chapter 1 ~


i thought that my life was normal easy clear stable but life is change a lot .... when あなた got that change the fear control s every cell of your body the fear of the future あなた would never give the thought of it will be better a change for good i think !.....~
my mother and i never did agree On one thing in all my life she always think that i am the liability promising future since the 日 i came to this life i stop her planes for the future . we fight a lot i start to think to leave ホーム live alone some were she was the 秒 wife of chief 白鳥, スワン but she got divorced after she got some money when her father dead she 愛 big city life
i live in hell every 日 she tell me that i was the worst thing she got ohhhhhhhhhhhh my god help " casy " my mother sally called " yes mom " i 発言しました i run to the setting room " what is it mom " i 発言しました " i ve been thinking i will get marry " she 発言しました " again " i wandered my mom " castiala behave i am your mother "she snap at me i don't want an other man in my life to act like " a father " damn " i don't think it gona be good idea " i 発言しました angry " i don;t think this is any of your business " she 発言しました wave her hand " mom " i 発言しました she stop me with her both hands " i got an idea if あなた don't want this あなた can go stay with your father charlie " she 発言しました my mouth full open i look at her like she was crazy " but what would he say "i 発言しました smiling i got this escape away form this hell i don't care new town new フレンズ new life " he was already want あなた he talk to me もっと見る than once i think tell あなた first " mom 発言しました " yes " i 発言しました laugh " hell ya " i 発言しました laugh again i call my dad for the first time in my life tell him that i am come to live with him he was happy me too i got a fahter asister too that was great forks is small town all green ビーチ oh god thank god ビーチ when my flight land down i find the chief car dad & bella my sister waiting for me " こんにちは casy how are あなた " dad 発言しました he hugs me for a 分 " こんにちは dad " i 発言しました " こんにちは i am bella " bella 発言しました " i know こんにちは " i 発言しました i hug her too . when we get ホーム i notice that i am a liability again there is no room for me i like to sleep on the ソファー, ソファ i put my stuff on the ソファー, ソファ " no way あなた can't sleep here " dad 発言しました in so lovely tune " no realy i got no problem its ok dad " i 発言しました smiling " what ever make あなた happy " dad 発言しました finaly someone understand someone give me my freadom to do what ever make me happy i キッス his cheek " thanks dad " i 発言しました bella don't look like me in her house something in her face make me worry i wakeup first one in the house i was so exaited so happy i make the breakfast for all of us " good morning dad " i 発言しました " こんにちは what all that " he 発言しました " good morning baby " dad said
we eat the break fast together in silance " see あなた girls I got to go "dad 発言しました we both set in silance for like 3 分 " so how we will go to school "i ask her
" my bf edward will drive us to school " she 発言しました " don't tell dad ok " she add i shook my head i lock my lips she smile when the silver volvo get to the door " edward this is casy my young sister " bella said
casy this is edward my bf "

she add i sheck his hands it was so cold " nice to meet あなた " i 発言しました " nice to meet あなた too " edward 発言しました in really smooth voice the school 日 was boring i got no フレンズ i follow bella where ever she gose
i think she did
n't like that so i set in the car till she came dreaming about the ビーチ she promise me we will take awalk on the ビーチ the cullens are so cool but i am don't think the like me anyway
, when the school 日 end edward take us to the ビーチ i can smell the salt from here " thank あなた " i 発言しました but he was so mad he didn't answer me he just drive away i looked at bella " is he mad at me " i ask " no he is mad at me cos i am here to see jacob " she said
" so isn't jacobk is your friend " i ask " yes but he kind of had acrash on me または something " she 発言しました i just shut up & enjoy the see the sand everything i take all 日 on the ビーチ bella told me about the edwrad & jacob they are not like each other
i just listen no coment when we get ホーム dad was here but he wasn't alone a big dark man on awheel chair " こんにちは girls did あなた have fun " dad 発言しました i nodded " yes " bella 発言しました " こんにちは bily " she 発言しました " こんにちは bella how are あなた " he 発言しました back " casy bily black is my best friend " dad 発言しました " nice to meet あなた " i 発言しました sheek his hands
" nice to see あなた too " he 発言しました he realy look freandly " i was on the ビーチ where is jacob bily " bella ask " he really wan to see あなた too but he is alittel bust rightnow " bily 発言しました bella nodded after ディナー dad talk to bella about jacob alot , so now what bella got admires might be i fell sleep so fast
in the moring i had to stay with bella friend the cullens they are all beautiful like モデル " casy ' "edward 発言しました " yes " i answer " did あなた have fun on the ビーチ yesterday " he ask it feel like he fors himself to talk to me " yes i did i am going to 日 too " i 発言しました " have fun then " he 発言しました " thankx " i said
bella take mush time to say goodbye to edward i can't blame her he is so beautiful . lapush was the perfict plce for me sand ビーチ green every where
i can spend all the 日 here bella watch me ロスト in the see " this is " i 発言しました " beautiful " she 発言しました she chukels someone came out of the woods very big boy tall his skin was amazing rust he wave to bella " こんにちは bella " he call her " jake " she 発言しました when he got closer i can see his muscles now & he got beautifl hazel eyes
jacob gives bella a くま, クマ hud " jacke this is casy my sis " bella 発言しました " casy this is jacob black " she 発言しました " こんにちは " i 発言しました i reash my hand to shek his when jacob look ate me he was still smiling he have breath taking smile " he,,,,,,,,,, " he 発言しました & broke he look t me with crazy eyes like he have ever seen agirl befor he was the blind man who see the sun for the first time
he didn't speak iwas still extend my hand few sec pass bella look at jacob black " jacob " she 発言しました he look t here then he shak my hand finaly " i am jacob " he 発言しました "i know nice to meet あなた ? i 発言しました then he broke again 星, つ星 at my eyes bella pulled himtoward the forst " あなた enjoy the view " she tell em while she walk away " i know あなた 愛 the see very mu " she was gonne
i just did ewaht she 発言しました i enjoy my fave view
jacob black book two
bella take me so far away in the forst " why bella what is it " i 発言しました " are あなた crazy " bella 発言しました " what was that jacob " she snape
'" i think .. ithink i am imprint on casy " i 発言しました i still think about here beautiful spanish eyes こんにちは smile & her smell like the most deliouse tging on earth
" jack " bella screamed " what " i 発言しました " she don't know about あなた about all this あなた can't just tell her " she 発言しました i looke at her like an iduts " she is like a smal baby get everything for the first time
あなた think she can take something like this now " she 発言しました " pls jake let me tell her first step py step
she 発言しました calm now " bella " i 発言しました " she is not ready pls kacob " sje inseast
" what " i snap " あなた can't ask me to stay away bella あなた can;t ask me that " i 発言しました still angry
" just give two 日 if i didnt' あなた can do what ever あなた want ok " she 発言しました i nodded " ok " i said

