Doesn't edward wants me like I want him? Why is he always cutting on me? I was taking advantage of my lonely time since edward can read my mind I cant think of anything and when I do he gets mad at me! God why is life so complicated! I was thinking of the 日 that me and edward are getting married how happy were going to be ………………
When I saw edward standing 次 to the mirror frowning “what? I'm not happy あなた could read my mind! and when I think I'm alone and I could think about stuff that bothers あなた , your eavesdropping! God! What’s wrong with あなた cant あなた give me some privacy now that あなた can read my mind! Poor Emmett, rose………….. it should be like hell fore them with あなた around” “shhh shhh Bella god! I never heard あなた talk this much if あなた want privacy just tell me and I will go away” “no ,no I don’t want あなた to go away I mean when your around and I think something that your not suppose to hear あなた are hear it and its on my nerves sometimes I think maybe someday あなた will hit me on the head with, um I don’t know something then maybe あなた cant read my mind again” “Bella that's stupid I wont ever hit あなた with any thing and I kind of enjoy it 読書 your mind its exiting” –ok I get it this is going to last fore ever then from now on I'm not gona control my mind edward chuckled I got up and reached for his lips I liked 鍬 his lips moved on mine I could キッス him fore ever then my lips crushed him I hugged him closer to me are lips were answering every un spoken 質問 I wanted to hug him closer to make him a part of me when my ハート, 心 started reacting and he moved away –damn it cant my ハート, 心 shut up! For a few days または at least hours “Bella your human your ハート, 心 should beat! That's why your alive” “no kidding me edward!” I shot him a dark look I sat on his knees looking into his eyes at that moment I ロスト my train of thoughts his eyes were amazing the golden color would hold anyone there for hours I hugged his neck “I 愛 you” “I 愛 あなた too” know he kissed me もっと見る passionately than ever when my ハート, 心 started reacting he didn’t cut the キッス he moved on to my neck so I could breathe then back to my lips I couldn’t imagine any thing like this I just wanted him for ever and ever I didn’t want to let go but he wouldn’t this go long cause ‘stupid’ ideas pop into my mind “yeah stupid ideas pop into your mind Bella あなた know I could kill you” “but I know あなた wont” I 発言しました with a begging tone “pleas we could try”
“Bella あなた know I want too but if anything happens I will not forget this in a 10000 years” “I will cause I will be dead and gone like I never existed and あなた could be with your family, happy!” “Bella あなた know if あなた die I will go to voltury” he 発言しました sad “do あなた realize that's sick I don’t want to die! I want to be with あなた forever then あなた could be with me forever, we will have each other then we wont need anything else edward why should we die when we can be with each other, for ever” edward was thinking of what I 発言しました after a few 分 he got up “you have a point, but I don’t want to end your life” “your sick!” I 発言しました and covered my face with a pillow” –I knew he didn’t really loves me! When I die maybe a hot vampire will catch his eyes cause I'm just ordinary human why doesn’t he tells me the truth maybe when I got old he will leave me and I will die like I should “Bella あなた know its not like that I 愛 あなた and no one is going to catch my eye, I 愛 あなた how could I make あなた believe あなた believed me when I 発言しました I don’t want あなた and あなた believe me but not when I tell あなた I 愛 あなた what’s wrong with you” he was mad why should I care he could tell me he loves me but lie no no no he won’t lie to me he wanted to protect me when he left me “that's right Bella” then he was in front of me he took my face and kissed me like never before like he was a human and he wasn’t being careful at allll!! I was キス him as hard as I could then he pushed me at the ベッド he was still キス me as hard as he could then he cradled me in his hands and 発言しました “do あなた believe me know” I couldn’t talk this was too much for me to tack in so I just nodded and rolled over to see his expression it was just like the first time he kissed me at the forest there was excitement in his eyes then he smiled at me.
********4 weeks later ( Cullen's house)
Everyone had forgotten about the accident but not edward he didn’t let me go jogging または walk によって myself but he allowed me to drive によって myself 4 weeks after the accident
Alice was dressing me up after to my surprise rose painted my nails then we all watched a movie esme asked me about my mom after Emmett teased me about the accident jasper calmed me down I watched Carlisle and esme played 21 Emmett and edward went out to fight Alice rolled her eyes and told me edward is going to win an 時 later edward gave me a ride home.
it was 13weeks after the accident when me and edward went to are meadow when we came back edward told me Tanya’s sister was killed so he and his family are going to see them he even told me he could stay with me if he wants but I didn’t wanted to be a baby so I told him its ok when they left I found out I have ロスト my mobile and I had a good guess it was at the meadow at first I didn’t want to go there alone so I forgot about it . the 次 日 I was driving to the store when I saw the trail to are meadow I remembered maybe edward would call my cell and would worry so I got out of the car after an 時 I found the meadow and went to 検索 for my cell phone when I found it I headed back to the car worried that the stores will close I walked slower enjoying the light the birds were 歌う and the お花 were shining .
I heard a sound so I turned and saw Victoria was behind me a smile spread across her face that she found me “I never thought I would find あなた with the オオカミ in the forest but, I was wrong あなた came with your two little legs to me hahahaha! That's good I cant wait to see riley and tell him this story” I was so afraid that I couldn’t run または even 移動する blood drained from my face I knew there was no hope I am going to die today. She longed for my neck but I ran towards the 木, ツリー this made her furious she took my hand with in a snap and through the trees I heard my ribs she did this twice when my head and my body was covered in hot blood and I even couldn’t 移動する my finger then she bite my neck it was the most pain full thing in the world even worst than James after a few 分 my body got cold cause there was not blood left when I heard an angry bark. Jacob????
Jacob threw Victoria away then I heard other barks then they fade away “Bella,Bella,Bella please don’t die, oh my god” she has bitten her I'm sorry jake then I heard little beeps and jake called Charlie.
I was drifting away but I wanted to know if I'm going to live または die something hot grabbed me and started running this helped a little my drifting got slow but then that hot thing stopped and I heard Carlisle’s voice and I blacked out.