That night me and Nathen talked all night, and not once did it クロス my mind again that Nathen from what I understood had imprinted on me. It did クロス my mind that Nathen never told me where he lived in La Push. It was sorta weird at first but then I totally thought about how he was always coming here, never had to be anywhere, he didn't have anywhere to live.
Once I finally thought about it I had to ask him if I was right but I didn't know how to come about it. I didn't want to be all weird または acuse him of something he wasn't. So I went to Carlisle, または I had that planned. That morning I had the same not that Nathen gave me yesterday saying;
Dear Love,
Sorry I wont be able to be here when あなた wake up. I'll be back in time to drive to school of course.
愛 you,
Nathen.
I got out of ベッド and hurried to Carlisle's office.
Carlisle I 発言しました as I was walking into his office, Where does Nathen lived? I ask.
He stays here または at Jacobs house most of the time. Carlisle told me.
Oh, Okay.I was just wondering. Thanks. I said.
I left thinking about how it is not to have a home, but I had to get ready for school.I got in the シャワー and got out put on my make-up and dried my hair.When I finally got out of my bathroom, I had clothes lying on my bed.
Thanks Alice. I yelled.
No Problem. I heard Alice calling from down stairs.
I put on my dark bluejeans and then Alice's お気に入り ブラウス on me that is. It was a blue not to dark and not to light with perfect round toed hills, they were really cute and helped with my height when I stood 次 to Nathen. I grabbed my backpack and headed downstairs. Nathen wasn't here yet so I went to the キッチン and got something quick to eat for breakfast. I went back up stairs to brush my teeth and then when I returned Nathen was standing at the door with my backpack in hand. Nathen was so sweet he always cared about the little things, like when he walked into a house he always took his hat off that he wore and then he always open doors for me and always just cared もっと見る than other guys seemed they would. I always told Nathen thanks for opening a door for me または for anything.
Nathen drove to school and when we got there everyone was giving me weird stares again. It's because I'm always missing school または getting hurt and like news always traveled fast in Forks and La Push. I wasn't very talkitive today, I had all these thoughts in my head and soon Nathen noticed during biology. We started 書く notes back and forth.
Whatcha thinking about? He wrote down.
A lot of things. I 発言しました または wrote.
Like what? Its killing me. Nathen wrote.
How everyone is always starring at me... I wrote.
Its not because of あなた missing He wrote and continued writing: Its because あなた are very beautiful and can pull off anything. He said.
thanks, I wrote.
We didn't write much もっと見る and then it was lunch so we ditched the rest of the day.When we did get into the car from lunch Nathen waas making me talk.
Okay Addi, whats up with you? Nathen ask.
I don't know, I've been thinking about a lot and school didn't help. I 発言しました in one breath.
What have あなた been thinking? Your killing me not knowing what your thinking, I usually know what your feeling. Nathen said.
I'm sorry. I've been thinking about how much of a gentlemen あなた are and how I don't know where あなた live. I said.
Its not your fault, I never 発言しました where I lived because I didn't think it would matter. He continued. I didn't want to freak あなた out, によって saying I've imprinted on you. I want あなた to 愛 me because あなた do not because of some stupid 狼, オオカミ thing. Nathen said.
I would have loved あなた even if あなた would have told me and I wish あなた would have told me that あなた didn't have a home. I said.
How did あなた find that out? Nathen 発言しました sort of sounding mad.
I ask Carlisle. I said. I wouldn't have cared, I would have told you, あなた could have my ベッド and I could sleep on my ソファー, ソファ in my room. I said.
No, I didn't want あなた to be all worried about me. He 発言しました getting mad.
Ok. I said. Now あなた know what I feel like. I said.
No あなた don't. He 発言しました now really mad. Girls arn't suppose to worry about their boyfriends. He said.
Yes we can worry about them. あなた don't know what goes on in my mind. I said.
Luckly we were at the house now because I grabbed my backpack out of the backseat and headed for my room. I knew everyone inside had heard our some what of a fight. It bothered me that he thinks that girls can't worry about their boyfriends, when that all girls do is worry and get jelous with their boyfriends. I went up stairs and put on my pajamas and climbed under my covers and just started crying. I thought to myslef how cold my ベッド was without him and how lonely and huge my room felt. I ended up falling asleep in my room all alone.I woke up about 2:30am, I stumbled over to my door and went downstairs. Emmet and Rose were sitting in their usual position on the couch, Carlisle was in his office and I didn't know where Esme was. Edward, Bella and Renesme were at their house and Jacob was leaning on the ソファー, ソファ while he slept and Jasper and Alice were sitting on the loveseat talking quietly to each other.
What are あなた doing awake? Emmet ask.
I don't know, I just woke up. I said.
Oh. Emmet 発言しました and then he went back to watching tv.
I walked into the キッチン to get me some water from the refridgerator and Nathen was sitting at the island looking at me when I walked into the room.
