TDWT my version

Chpt.4 how am I supposed to live without him AGAIN?

Sorry I couldn't upload cuz my dad took my comp away so yeah...-.-

P.S. for me when a challenge is a part 1 and part 2 separated, there's 1 hour of break

: Gwen's P.O.V:




"I don't know why but I feel guilty, as if it's my fault that Duncan quitted"


"Why Duncky? WHY DID YOU QUIT? YOU WERE SUPPOESD TO HELP ME WIN THIS GAME *sniff* and…*sniff*I miss you…"


"Duncan was a strong player, with him gone and Mrs. I-was-a-CIT and Weird Goth Girl missing him, I've got a big advantage to win this crap *smiles* now *smile fades away* I need to get rid of this Ale-what-ever"


Man, I already miss him… on island; I started to like him as a friend around Dj's elimination. During action, I was quickly eliminated because of what I did to Trent. And now, he's gone. And he'll wait for Courtney in the Aftermath studio, with Trent… HOLY CRAP THEY'LL KILL EACH OHER!

"…So team one is: Alejandro, Gwen, Courtney, Cody, Heather and Izzy!

Team two is: Leshawna, Harold, Dj and Sierra!

Team three: Owen, Lindsay, Tyler, Bridgette, Noah and…Ezekiel! Now chose a team name. You've got 50 seconds. GO!"

"I suppose that ladies can choose the name." Said the new guy

"Team whatever" Courtney and Me said in unison. I looked at her surprised, and she did the same

"How about Team BOOM BOOM!" Shouted Izzy. What a great idea, someone else HELP!

Suddenly we heard a shout "TEAM CODY IS THE HOTTEST PERSON EVER!" we turned around, and saw Leshawna, Harold and Dj face palming themselves as Sierra shouted Wow, and I thought my team's name sucked, but this one's way worse

"Team… um… Food?" asked Owen his team. O.K.…





"Ok, so since when this is called, horrible-teams-names season?" I asked the camera



As we had our break, I ran into the plane, and found Duncan in the first class, as he drank something.

" DUNCAN!" I shouted happy to see him he turned around, and when he saw me, he smiled

" Yes Pasty?" He asked

" I'm …well… I'm sorry for the pyramid… and for making you quit…" I told him nervously

" Hey! It's not your fault! Besides, I won last season. I don't need another million bucks" He told me. We stood like this for a second just looking into each other's eyes we started leaning in until a shout stopped us

"DUNCAN WHERE ARE YOU!" Courtney, needless to say more.

"Quick Hide!" whispered Duncan. He didn't have to I already hid

I heard her coming so I hid under a chair.

" Here you are!" said Courtney, as Duncan drank his something

" Yep, heard you" replied Duncan

" Why did you quit?" asked Courtney in a…sad voice maybe she loves him after all?

" 'Cause I felt like it" he said emotionless WTF? He lied to me, or he lies to her?

" Well, you shouldn't feel like it, who can help me win if not you?" told him annoyed Courtney Let me kill her

" I dunno Gwen…" started Duncan

" DON'T TALK ABOUT WEIRD GOTH GIRL WHEN I'M WITH YOU!" Screamed Courtney

" DON'T CALL GWEN LIKE THAT!" Shouted Duncan WOW Thnx Duncan…

" WHY ARE YOU DEFENDING HER SO MUCH!" asked/shouted Courtney

" 'CAUSE SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND!" shouted Duncan

" WELL, IF YOU WANT YOU CAN JUST BREAK UP WITH ME AND GO TO HER!" Shouted Court
" WELL, WHY NOT? THNKS FOR THE IDEA!" shouted Duncan

" *Gasp* I ALWAYS KNEW SHE WOULD STEAL YOU FROM ME! ALL GOTHS ARE THE SAME!" shouted Court
" NO SHE'S NOT STEALING ME FROM YOU! It's just that you were a b*tch last season, and so I hang out with her. Besides, she really is nice, when you got to know her better" explained her Duncan

