Samantha 28

When Emmett kept telling me no it was making me mad but not enough to where I could shift. 
Emmett, remember that time that Bella Ickes your butt at arm westling? I asked. 
Yeah, why? He asked. 
Ugh! I swear, can't あなた just piss me off enough to where I'm shaking and about to shift. I said. 
Samantha, あなた are mad. Your not going to shift. He told me. 
Yes I am. I said. 
I started thinking of the fight between Garrett and I. Oakley didn't even try to stop the fight. He just ignored me and stood back to watch. Surely he didn't know that the fight was going to happen. 
No, he didn't know. Sam said. 
I didn't bother looking his way to know that he was looking at me with his sorry face. I thought about how Jacob can change really easy. I started running towards where Edward and Bella live. I was running really slow for a wolf. 
Jacob. I yelled. 
What is it? He asked. 
Piss me off, please. I begged. 
Why? He asked. 
Ask 質問 later. I demanded. 
How am I goig to make あなた mad? He asked. 
I don't know. I said. 
What are あなた trying to do? Edward asked. 
Trying to make Samantha mad または as she put pissed of. Jacob said. 
Why? Edward asked. 
I don't know she won't tell me? Jacob answered. 
I went over to Jacob and punched him in the face as hard as I could. 
What in the hell was that for, Samantha? Jacob asked. 
I'm fighting. I said. 
I threw another パンチ at him again but this time in the stomach. 
Samantha, stop your going to hurt yourself. Edward and Jacob said. 
No i'm not. I said. 
I threw another パンチ this time but Edward got between Jacob and I. 
Edward move. I demanded. 
No, your going to hurt yourself. Edward said. 
I am not. I'm a 狼, オオカミ and i'm strong but I'm aging trouble shifting but that's all. I said. 
Samantha, it's not like that. Jacob said. 
I don't know how to put this but females are もっと見る likely to loose their 狼, オオカミ gene when they are seventeen. Jacob said. 
But, am I going to get it back? I asked. 
We don't know. Edward said. 
I moved my gaze from Edward to the woods and then took off running. I was winded before I had even ran two miles. 
This isn't good, Samantha. I thought to myself. 
Samantha, it's gonna be okay. あなた can live without being a wolf. Edward 発言しました has he was jogging beside me. 
No, it's not going to be okay. I loved being a 狼, オオカミ even though everyone thought differently. I said. 
It was dark によって now and of course I was so exhausted from trying to shift all day. Edward picked me up and ran me back towards the house. I was asleep before we were at the house. 

The 次 morning when I woke up it was sunny and peaceful. I got up and went to the beathroom and brushed my hair. When I came back out Sam was sitting on my bed. 
I need to talk to あなた Samantha. Same told me. 
Okay, what about? I asked. 
I don't 愛 あなた like あなた 愛 me. He said. 
That's okay we can be friends. I said. 
No, I don't like you. He said. 
I'll change. I said. 
He stared me right into my eyes. 
あなた cant change, we're nothing alike. Your not that cute and not that fun to be. あなた have all of these problems and your are a control freak. あなた don't 愛 me. He said. 
I do 愛 you. I said. 
I don't 愛 you. Repete what I said. He told me. 
あなた don't 愛 me, I'm ugly. I said. 
Don't try to find または look for me. I don't like または 愛 あなた in any way. He said. 
Before I could say anything Sam was out of my window and gone. Within 秒 I figured outthat he tried to control my mind but it didn't work.njext thing I know Emmet, Jasper, Alice and Rosalie are in my room. 
Samantha, eerything that he 発言しました isn't true. Jasoer told me. 
Samantha. Emmett yelled at me. 
I jumped quickly snapping back to reality.  
I think I'm going to go surf. I said. 
I went to my bathroom and put on my bathsuit and went towards the garage. I pulled on my wetsuit and grabbed my board. I got to La Push pretty quick being that I drove over the speed limit. I ran towards the surf even though it was flat, smooth no waves whatsoever. I layed on  my board for a long time until Jacob swam out to where I was lying on my board. 
