Dear reader,
if you’re 読書 this, you’re one of my closest friends. あなた literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasn’t an accident that we met.
Well, first if you’re 読書 this, あなた should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, that’s me I guess. I’ve made mistakes and disappointed あなた for a long time, haven’t I? Multiple things I’ve done and I’m so ashamed now. I haven’t been the perfect friend but that’s assumed isn’t it? あなた haven’t been perfect either, but I didn’t want perfect. I call あなた ‘perfect’ a lot because I can’t find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, can’t あなた see that? I wanted あなた and I got you. I know あなた feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, you’ll disagree with, but あなた can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like あなた and I got someone better. I’m so blessed and I will never stop thanking あなた for how amazing あなた are and I will never stop trying to make あなた happy.
I know I’ve thanked あなた a lot, I’ve written 記事 and 発言しました a million compliments. I’m 書く this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But it’s 12:00 a.m as I write this, and I’m putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an 記事 of 10 reasons why I think you’re unique and special. I’m so proud of that, あなた see, because now あなた can see for yourself all the reasons why I 愛 you.
I 発言しました I disappointed you. あなた may have disagreed with that. Maybe あなた remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasn’t just a promise, I gave あなた my word that I wouldn’t do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know you’ve forgiven me, but I could have ロスト you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust あなた have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let あなた down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, I’m going to get a tattoo that says “Don’t break the promise あなた gave to a queen” just to remind me. I’m sorry again によって the way.
But I don’t want to make あなた sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like I’m trying but I’m not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about あなた a lot あなた know, but I know that you’re okay または あなた will be. I know that you’re life has been so difficult but that’s why I respect you. もっと見る than anything, I want あなた to open your ハート, 心 and accept yourself completely. I know that’s so tough to do, but I know あなた will. And あなた have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if あなた did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isn’t it? I want to give あなた the world but all I can give あなた is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make あなた proud. あなた mean so much to me and あなた need to know that. I try everyday to be what あなた are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I don’t want あなた to be scared okay? I know あなた are sometimes and it’s going to be that way, but I just want あなた to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last “teenager” birthday and I know that’s frightening but that’s also kind of awesome and I want あなた to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying “a positive mind will give あなた a positive life” because that’s not true for any of us, but it will give あなた a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact it’ll give あなた and dwell on that instead.
I’ve 発言しました before why あなた mean so much to me, and I’m not going to repeat myself here, but あなた remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope あなた remember what I think of あなた even if it’s hard to feel it.
あなた are my big sister and you’re my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know あなた hurt a lot, and I don’t promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a クイーン and you’ll find your king, I swear, even if I have to パンチ him in the face and drag him to you😀 And あなた will always try, I know that. You’re a survivor and あなた will survive.
So I’m sorry this is short and not what I’d like, but I’m just happy to know you. I know あなた 愛 me most, but I 愛 あなた with a kind of 愛 I can’t place, and one that’s irreplaceable. I don’t want あなた to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queen💋
if you’re 読書 this, you’re one of my closest friends. あなた literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasn’t an accident that we met.
Well, first if you’re 読書 this, あなた should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, that’s me I guess. I’ve made mistakes and disappointed あなた for a long time, haven’t I? Multiple things I’ve done and I’m so ashamed now. I haven’t been the perfect friend but that’s assumed isn’t it? あなた haven’t been perfect either, but I didn’t want perfect. I call あなた ‘perfect’ a lot because I can’t find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, can’t あなた see that? I wanted あなた and I got you. I know あなた feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, you’ll disagree with, but あなた can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like あなた and I got someone better. I’m so blessed and I will never stop thanking あなた for how amazing あなた are and I will never stop trying to make あなた happy.
I know I’ve thanked あなた a lot, I’ve written 記事 and 発言しました a million compliments. I’m 書く this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But it’s 12:00 a.m as I write this, and I’m putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an 記事 of 10 reasons why I think you’re unique and special. I’m so proud of that, あなた see, because now あなた can see for yourself all the reasons why I 愛 you.
I 発言しました I disappointed you. あなた may have disagreed with that. Maybe あなた remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasn’t just a promise, I gave あなた my word that I wouldn’t do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know you’ve forgiven me, but I could have ロスト you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust あなた have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let あなた down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, I’m going to get a tattoo that says “Don’t break the promise あなた gave to a queen” just to remind me. I’m sorry again によって the way.
But I don’t want to make あなた sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like I’m trying but I’m not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about あなた a lot あなた know, but I know that you’re okay または あなた will be. I know that you’re life has been so difficult but that’s why I respect you. もっと見る than anything, I want あなた to open your ハート, 心 and accept yourself completely. I know that’s so tough to do, but I know あなた will. And あなた have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if あなた did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isn’t it? I want to give あなた the world but all I can give あなた is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make あなた proud. あなた mean so much to me and あなた need to know that. I try everyday to be what あなた are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I don’t want あなた to be scared okay? I know あなた are sometimes and it’s going to be that way, but I just want あなた to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last “teenager” birthday and I know that’s frightening but that’s also kind of awesome and I want あなた to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying “a positive mind will give あなた a positive life” because that’s not true for any of us, but it will give あなた a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact it’ll give あなた and dwell on that instead.
I’ve 発言しました before why あなた mean so much to me, and I’m not going to repeat myself here, but あなた remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope あなた remember what I think of あなた even if it’s hard to feel it.
あなた are my big sister and you’re my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know あなた hurt a lot, and I don’t promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a クイーン and you’ll find your king, I swear, even if I have to パンチ him in the face and drag him to you😀 And あなた will always try, I know that. You’re a survivor and あなた will survive.
So I’m sorry this is short and not what I’d like, but I’m just happy to know you. I know あなた 愛 me most, but I 愛 あなた with a kind of 愛 I can’t place, and one that’s irreplaceable. I don’t want あなた to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queen💋