"…But…*sniff* you wanted to break up with me for her" cried Courtney

"I'm sorry. It was just the anger. You know my heart belongs to you" comforted her Duncan and when I saw him hugging her, I felt my heart breaking C'mon Gwen! You always knew that he loves Courtney, and Courtney only. He'll never ever love you. NEVER! You're his Cody, he's Your Gwen and Courtney's his Trent…except that more aggressive one. I think that you can forget dating Duncan. Maybe, he'll just hang out with Courtney and…. will forget you…maybe you shouldn't break up with Trent last season…maybe he still likes me a little… OH WHOM AM I KIDDING? I WANT DUNCAN AND ONLY DUNCAN! COURTNEY DOESN'T DESERVE HIM!

"…Well APOLAGIZE RIGHT NOW!" I suddenly heard Courtney

"FOR WHAT?" shouted Duncan

"1st for telling me I'm a b*tch 2nd for hanging around Gwen 3rd for quitting… oh and promise not to ever hang out with Gwen, or quitting a competition without my permission!" was Courtney's long answer

"NO! NEVER! BESIDES YOU'RE NOT MY MOTHER!" shouted Duncan

"WELL, YOU BETTER DO BECAUSE IF NOT…WE'LL BE THROUGH" shouted Courtney

"AS YOU WISH! ME + YOU = OVER!" shouted Duncan

"OK! IT'S FINE WITH ME YOU LITTLE A**HOLE, PUNK WANNABE, SOFTIE, *****,*****" shouted Courtney with tears in her eyes

"GREAT MRS-STICK-UP, OH-I-THINK-THAT-I-HAVE-A-POLL-IN-MY-BUTT!" shouted Duncan back

Wait what They're through! That's great! I mean poor Duncan and Courtney but…YES! Maybe I have a little chance after all…

I heard Courtney running and sobbing. I quickly stood up and went straightly to Duncan

"You ok?" I asked him as I put my hands on his shoulders

"Never better" He answered as he turned around "Although, I kinda fell bad for ditching her like that" he admitted

"Aww, so little Dunky Poo actually has a heart. That's soo sweet" I taunted him

"HEY! I'm not sweet" told me Duncan while I just laughed at him

"You know you're actually funny when angry?" I asked him

"Well, I'm great to be around in any mood. Especially with a girl" He told me flirtiously
"Perv" I told him while laughing

Just then our break finished

: Duncan's P.O.V:

I watched Gwen as she went back to her team. Everything was fine until Al started flirting with her. WHAT THE HE** I BROKE UP WITH COURTNEY FOR HER AND THIS STUPID LATINO WANNA TO TAKE HER AWAY! NO WAY! I'M GONNA STOP HIM!...Do I act like Trent last season? C'mon Duncan! You're not even dating her! Although I would love to…AUGH! Why is love so complicated? With Courtney, it was easy! So why not with Gwen? …Because she's Gwen? Man what am I supposed to do? Kiss her? What if she won't like it? Well, you won't know any thing if you won't try! Well… Man I'm scared! For the first time in my life, I'm scared of kissing a girl! Gwen's not just a girl! She's Gwen! My Pasty! My…world…although I kinda feel bad for Court… I mean no one deserves a break-up like we had. Still, for her I'm a monster, so I guess that I need to act like one towards her...Still, Duncan you could break up with her like Gwen did with Elvis, on friendly terms…Duncan you never was witch her on friendly terms. With Gwen yes, with Court, no…ahhhh Gwen…





"Man I fell so free. I should've done it before"



"AUGH! Duncan's gonna regret it! Gwen as well"



: Courtney's P.O.V:

So, after 1-hour break we needed to do another challenge. I still can't believe that Duncan just ditched me…LIKE THAT! We were together for 2 years, and now, he's throwing it away, like it's nothing…Just before competition…I know that I was a b*tch last season, but it's not

My fault! If only he knew…



Right after I went back home, since I couldn't make it to TDA, I had a talk witch my parents.

