It will be only these 2article today, because me being sick and all :( :S . I can't really focus for the moment, I'll put 3 記事 back up when I'm feeling better.I promise :D

Bella's pov

I woke up in ベッド again, starting to think that it was all dream. That I was still Franco’s prisoner till I saw an IV cable with blood running into my veins. I jumped up on the bed.
“Bella, Bella. It’s okay, your 安全, 安全です now” I heard Alice sousing me down. I looked around the room and noticed that Jasper walked in looking at me. Alice came sitting 次 to me and just hold me tight.
“Is it over” I whispered soft
“Franco is death, your 安全, 安全です now Bella” she 発言しました with a little joy in her voice.
I just looked at her still not believing what she just said.
“Alice can I have a minute” I heard Edward’s voice soft. My ハート, 心 just skipped a beat just hearing his voice.
Alice stood up letting me go and walked out of the room. I was still starring right in front of me, not looking where Edward was または went. I could hear him approaching me.
“Bella” he 発言しました soft like it was the wind who 発言しました my name

I gently turned myself towards him and I saw so much pain in his eyes that I started to sob really hard.
“Bella, please don’t cry” I heard him say and he grabbed me tight against his chest.
I pushed him away.
“I’m sorry” I 発言しました sobbing still hard
“Bella, there’s nothing to apologize for” he 発言しました sad to me
“Just stop it, I want あなた to be mad at me. I hurt あなた over and over again, I didn’t trust あなた enough to tell あなた what’s going on” I yelled at him still sobbing hard
He grabbed me tight against his chest again, but I didn’t wanted him to. So I started pushing him away again but he wouldn’t budge, he didn’t let me go. If I was hurting him he didn’t mention または showed it.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry” I kept saying with sobs while struggling to get out of his arms again.
“Bella, stop it. Stop doing this to yourself” he 発言しました upset
I stopped struggling but I kept sobbing against his chest.
“I don’t want your forgiveness, I will understand if you’ll leave me” I kept saying with sobs.
“Bella, first of all there’s nothing to forgive and I will never leave you, あなた are the 愛 of my life, my soul mate and 秒 I want your forgiveness for what I have done. I ...” he started to say with his sweet and gentle voice, but I interrupted him
“Forgive you” I 発言しました with a gentle sob looking at him surprised. “what are あなた talking about”
“Bella, I wasn’t there for あなた when あなた needed me the most. I didn’t listen to you, I didn’t trust あなた and worse I lied to you” he 発言しました upset looking at the ground now.

I looked at him and my hands grabbed his face so he would look at me.
“I don’t need to forgive you, because like あなた 発言しました there’s nothing to forgive. My 愛 for あなた never changed, for me, あなた are still the only person that can make my ハート, 心 beat” I 発言しました to him loveable.
He looked at me with his black sweet loveable eyes and just out of the blue he kissed my lips. My hands were still on his face when I kissed him back then we both stopped and just looked at each other.
“I want to 表示する you, how I’m feeling, but only if あなた want me too” I 発言しました gently still with my hands on his face.
“Show me Bella, I wanna know” he 発言しました back sweet
I nodded and closed my eyes focussed on my shield and on Edward.
    
I stopped after a while and opened my eyes looking at Edward.
“Oh Bella” he 発言しました and then just kissed me.
I could feel my ハート, 心 beating just on the way he kissed me but then I stopped him and pushed him away a little.
“what it is, my love” he 発言しました worried
“Nothing, just give me some time” I 発言しました back calm.
“I will give あなた all the time あなた need” he 発言しました back sweet and calm too.
He grabbed me tight to his chest and I just stayed there while his hands were around me. For the first time since a while I felt 安全, 安全です again.