castiala book 1
the sunset on lapush is diffrent i 愛 it few mins then bella came out the wood i open my arms woder what is going on " don't care about jacob he is a crack up lets ok its geting dark " she 発言しました i follo her i want to stay もっと見る i want to ask her but she is not gonna do either so i get in the car with no ward
jacobb black book 2

i saw bella take her away from me till they both dissaper i felt cold fro the first time on mylife halow & stupid to agree to that stupid idea that bella came with but maybe she is right
i get to the house then i thought it would be better to go in round または two around charlies hous just in case
may be i could see her once again
when i get to the house i try to sneak peak in to see her once " こんにちは brother your shift " paul 発言しました " now ok i will be in sec " i run as fast as i could . push my anger to the ground
chapter 5 castiala book 5
my night was not comfortable i couldn't sleep well the idea of bella layng to me & hid things & secrite it make s me annoying iwant to know what is it i hate it
i writ ia note for my dad" i will go to the ビーチ i wount be long casy "
i look at the sun rise from the sea

" why so seriuos " i husky voice 発言しました behind me it scared me to death i jumed i was sure i was alone " oh " " i am sorry i didn't mean to scare あなた sorry " jacob black 発言しました " your face was so angry it make me cerious " he 発言しました smailing his smile take my breath away forget what he was asking
i shook my head to answer " i was thinking about bella " i saID well he know her well maybe he help me to know waht is happening maybe i can help her
he smile waidly know 表示中 his teeth its feel like the sun break out of the clouds jacob freindly smile make him so easy to talk to
" what about bella " he ask then he start to walk he want me to walk with him a walk on th a ビーチ with the most beautiful guy i have ever seen in my life i loat in his face i know he was waiting for my answer but it didn't look s bother him he was looking at me like someone who witness on amirecal i just 発言しました what ever on my mind about bella what ever keep me sleepless last night " casy " he 発言しました my name with lovely voice " yes " i said.. he pause then he talk adeep breath " look the world not as simple as あなた think it is ok maybe its better to keep this things to make it better some how " jacob 発言しました what are あなた talking about i 発言しました " there is stuff in this world あなた never know it was there there is old stories & legends " he 発言しました part of me know that he was kidding me the other part his face was so serious " what legend " i 発言しました breathless " stories about ヴァンパイア blood suker like the cullens " he 発言しました " what are あなた ... bella ' i said
" don't worry bella know that " he 発言しました it sounded like he hat tha"dont' worry they don't kill human " he 発言しました i can't understand what he was saying " there is others like werewloves like me & my pack " he 発言しました i coulden't breatht he looks worried i don't know what my face looked like " are あなた ok " jacob ask me hold my shoulders his hands was so hot like he just get it out of 火災, 火 " god casy あなた are freazing " he 発言しました " pls don;t be afraid there is もっと見る that what matter now pls i will never hurt あなた ok " he 発言しました " the オオカミ got something like the 愛 of the first sight its not bad thing its very good its もっと見る than 愛 its imprinting " he contnue " what " i 発言しました with very week voice