"Hello-" I started
"Shut the f*ck up you little b*tch!" my dad greeted me
"DAD!"I shouted on him

"HE TOLD YOU TO SHUT UP! YOU GIRLFRIEND OF THIS LITTLE PUNK WANNABE!" shouted my mom
"BUT DUNCAN ISN'T-" I wanted to defend him
"LOOK, RIGHT NOW WE'RE TRYING TO GET YOU BACK IN THE GAME SO SHUT UP!" shouted my mom
"Wait? WHAT? NOOOOO! DON'T DO IT! " I screamed on them "IT'S PURE TORTURE!"

"WELL WE DON'T CARE! BESIDASDES YOU'LL BE FREE AFTER YOU'LL WIN THIS GAME!" my Dad told me

"BUT-" I was cut off by my mom

"LOOK! THIS SEASON YOU WON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS SAY ABOUT YOU! HERE YOU HAVE A LIST OF WHAT DUNCAN NEEDS TO CHANGE ABOUT HIM! BE ANGRY! BE CRAZY! OH AND YOU'LL HAVE TO SHOW HIM WHO'S THE BOSS! SOME KICKS IN HIS 'KIWIS' WILL BE GREAT!" she told me as she gave me a 32-page letter

"*Sigh* Ok I'll do it" I told my parents. I knew it would be pointless to argue more. It could finish badly.

"Now that's my girl!" They both said proudly, monsters that they were some minutes ago disappearing…

And so I came back to the game, and I listened to my parents, although I regretted it.



This season, I wanted to tell him the truth. To set things up with him, but, before I could've done it, he pushed me away. I guess my parents were right…Still, I love him. I don't care what, I'll always love him. Although, I won't show it. NEVER




"I guess, that Duncan wanted to throw me out of my game. As if! If he thinks that I'm sad because of the break-up. Well, he was wrong 'cause ' at all" I said still teary eyes


"Senorita are you ok?" asked me Alejandro

"Yeah, sure. Just strategizing" I smiled sweetly at him. In the corner of my eye I saw Duncan (literally) on fire. Wow is he jealous? That's great! It means he sill loves ME and not that Goth freak! YES! Now all I need to do is flirt with the new guy, to make him extremely jealous! And when I'll win, and he'll be begging on his knees for me again… I'll teach him a lesson, and after we can be together away from the Goth freak...YES LIFE WILL BE GREAT! We'll find a house, we'll buy it from money we won, and we'll get married, after have a family…Yes life will be great…

"Senorita? Are you sure that you're OK?" asked Ally, great concern in his eyes ALLY?

"Yes thanks for care" I blushed

"Don't worry! Anything for you chica" I blushed harder as he winked.



"Wow, I gotta say that around Alejandro I feel so…unusual, just like a crush, but I don't have crushes, so I know that it's my sixth sense. He'll make a great ally" I smiled evilly to the camera



"*Yawn* They're all so easy to manipulate, I got already Bridge, Lindsay, Leshawna and Courtney around my little finger, and I'm sure that soon, even Heather will fall for me . Still, I wonder why is Court so easy to manipulate, I saw both TDI and TDA and I thought it would be more difficult, like a challenge, and here! Nothing, another easy one"



"Look before all the "DxC" fans will kill me for ditching Court, let me tell you somethings:

1. Get a girlfriend who is the total opposite of yours

2. Get a wonderful friend, who actually understands you

3. Think about the differences you and your gf/bf have and the last one

LEAVE.ME.ALONE! "



"Ok, anyone can see that Courtney was 1st sad about break-up and 2nd she totally fell for Al. He, maybe useful, he'll get rid of girls by charming them, and boysby flirting with their gf…so, useful *smiles evilly* as for now."



"Ok, just two questions IS.TYLER.HERE and if yes, than ARE.YOU.TYLER?"



After the challenge (get your reward; which were camel*us*, a goat*team food* and a cat*Team CITHPE* from where we were, to the second side of Nile. We won). As I passed to the first class , I saw Duncan and Gwen hugging for their goodbye.