Oh my gosh. I said. Please warn me the 次 time あなた do that.
Sorry. Nathen said.
I got my water and then left the room.
Once I finally thought about it I had to ask him if I was right but I didn't know how to come about it. I didn't want to be all weird または acuse him of something he wasn't. So I went to Carlisle, または I had that planned. That morning I had the same not that Nathen gave me yesterday saying;
Dear Love,
Sorry I wont be able to be here when あなた wake up. I'll be back in time to drive to school of course.
愛 you,
Nathen.
I got out of ベッド and hurried to Carlisle's office.
Carlisle I 発言しました as I was walking into his office, Where does Nathen lived? I ask.
He stays here または at Jacobs house most of the time. Carlisle told me.
Oh, Okay.I was just wondering. Thanks. I said.
I left thinking about how it is not to have a home, but I had to get ready for school.I got in the シャワー and got out put on my make-up and dried my hair.When I finally got out of my bathroom, I had clothes lying on my bed.
Thanks Alice. I yelled.
No Problem. I heard Alice calling from down stairs.
I put on my dark bluejeans and then Alice's お気に入り ブラウス on me that is. It was a blue not to dark and not to light with perfect round toed hills, they were really cute and helped with my height when I stood 次 to Nathen. I grabbed my backpack and headed downstairs. Nathen wasn't here yet so I went to the キッチン and got something quick to eat for breakfast. I went back up stairs to brush my teeth and then when I returned Nathen was standing at the door with my backpack in hand. Nathen was so sweet he always cared about the little things, like when he walked into a house he always took his hat off that he wore and then he always open doors for me and always just cared もっと見る than other guys seemed they would. I always told Nathen thanks for opening a door for me または for anything.
Nathen drove to school and when we got there everyone was giving me weird stares again. It's because I'm always missing school または getting hurt and like news always traveled fast in Forks and La Push. I wasn't very talkitive today, I had all these thoughts in my head and soon Nathen noticed during biology. We started 書く notes back and forth.
Whatcha thinking about? He wrote down.
A lot of things. I 発言しました または wrote.
Like what? Its killing me. Nathen wrote.
How everyone is always starring at me... I wrote.
Its not because of あなた missing He wrote and continued writing: Its because あなた are very beautiful and can pull off anything. He said.
thanks, I wrote.
We didn't write much もっと見る and then it was lunch so we ditched the rest of the day.When we did get into the car from lunch Nathen waas making me talk.
Okay Addi, whats up with you? Nathen ask.
I don't know, I've been thinking about a lot and school didn't help. I 発言しました in one breath.
What have あなた been thinking? Your killing me not knowing what your thinking, I usually know what your feeling. Nathen said.
I'm sorry. I've been thinking about how much of a gentlemen あなた are and how I don't know where あなた live. I said.
Its not your fault, I never 発言しました where I lived because I didn't think it would matter. He continued. I didn't want to freak あなた out, によって saying I've imprinted on you. I want あなた to 愛 me because あなた do not because of some stupid 狼, オオカミ thing. Nathen said.
I would have loved あなた even if あなた would have told me and I wish あなた would have told me that あなた didn't have a home. I said.
How did あなた find that out? Nathen 発言しました sort of sounding mad.
I ask Carlisle. I said. I wouldn't have cared, I would have told you, あなた could have my ベッド and I could sleep on my ソファー, ソファ in my room. I said.
No, I didn't want あなた to be all worried about me. He 発言しました getting mad.
Ok. I said. Now あなた know what I feel like. I said.
No あなた don't. He 発言しました now really mad. Girls arn't suppose to worry about their boyfriends. He said.
Yes we can worry about them. あなた don't know what goes on in my mind. I said.
Luckly we were at the house now because I grabbed my backpack out of the backseat and headed for my room. I knew everyone inside had heard our some what of a fight. It bothered me that he thinks that girls can't worry about their boyfriends, when that all girls do is worry and get jelous with their boyfriends. I went up stairs and put on my pajamas and climbed under my covers and just started crying. I thought to myslef how cold my ベッド was without him and how lonely and huge my room felt. I ended up falling asleep in my room all alone.I woke up about 2:30am, I stumbled over to my door and went downstairs. Emmet and Rose were sitting in their usual position on the couch, Carlisle was in his office and I didn't know where Esme was. Edward, Bella and Renesme were at their house and Jacob was leaning on the ソファー, ソファ while he slept and Jasper and Alice were sitting on the loveseat talking quietly to each other.
What are あなた doing awake? Emmet ask.
I don't know, I just woke up. I said.
Oh. Emmet 発言しました and then he went back to watching tv.
I walked into the キッチン to get me some water from the refridgerator and Nathen was sitting at the island looking at me when I walked into the room.
Oh my gosh. I said. Please warn me the 次 time あなた do that.
Sorry. Nathen said.
I got my water and then left the room.
