seth's pov

i had never felt もっと見る happy and miserable at the same time
i had キッス emma and she キッス me back but when i told her that i 愛 her she ran away from me
-my 愛 the girl i imprint on ran away i was too shock .So does that meant she didn't 愛 me? i mean she did キッス me back ,or did she???? it felt like it but there was no way to be sure i -i-i

i sigh frustrated

"man are あなた ok?" quil ask me
"i don't know" i answer
"i think あなた should go after her and talk to her,good luck" quil 発言しました and went to says hi to claire.

i ran to emma's house and jump through her window she had her sheets over her head
"hi em" i whisper
her body froze when she heard me and she 移動する under her cover like she was shy? she was never shy around me
"go away seth i don't want to talk to you" emma 発言しました
i could hear she was holding back tears

nothing could break もっと見る my ハート, 心 she didn't 愛 me back and worse i had ruin our friendship ,well i should try to at least save our friendship
i took a step toward her ベッド and sat on the edge of her ベッド when emma saw under the covers that i was sitting on the ベッド she 移動する to the other edge quickly i chucled

"what's so funny seth cleawaters??" emms 発言しました sounding really annoy at me well at least she is talking to me now

i cough
"emma im sorry i-i-i thought that あなた 愛 me back so i-i-i but don't worry i can go back and be just フレンズ i promise but please emma my life would be meaningless without you"
while i was saying this emma look at me i could see her beautiful green eyes
why she didn't 愛 me back i mean imprinting is suppose to find our soulmates and how emma and i could be soulmates if she didn't 愛 me??

emma sit on her ベッド and really slowly touch my cheek
i felt electricity when she touch me why couldn't she feel the same.....life is so unfair

"seth i-i-i"emma started but she look down at her lap
i don't know why i was being so stupid she would surely slap my hand away but i couldn't stop my hand to touch her chin so i could see her eyes
to my surprize she didn't push my hand away her eyes were so confuse

"emms is ok , i just have i little crush on you" i shrug
well that is and understatement but i don't want her to hear what imprinting is
"but i swear あなた won't notice i will never キッス あなた again it will be like tonight never happen i swear please" i beg to her

she was still holding my cheek and i was still touching her chin out faces were inches away i felt her sweet breath on my face
well this was going to be もっと見る hard that i thought i was using all my control to not キッス her または tell her that i 愛 her

emma 移動する closer to me ...really close our noses were almost touching her sweet smell was so intoxicating that i had to stop breathing
she look at me and smile a little smile
"are あなた sure seth ?"
i smile well at least i was still フレンズ with my emma my 愛
"yes emms " i 発言しました emms i 愛 あなた so much i wanted to tell her

emma 移動する closer
hell my 愛 like to torture me why she was getting so close ??
do not キッス her seth dont mess things up again
do not キッス her seth dont mess things up again
do not キッス her seth dont mess things up again
do not キッス her seth dont mess things up again
"best フレンズ forever right" she smile hugely

no i don't want to be youre friend i want あなた to 愛 me just a little

"sure emms best フレンズ forever"
she chucled "jezz seth why do あなた crush on me and not on one of あなた ファン girls" she joke
"well i don't know but its just a small crush so don't let it go to your head ok?" i try to 発言しました casually
but my ハート, 心 was breaking slowly how could she compare herself with any other girls she was my エンジェル my love

my 愛 キッス both my cheeks and hug me tightly i hug her

this was worst than pure torture ...
well seth あなた can always try to make her fall inlove with あなた ... that was my only hope

emma smile and make a 宇宙 on her ベッド
"wolfy boy come on" she 発言しました smiling
i smile
"sorry emms but i have to go to a pack meetting" this wasn't a complete lie maybe i would go and hang out with the pack it just feels wrong to sleep on the same ベッド when i felt this way about her

her face fell but then smile lighlty and yawn
"well good night seth but could あなた stay a while till i fall asleep is that i been having this nightmare about my parents" she 発言しました and yawn
"do あなた want to talk about it"i ask
"nope thanks just stay a while please" she beg and patted her ベッド
i couldn't say no to her so i went to her ベッド she hug me and breath deeply and i hug her
"nights"

after a few 分 emms fall asleep so i put her 枕 under her head .she was mumbuling quietly like she always did i always bother her and she bother me because she 発言しました i snore i didn't believe her until she tape me ....

i was going out when i heard something she mutter that stop my ハート, 心