"Ok I don't get it! First Duncan's jealous when he saw me and Alejandro together, and now, he's hugging this Goth freak!" I exclaimed throwing my hands in the air, glaring at the camera for what Duncan did



: Gwen's P.O.V:

Ok, so I couldn't help myself. When I said my goodbye to Duncan, I grabbed his shirt, and I hugged him and cried onto his shoulder.

"Uh...Gwen?" He asked nervously

"Yeah?*sniff*" I asked him

"Why are you…crying?" he asked

"Well, *sniff* because you… *sniff* you're…*sniff* …leaving *sniff*" I told him

"Don't worry about me" He took my chin and made me look at him. I never knew that his eyes are so…magical. …He** Gwen you sound like Lindsay or Court…

We started lending in, but someone had to interrupt us.

"ENOUGH OF THIS LOVE-DOEY!" shouted Chris (remind me to kill him)

"Well, goodbye Gwen! See you in the aftermath set!" shouted Duncan after jumping out. I sighed, and Bridge came in

"Hey!" she said

"Uh…what? Oh hey Bridge." I told her

"so…daydreaming about Duncan much." She said teasingly

"What? NO!" I felt my cheeks going red, so I jumped on my feet

"Hey! Calm down, I'm your friend aren't I?" she laughed asking this question

"Yeah…and you're right I thought about Duncan." I told her feeling nervous
"Well…I know how you fell. It still hurts that Geoff couldn't make it here. I'll leave you alone. Just for you to know, Tyler left." She told me in a sad voice
"Mhm Thanks." I replied

"No problem." With that she left

-Some hours later-

I know I should be sleeping, but there are way to many thoughts that pass by my head. Without noticing, I started singing

I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl

Who gives a shit

Behind this wall

You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

Near, near, near

I wish you were here.

I love the way you are

It's who I am, don't have to try hard

We always say, say like it is

And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

Near, near, near

I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here (I wish you were)

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

Near, near, near

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

Near, near, near

I wish you were here.

"You know Avril Lavigne?" Asked me a voice. I turned around to see…Heather

All I could just do is a nod

"Actually, I could've asked you the same" I told her woah, woah Gwen CALM DOWN! She's your enemy, and here you're having a coversation with her! What the he** is happening with you?

"Um…Gwen?..." asked Heather. I turned around to face her and I stared in shock

"Did you just called me Gwen?" I asked her in astonishment calling me by my name…What happened to Heather?

"Yes…anyway it was for D-man, wasn't it?" she asked

"Wha…why do you think so?" I asked her suspiciously

"Well, this song could be for him or for Elvis, and last time that I checked you were actually glad to break-up with him. Of course, there is an exception, 'cause I probably didn't see you daydreaming about… I don't know Dj, Tyler or someone like that" she told me.

"Look, I could tell you-" I started

"If not the fact that you don't trust me" finished Heather
"Hey! How did you know that I'm gonna say it?" I asked her totally annoyed for speaking for me
"Isn't it kinda…obvious?" she asked back raising an eyebrow 1:0 for Heather

"Um…yeah" I told her

"Thnx for answering both of our questions" She told me sarcastically "'Cause I couldn't find any answer"

"Oh no problem!" I told her optimistically 1:1 YAY! I thought as she turned around in shock. After a few seconds of staring in shock, Heather smirked at me.

"I see, I've actually found someone to have a talk with" she told me still smirking

I smirked back at her "Me too"

"So we're-" she started

"Normal during the day, here-"

"As if we don't know each other" she told me

"You always need to have the last word don't you" I asked her annoyed as she nodded happily. 3:2 for her c'mon Gwen beat her!

"Yes and if you don't care you criminal lover -I twitched at this-, I'll get some sleep 'cause in case someone forgot…TODAY WE'LL HAVE A NEW CHALLENGE!" she shouted as she entered the first class, me behind her smirking. We sat next to each other and immediately fell asleep.