あなた know what he 発言しました wasn't true? Jacob asked. 
 I don't know. I said 
Samantha, あなた are beautiful and strong. If a guy doesn't want to be with あなた that is his lose because あなた have the best personality. He told me. 
Thanks. I said. 
I paddled in while Jacob swam beside me. 
I brought あなた towel. He said. 
Thanks. I said. 
I layed my board in the sand to put the towel around me and Jacob picked it up and carried it my car. He drove the car and we didn't talkthe whole way home. 
How was surfing? Emmett asked. 
Flat. I said. 
Oh. He said. 
I thought about going to climb the cliff but I didn't know if I could still climb now that I'm just a stupid human. I went to the ガレージ and set my board in the corner and then pulled my wetsuit off. I went upstairs and changed into some shorts and a log sleeve t-shirt. 
I'm going climbing. I 発言しました I ran down the stairs. 
Be careful. Emmett told me. 
I'll be fine. I'm still a wolf. I said. 
I couldn't dare to think that, my 狼, オオカミ gene was going to be gone forever. I just couldn't. I drove my car back towards the cliff. I decided that I was going to jump off and then climb back up. When I jumped from the cliff it was like I was free no worries. I hit the water and it took my breath away. It was so cold. I climbed back up and I was shaking I was so cold. It was amaizing climbing back up and then jumping off again and then climbing back up. I did this probably three times and the last time I climb up I just sat on the edge and thought about everything. The sun was setting and it was getting colder. I Jumped at the feeling of a blanket being gently wrapped around me. 
Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. Emmett said. 
It's okay. I said. 
あなた are so going to be sick tomorrow. He said. 
Let me guess Alice told あなた to come out here. I said. 
No, she told me あなた were going to be sick but I came out here on my own. Well permission of the mutts though. He said. 
I continued to stare at the beautiful sunset. 
あなた really liked Sam didn't you? He said. 
Yeah, he was my only friend outside of the house. I said. 
I'm sorry I didn't stop him. He said. 
It's fine he wanted to go so he left. I said.
Let's get あなた home. He said. 
Emmett picked me up and carried me to the car and we were ホーム within a minute. It was funny how all of the Cullen's didn't bother going the speed even past Charlie's house. 
When we got ホーム I went upstairs and took a hot shower. I didn't realize how cold I was until the hot water hit my body. I got out of the シャワー dried my hair and went downstairs to get something to eat. I made me a bowl of grits. I went and sat on the other end of the ソファー, ソファ away from Emmett and Rosalie whil Jasper and Alice got up and went to their room. I felt so odd sitting there while Emmett and Rosalie were talking quietly to each other. I quickly got up from where I as sitting and went to eat in the kitchen. Everyone had someone to 愛 them. Alice and Jasper were together, Emmett and Rosalie couldn't be seperate, Carlisle and Esme loved each other so much then there is Edward and Bella, Renesme and Jacob, my mom and dad, Oakley and his girlfriend and there was just me. All of the guys I'd been with just left または was stupid. After eating I went back into the living room and Rosalie was gone which I guess she was gone to work on her cars. 
Sorry about earlier. Emmett said. 
It's fine. I said. 
Surfing is on, あなた want to watch? He asked. 
Nah, watch what あなた want. I told him. 
Do あなた want to go to school the Reservation? He asked. 
I don't know. Everything was fine back ホーム until stupid Garrett came home. I said. 
Yeah, man あなた can fight. Emmett 発言しました while laughing. 
Thanks, I think. I said. 
Looke Samantha, a guy is going to come along and fall in 愛 with wether あなた are a 狼, オオカミ または human. He told me. 
Thanks just sometimes it's hard to remember. I'm the only one in this family that doesn't have a boyfriend. I told him. 
I don't have a boyfriend. He said. 
あなた know what I meant. I said. 
I continued to sit on the sofa until the clock chimed at two o'clock. I layed down on the ソファー, ソファ and continued to watch television. When I was almost asleep I felt Emmett pick me up and take me to my bed. Once Emmett layed me down in my ベッド I fell asleep.