bella pov
i wake up and saw alice infront of me smiling rose ベッド was already made so she was already out
"hi alice"
hi bella come on i got just the right outfit for あなた today she 発言しました smiling
what outfit no nono
"thanks alice but i think i can pick an outfit for myself " i 発言しました
she giggle" well i doubt it this last two days あなた were almost the same clothes i pick somthing really nice"
she pointed at a mini スカート and a シャツ
"thanks that sweet but im not going to wear that" i 発言しました amost yelling 芝居 a bit like a brat
"please bella please" she make 子犬 eyes and i couldn't resist
"fine fine " i mutter and change
"yay " she 発言しました
school today was horrible again they stare at me and some guy whislte but stop when they saw my angry face
and to 上, ページのトップへ the 日 rose alice and i went shopping and emmet and jasper came to carry our bags
it wasn't that bad it was really nice alice just pick a bunch of clothes and i just try them on
after probalby 5 hours of shopping the boys and me were hungry so we went to the school restaurant yes this school has a restaurant well actually 3 how cool is that !!!
when we sat and order i notice that some tables foward was a bronze hair and i look and it was edward but he look really sad really miserable it didn't matter that he was a pig and a player but his expression break my ハート, 心 so i took a big breath and walk to talk to him
alice and rose didn't notice because they were ロスト in emmet's and jasper's eyes
"i have to go to the bathroom" i mutter
i walk to his 表, テーブル
what are あなた doing??? i thought i really didn't knew but seeing that expresion and remembering how i yelled at him i had to talk to him
i sat infront of him he was looking down when he look up his green eyes were red and swollen like he had cry all night
"edward what happen?" i didn't ask if he was ok because he clearly wasn't ok
he look at me not look almost glare but then his eyes turn hopeless
"what do あなた want bella?didn't あなた ask me to leave あなた alone?" he ask
he was right but his expression
"you didn't answer my question" i told him softly and touch his hand i wanted to help him it was as if this was a different edward he was not the player he was like almost a frighten little boy
he look at my hand and then at my face then he sigh
"if i tell あなた could あなた promise to keep it to yourslef?" he ask
i nodded
"is that today 3 years 前 my mother died" his voice broke "that is why my dad send us to this school he was too ハート, 心 broken my mom was the 愛 of his life . i 愛 her too she was もっと見る than my mom あなた know when i was a kid i didn't have フレンズ so she was also my best friend" he 発言しました
i took his hand in both of mine
"im so sorry edward" i was surprize that alice and emmet seem so happy so normal today
edward seem to read my thoughts
" alice and emmet also 愛 her and miss her i think but i was closer to her または maybe they just deal with her death better than i do"
he look at me right at my eyes
"you are sure something else bella 白鳥, スワン i trust あなた wont tell anyone. i have to go thanks for hearing me i needed that" he gave me a weak smile and walk away
he suddenly turn around and look at me with angry eyes
"bella promise me that あなた will feel the same way あなた felt before i tell あなた this ok i don't need anyones pity" he turn and walk quickly away not giving me a chance to say anything
i was shook poor edward and he was alone although he had many ファン girls he was still alone
so was this the real edward cullen ??
i approch to my 表, テーブル
"hey are あなた ok あなた were ther for ages" emmet 発言しました i look at him and then at alice
"yeah im fine " i 発言しました
i was mad at alice and at emmet how could they let edward go alone through this !! but probably edward didn't want there pity either
"are あなた sure あなた look really pale bells" alice 発言しました
"your right maybe a should go to ベッド あなた stay here and eat " i 発言しました and smile weakly
"ok" they 発言しました
i arrive to my room and went to ベッド i wish the pianist was there but i didn't heard his 音楽 i fall asleep thinking about edward
i wake up and saw alice infront of me smiling rose ベッド was already made so she was already out
"hi alice"
hi bella come on i got just the right outfit for あなた today she 発言しました smiling
what outfit no nono
"thanks alice but i think i can pick an outfit for myself " i 発言しました
she giggle" well i doubt it this last two days あなた were almost the same clothes i pick somthing really nice"
she pointed at a mini スカート and a シャツ
"thanks that sweet but im not going to wear that" i 発言しました amost yelling 芝居 a bit like a brat
"please bella please" she make 子犬 eyes and i couldn't resist
"fine fine " i mutter and change
"yay " she 発言しました
school today was horrible again they stare at me and some guy whislte but stop when they saw my angry face
and to 上, ページのトップへ the 日 rose alice and i went shopping and emmet and jasper came to carry our bags
it wasn't that bad it was really nice alice just pick a bunch of clothes and i just try them on
after probalby 5 hours of shopping the boys and me were hungry so we went to the school restaurant yes this school has a restaurant well actually 3 how cool is that !!!
when we sat and order i notice that some tables foward was a bronze hair and i look and it was edward but he look really sad really miserable it didn't matter that he was a pig and a player but his expression break my ハート, 心 so i took a big breath and walk to talk to him
alice and rose didn't notice because they were ロスト in emmet's and jasper's eyes
"i have to go to the bathroom" i mutter
i walk to his 表, テーブル
what are あなた doing??? i thought i really didn't knew but seeing that expresion and remembering how i yelled at him i had to talk to him
i sat infront of him he was looking down when he look up his green eyes were red and swollen like he had cry all night
"edward what happen?" i didn't ask if he was ok because he clearly wasn't ok
he look at me not look almost glare but then his eyes turn hopeless
"what do あなた want bella?didn't あなた ask me to leave あなた alone?" he ask
he was right but his expression
"you didn't answer my question" i told him softly and touch his hand i wanted to help him it was as if this was a different edward he was not the player he was like almost a frighten little boy
he look at my hand and then at my face then he sigh
"if i tell あなた could あなた promise to keep it to yourslef?" he ask
i nodded
"is that today 3 years 前 my mother died" his voice broke "that is why my dad send us to this school he was too ハート, 心 broken my mom was the 愛 of his life . i 愛 her too she was もっと見る than my mom あなた know when i was a kid i didn't have フレンズ so she was also my best friend" he 発言しました
i took his hand in both of mine
"im so sorry edward" i was surprize that alice and emmet seem so happy so normal today
edward seem to read my thoughts
" alice and emmet also 愛 her and miss her i think but i was closer to her または maybe they just deal with her death better than i do"
he look at me right at my eyes
"you are sure something else bella 白鳥, スワン i trust あなた wont tell anyone. i have to go thanks for hearing me i needed that" he gave me a weak smile and walk away
he suddenly turn around and look at me with angry eyes
"bella promise me that あなた will feel the same way あなた felt before i tell あなた this ok i don't need anyones pity" he turn and walk quickly away not giving me a chance to say anything
i was shook poor edward and he was alone although he had many ファン girls he was still alone
so was this the real edward cullen ??
i approch to my 表, テーブル
"hey are あなた ok あなた were ther for ages" emmet 発言しました i look at him and then at alice
"yeah im fine " i 発言しました
i was mad at alice and at emmet how could they let edward go alone through this !! but probably edward didn't want there pity either
"are あなた sure あなた look really pale bells" alice 発言しました
"your right maybe a should go to ベッド あなた stay here and eat " i 発言しました and smile weakly
"ok" they 発言しました
i arrive to my room and went to ベッド i wish the pianist was there but i didn't heard his 音楽 i fall asleep thinking about edward
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I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made あなた mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if あなた cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I 発言しました with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen 発言しました with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he 発言しました the same back to me.
I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made あなた mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if あなた cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I 発言しました with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen 発言しました with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he 発言しました the same back to me.