた receive this letter あなた will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk あなた after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed あなた this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I can’t because I have been keeping a big secret from あなた for quite a while. Im in 愛 with you. So there あなた have it, as much as I wish あなた feel the same way it’s evident あなた don’t and never will. I will see あなた when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to lose that, ever! So あなた can Eメール me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say あなた 愛 me too, because it’s not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now physically sobbing. I couldn’t control it. She was in 愛 with me too all this time. I couldn’t handle it. I went into the キッチン and pulled out the first sharp thing I could find and took it to my wrists then everything went black…
Okay guy’s sorry cliff-hanger. It should brighten up soon! I hope lol コメント etc ! <3
Lisa.
